monday
Mood:  blue
so im done with one paper, gosh the compre is like mad, so difficult, hai how to depend on it to pass? i dont know why my gp so lousy. n i just heard fomr my cousin that if u dont get b3 and above u will have to attend eng classes in the uni for 1 yr. wa so siao. hmmm i think i will make this blog private. so i can write whatever i want. To get into a relationship is so easy but to maintan it is so difficult. I dont know wat other gfs feel abt their bf or how their bf treat them. i guess maybe there are some who r never satisfied. I always think we treat others better than our loves one. dont know why but i think its true. hai i think i shouldnt waste too much time thinking abt this. all i can say is i wish things never happened. but since it already happened i have to accept it.

september 10
Mood:  crushed out
2 more days to prelims....hai...so worried but excited...i mean im not prepared but i guess i will just try my best. i wonder why ppl become so selfish these days, some r willing to help u, while others who know the answers r not willing to help or maybe lazy to help. i dont know. i dont wish to know. hmmm although im not very happy 2day but nvm, i guess theres always a better 2mr. maybe its gd that no one knows abt this blog, means i can write whatever i want. i guess each of us have to pay for our sins, i feel so weak, always falling into satan trap. i really wanna lead a holy life, to be close to God. but i cant, something just pulling me back, i dont know why. guess thats all for the day

econ...
i really dont know why i so mad, i mean i so angry at myself. tried to do some econ essays qns but i cant do them at all, n theres like no one to help me. I dont know why ppl become so selfish these days and its like as long as its not their problem they dont really care. i mean just say i dont know is the easiest, i dont know. so frustrated. feel so dumb. so scared. n i decieded not to go for my church outing cause i wanna study. lets hope i can use my time wisely. hai looking forward to easy econ qns during prelim and A levels so i can get my As.My Song