I remember when the light shown eternally on us and things were grand,
But now the wind has changed and things aren’t the same,
One day, one day it will be okay….
I have lost it all but I still retain my soul,
There is no more joy, no more happiness, no more anything at all,
Just emptiness inside…
Yet here I am, still alive,
Wondering why I continue on living,
Life so hard, it feels so hopeless…
What is this feeling? Why do I feel pain… Why do I regret?
Wouldn’t it be better to forget? I live my life, But it no longer matters…
I no longer wish to live… Life was so happy, but now it’s only gray.
If only it could be the same if only I could return to that day…
Make it last forever, that would be my dream…
And life would be alright as long as it stayed the same,
But I know that could never be,
Life has moved on, things have changed,
I’ve grown but I still feel naïve to it all…
I may have lost everything,
I may be empty inside,
But I must continue on…
I need to see this through...
And nothing will stop me from doing so…
I stand here now watching as the stars flow by,
While time still moves on, I stand still…
But one day I will move on…
I can only hope that times will change,
That I will be able to look back fondly on these times,
And the grayness will fade, then things will be okay…