wow. rough day. But let me start from the beginning....
It began pretty well, I was getting along super well with my friends today. And I got to be secretary for my skool for an hour! I felt very Audrey Hepburn! and me and robert were really tight today. You see, me and robert met back in grade 4, when we were on the same baseball team. Yes, I played boys baseball, and i was damn good at it. Still am. But thats beyond the point. anyways, we've always been good friends. Sometimes we hated each other SO much, but we were still good friends.And today we were laughing because my best friends thought that we liked each other, which is hilarious. So that went well (this must be boring...)
. And then I had a big verb test, which i totally forgot to study for, so i completly bombed, which will totally drop my average from a 97 to like a 87. And then, came lunchtime. Lunch pissed me off today. Not the actually eating portion. Food never makes me angry. Food actually makes me quite happy. But lunch was when my friends turned on me... For no reason, Jennie was making a list of "which guys i wanted to suck". On the list was every single guy in the fucking class, basically every guy that i know, and then her brother, and my dad. Holy shit i was pissed, but i tried to stay composed. But everyone could see right through that. And then, I can physically HEAR and SEE Julia gossiping about me. no wait, let me rephrase that. I can hear and see Julia SPREADING RUMOURS ABOUT ME. THE STUPID LITTLE BITCH. what an attention whore. so know all the guys are just making fun about me and how im a slut (because i flirt with guys? if thats what makes girls a slut these days, then my friends would be the biggest sluts in the whole fuckin world!) and im pissed. to make it worse, jennie and julia are about 2 metres away from me spreading rumours about me to robert about how i was hitting on him. seriously, is that what friends are for? Is that a real friendship??? and then, i have this really great guy friend named Jock, and julia added on her msn, and now talks to him like everyday. So shes trying to get back onto my goodside, so shes like, "ya, i talked to jock today" and i just kinda try to be all poised and classy and be nice and i ask what he said, and she say "He told me a secret about him." and i ask what its about and she says "no, i cant tell you. i told him i wouldnt tell" so i really cant keep my anger in by now. im really losing my patience, but to make it worse, RIGHT in front of me, julia goes and whipers the secret into 3 peoples ears. TWO OF THEM DONT EVEN KNOW JOCK!!!! WHAT A BITCH!!!
wow. i hate my friends. i hope they go to hell. they never apologized at all. not once. not even jennie, and jennie is the sweetest little angel. so i had a horrible day. but then Pilar got home from Nationals today, and i talked to her for an hour on the phone, and she kinda cheered me up. and then i blasted my favourite CD in the world "The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill". Damn, that CD is good at taking your mind offa things. so i sang these love songs at the top of my lungs, and now im really sad and lonely. I really want a boyfriend. There's Adam, who im pretty sure i talked about yesterday, the guy whos 2 years older than me, but is so adorable, so i gave him my number? ya, he hasnt called (note the title of this entry!). so im so lonely. And then there's Adrian, but thats SUPER complicated. He's Pilar little brother. Before you freak out, you must know that Pilar is two years older than me, so Adrian is my age exactly. He's not too too too attractive looking, but he's decent i guess. He really likes me, but he doesnt have the balls to ask me out, and thats a HUGE turn-off in my book, when guys dont have enough balls to do shit like that. I just like simple cuz who dont screw around. Ones who are straight forward, and fun and cute and good to me. That's all i ask for... but anyways, ya Adrian is kinda annoying sometimes, but he can also be super hilarious... im kinda on the fence with this guy. but i cant imagine kissing him, so i dont know how well that would work out. plus, when we broke up, we would still see each other like every weekend at tennis. weird. and hes my best friend's little brother. weird.
so thats my day. quite eventful. i think im just gunna stay home tonite and watch cute luvy-duvy movies. sounds like fun, dont it? let me leave you with these words of advise:
forgive and forget. except when you're friends are dicks. in that case, try to forget, but don't forgive. you'll have so much more fun getting revenge that way.