Hey there my beloved fans! All 3 of you... haha jk I'd be lucky if I had three fans! haha. Anyways, I have now decided that I'm going to title each of my entries with the name of a song, this day, you will soon find out, relates mostly to the song Naughty Girl by Beyonce. Oh, you just wait and see. I'm also watching Friends right now, so I'm a little distracted. Forgive me if I make a blog no-no.
So the day started out fine, I woke up after staying up most of the night reading this great new book, "all i want is everything" (PICK IT UP!) so i was pretty tired. I went to school, and saw my bestest friends, julia and jennie, and everything was great. Things went well until lunch. Come lunch, I started to really get pissed off at my friends. Me and Julia were talking, and she said that i flirted like crazy with all of the boys in the class, and she accused me of liking a few of them. Let me put it this way, i would never even CONSIDER going out with ANYONE in my class. they are all jerks or greasy pigs. so when julia said this, i was fuming. I told her that i always flirt with guys, and that i don't even notice when i do it. OK, so i flirt alot. But Julia was embarassing me so bad, in front of EVRYONE. I was so pissed off. God, my best friend, and she thinks that i like the greasiest guys ever. SHows how much she knows me. And shes so freakin stubborn, she refuses to be wrong. GRRRRRR! Jennie was pissing me off too today. She called me an elephant, pretty much a fat-ass, and said that i wanted to have sex with this guy who is obsessed with me. Let me introduce this guy. His name is Martin, and I play tennis with him. He is also the biggest nerd that i have ever met in my life. Picture the geekiest kid possible. That's Martin. I've known him since i was 9 or so, and in the past year, he has been obsessed with me. He doesn't just LIKE me, oh no, he is actually obsessed with me. He knows things about me that not even my best friends know. SOOOOOO creepy. and anyways, jennie alwasy says that i want to screw him, and it pisses me off. i will tell you later why i hate martin, but we'll save that juicy gossip for later. anyways, at recess today (yes, i have recess still...) jennie and julia were playing soccer together, and i HATE soccer. they refused to let me play with them, so i went to go play football with the other kids in my class. After recess, they were pissed off at me. It's like I can't even talk to anyone, like I'm not allowed to. URRRGGGG. I can't talk to boys, because then I automatically "like" them, and i cant talk to other people, cuz them im being a traitor. God, chicks are so complicated....
And then I had tennis tonight. We had to run the BMX hills today, and do fitness outside in the playground, and I schooled everyone. or maybe im just cocky.... so things between me and martin are really awkward now, cuz he knows that im mad at him for.... OK ill tell you. When we were at nationals last week, he was being a total bitch to me, just making fun of me all day, just saying how i was fat and a whore and a bitch and stuff, so i ask him, im like, why are you being such a jackass today? and hes like "you're just getting what you deserve after all these years of being a total bitch."
I couldn't believe it. So he knows im super mad at him, so that was kinda awkward. but we're playing doubles togather at this little event this weekend, but ill tell u about that later. and I saw martyna today, and she was laughing at me cuz i suck at tennis right now. im not sure whether i take offense to that or not. whatever. things between me and her have been weird lately too. things are really weird right now. I really wish that i had a boyfriend to turn to at times like these. I;ve never had a byoyfriend, but all my friends have one, and they seem like great accessories. HA! anyways, i met this guy last weekend, he's 2 years older than me and he was SOOOOOOO cute, and i gave him my number, but he hasnt called yet! god, im gunna feel like such a loser if he doesnt call.... but ya, thats my life nowadays, expect some more juicy stories in the future, until then, ta-ta for now!
with confusion and desire,