~{Bounderies Lost}~


The things we've had
All of it ment nothing
Nothing to you
It ment something to me
All that time spent with you
I saw something I've never seen

I didn't see it before
Only because I'm blind
I wrote this as a poem to you
Before I walked out the door

Bounderies crossed
All possabilities lost
We could of had something
Now we'll end up as nothing

We'll never know what we could of had
It could of been good, or bad
I believe it would of been grand
But now I feel as small as a grain of sand

Guess what I realized

You're the lie, it's all clear
You're my hatred, my every fear
You're distorted, fucking whore
I'm now clear, you're no more

~{Torture}~


Why do I feel this way
After everyday the same thing
Always wanting what he has
Something I may not ever have
Why? I do not know
Do I keep it from myself?
I'll never know

He has you...
This is the one thing I'll never have
The one thing I'll always want

I sometimes wish I never met you
I wish I could have you
So that I can fall for you
But I don't let myself
I stand alone, forever and always

~{Reality}~


It's become a part of me
Put me back in the depths of hell
It'll always be the same
Return myself to where I've fell
It's become a fear for me
Once again back where I've started
It'll always be right here
Only to go back, to be departed

It hides untill those memories are broght back again
Everytime I thought I'd make it stop
Here it is begining to start happenin'
Everytime I thought I was on top

Put me back in the depths of hell
It'll always be the same
Return myself to where I've fell
It's become a fear for me
Once again back where I've started
It'll always be right here
Only to go back, to be departed

~{Stricken by Fate}~

Stricken by fate, I can't see my own way
Mystical rays beam down on my path
No other choice, 'cause it's not mine to make
Lead to my fate, as they watch and they laugh

Death, seems to be my only way out

Fate, is now my worst enemy

Death, my friend I know wont let me down

Fate, has a tight grip on me

Paralized, as I lay here and dream
Which to chose
Is it my only choice?
Follow my fate
Or leave them to lose?

Stricken by fate
I cannot chose or brake free from this hell.
I'm left in their fate, I guess I'll lose

One of these days I'll get around to finishing them all up, but for now this'll do.

 

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Jason Lee Miller
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