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-ONCE YOUR IN.... YOUR IN-
HERE I AM REMNISIN BOUT THE GOOD
TIMES
WONDERING WHY ALL THE HOMIEZ IN MY HOOD DIES
I ALWAYS SAY ITS JUST MY MIND
SO I DECIDE TO LET IT SLIDE
EVERY HOMIE GAINED IS ANOTHER HOMIE LOST
ANOTHER FUNARL I HAVE TO ATTEND, GOT TO GO AND
PAY MY COSTS
ONCE A HOMIE ALWAYS A HOMIE
BE REAL TO THE GAME DONT BE NO FONEY
BUT WHATS THE POINT TO ALL THIS GANG MEZZ
I TRY TO GIVE IT UP BUT ITZ USELEZZ
TRY TO HIDE IN MY ROOM TO JUST GET AWAY
CANT WALK DOWN THE STREET MIGHT GET HIT BY A STRAY
SO I TRY TO STAY AWAY
THAN I GET SO AFFRAID
"I AINT SHIT WITH OUT MAH HOMIEZ" OR SO IVE BEEN TOLD
TRY TO DISRESPECT ME, U A FOOL
GOTTA SHOOT UP ANOTHER HOUSE TO SHOW THEM WHATS ITS ABOUT
CALL THE 5-0 ON ME WAIT TILL I GET OUT!!!!
I SEE A BITCH WALKIN DOWN THE STREET IN FLUE
FIND MYSELF STARRIN LIKE ITS THE THING TO DO
GOT HATE IN MY EYEZ CUZ THE COLOR SHE WEARS
BUT IF I FALL ONE DAY WILL MY HOMIEZ CARE?
IT DONT MATTER HOW WEAK MY ENEMY IS
IT ONLY TAKES THE STRENGTH TO PULL ONE FINGER BACK AND THATS IT
BUT THATS WHAT MY MOM SAYS BUT WHAT DOES SHE KNOW?
IF SHE KNEW HOW FUCKED UP MY LIFE WAS SHE WHOULD ALSO GIVE IT A GO
BUT I TRY NOT TO LET IT GIT TO ME BUT ITS HARD
ONCE YOU BARRY A HOMIE YOUR FOR EVER SCARRED
YOU TRY TO BE TOUGH AND ACT LIKE ITS OK
I TRY TO CLOSE MY EYEZ BUT IT WONT GO AWAY
SO TO ALL YOU HYNAZ N VATOZ THINKING ABOUT GETTING
IN
I WOULD DOUBLE THINK IT CUZ WHEN YOUR IN....
"YOUR IN!!!!" 
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-TO MY FAMILY-
So thats it? Your takin me away from the only people that cared
The ones that stood beside me, when u wasnt there
The ones that gave me a place to stay
When u thru me out in the cold
And all those times u put ur man in front of me and me feel like a fool
The only people who knew how this gangsta felt
When i fell to the ground and i need help
Who had my back and kept me alive
When i was runnin the streets, when i almost died
Who knows all my deep dark secrets untold
When i needed a hug or to just get away from the world
But u knoe what, thats okay, i dont mind
But whos heart will hurt when u never see me again? NOT MINEZ
Cuss when i turn 18, im out
you dont need to bother with me no more
When i turn 18, im out
I dont need to hear u call me a whore
So much for familia, which we will never be
When i fall to ther ground and hit the concrete
When a skrapa finally cathes me alone in the street
Whats gunna happen? where will u be?
But the homies will always come fast to me
Their all i got.... fuck my family 
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-TO ALL OF US CHOLAS THINKIN GANGS
ARE THE ANSWERS-
poor little gurl, I see colors in
her eyez
Just another chola that was born to die,
With a red rad hangin down her pocket
Damn u should have seen it the way i saw it
Livin life to tha fullest, in that northern kaliz life style
At least she is makin her vida while
Out there bangin cuz she thinks its cool
Gettin bad grades, and skippin school
This poor lttle gurl only fifteen years old
Just a misfit in her familia, someone no one wanted to hold
So she chose the gang as a first resort
Out there on the streets, fightin in the courts
But how does her mom feel, yo i bet u she feels fucked
Always tryin and tryin, get no where with no luck
She loves her mom and her mom cares for her
But shes got a job to do, this chola aint got no fear
She gotta be down with the homies, you know its do or die
So when somethin goes down, shes gotta be ready to ride
She wants to get out but its too late
This is her life now i gues its her fate
She didnt chose this vida, this vida chose her
'Sorry Mom, i love you' because that is her mother
'so if i dies before i wake, bless the best'
And in peace let me rest
Take care of mi familia, live life to tha fullest and be strong
This vida will be better now that im gone
But you know, I think i know this little gurl feeled with hate in her
world
yup sure do, damn why does this have to be? cuz when i take a closer look
this gurl is me
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-R.I.P. FLAKO-
You know, I thought of you today
I was remembering the day you past away
I was in the house i heard 3 gun shots
I ran on down to the parking lot
What do i see, you on the ground and ur daughter in the swing
I got so scarred all i could do is scream
Thinkin why did this just happen to me
You did nothing wrong just took ur daughter to the park
It was bright day light it wasnt even dark
Josephine, 6 months old, seen her daddy die
Didnt know what happen didnt understand why
Seen blood all over and it made her cry
Poor little girl just sittin there with tears in her eyes
These scrapas man they be so scandelous
The got they guns they dont even know how to handelum
They shot my boy when they was after his friend
They took his life when his life just began
Yah, he banged before but he put it all aside
He was a daddy now, and he was full of pride
So damn excited that he had a kid
And raised up to his responibilities, thats exactly what he did
He was a high school drop out cuz he got involved
But around his child thats were his life was revolved
He wanted what was best, He wanted what was right
He dropped the drugs, He dropped the guns, he changed his whole life
He wanted to start over, he wanted to start slate
He didnt deserve this but its too late
I watched this person i was so close to, slowly slip away
Well, i just wanted u to know i thought of u today
RIP FLAKO (NOVEMBER 06, 1984- JUNE 13, 2002
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-FUCK ALL YOU SCRAPAS-
Just comin up on it lettin it be
known
Dont give a fuck about a scrapa dont give a fuck about a hoe
I mean yah north siders are outnumbered i will admit
But to all u scrapas trynna disrespect yall aint about shit
Ill roll the dice risk my life
wont think twice to put my life on the line
cuz its all about bout the north side
thought u bitches knew how the fuck we ride
fuck a scrapa fuck a hoe
all u sur ratas u gotsta go
Ill fuck up a bitch, ill sock u in ur life
ill beat ur fuckin ass while all my homies laugh
cuz all u faggots claimin sur in the north side
ur all hella gay cuz its all about the north ene, ill say it with pride
XIV til eternity all u down ass nortenos wont u say it with me?!?!
Fuckin up a scrapa when i catch u in the streets
have u on the ground screamin out XIV
But on the reely-O
Not actin silly-tho
$k is the way to go
So fuck the south side
My homeboys will nut on the south side
its all about that Northern Organized Raza Til Eternity
I'll fuck with ur mind have u bleedin internally
NO scrapa u dont wanna see me
SO scrapa u wanna be me?
Well like i said im frum the north ene, i'll scream it loudly
red raggin til the end of time, i'll say it proudly
Catorce de la muerte
Its all about the norte, ene
Fuck a scrapa
u fuckin thrampa
sewer rata
u smell like kaka, FAWKA
i throw it up for 'NORTE SACRA'
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