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Saturday, 14 February 2004

*Paint perfume and suicide


.verse 1.
This house smells like
Paint perfume and smoke
Something moves in the dark
Don’t hinder, you'll choke.

Some things are better left unsaid
Leave my good-bye letter unread.
Save those tears leave them uncried
Keep my secrets inside...

.chorus.
Tell everyone I said goodbye.
Just let my friends know they shouldn't cry.
Make sure the family knows it’s not their fault
It was up to me to die.

.verse 2.
When your tears are turning red
And your world turns black,
You know its time
You can’t turn back.

Don’t stop and wonder
If you could have changed destiny.
Just don't lean on an invisible shoulder.
Some things were meant to be.

.bridge.
Its the glowing signs under I write my words
Spinning around like your pictures and your colors.
It’s how I think seeing my breath is pointless.
I already know its cold outside.

.chorus.
Tell everyone I said goodbye.
Just let my friends know they shouldn't cry.
Make sure the family knows it’s not their fault
It was up to me to die.

Maybe someday ill catch you in your peril.

Thats a great song!!

---->*Strength in Words


I feel so weak, and what will they say,
Her eyes they pierce my soul, making it that much harder. To speak.
Constant repetition of words alone,
Does it make them come out any easier?
When placed in front of whom you must speak...
How can three small words paralyze my whole body?
My lips won’t move, what can I do?
Standing with an open mouth, not a sound being made.
How many more hours of sleep must I loose?
By revealing these words, what progress will I make?
The more I think the further the phrase slides down my throat.
As I gather up all my strength, I grip the words as I speak....


alright post more later

Posted by extreme4/x16burke16x at 9:37 PM EST
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Great rents are home....


*all ive got is one shot. so lets get it over with. tell me where i aim, its all the same to me. ive got nothing to lose, and nothing to gain. i thought i was halfway but im not even close. im running in cirlces around you, without ever getting a clearer view of you. if you want it to end right here. it will end right here. this will be the end of our life. if u want me to pull over now, i will pull over now. i will turn around right here. all it takes all im not. all i need is all youve got. show me where do i go? i cant see the wood thisfor the trees. ive got nothing to lose and nothing to gain. i thought i was halfway but im not even close. im running in circles around you, without ever getting a clearer view. if you want it to end right here, it will end right here. this will be the end of the line. if you want me to pull over noe, i will pull over now. i will turn around right here...so cut it off, cut it off. if it leads u astray. if it pulls u away from where u should be. its better to go blind then never go at all. its better to take the fall then to never fall at all.

-this beautiful mess. -Wood for trees

Posted by extreme4/x16burke16x at 9:35 PM EST
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I still hold your note in my back pocket.
It still has the fringe from where you tore it
from your little black notebook,
the one where you'd write all the love poems
that you would never show me.
It still has the stain from my tears
when i read it,
and yours when you wrote it,
and thw words are blurred together.
I can still read the part where you said,
"I'm sorry it had to end this way,
"And i'll never forget how you kissed me
at midnight on the rooftop at New Years eve
So we could see the Fireworks."
You still had that poetic flair
even when you were killing yourself.
You still have the scars on your arm
from where you etched the words,
"I'll love you forever Princess",
although you'll never utter then again.
I still have your picture on my wall,
and it still has a lipstick heart
around your face,
but now theres a note tucked inside that says,
"You never let me say goodbye."

**Well life really just couldn't be any shittier...yeah i cut yesterday, only because my dad makes me so angry i just break down. These cuts keep me company and make the pain go away. There my battle scars and i like them!

Sadies i must say, was pretty gay. Homecoming was so much better!

well i'll leave you with some lyrics...so here you go! ;)

Silverstein-Giving Up

I used to make the light shine for you. The sun has left my sky. Velvet walls surround my sorrows. I've sacrificed my pride. You're giving up on me. I've laid myself to sleep tonight. I know you've played out everything in your mind. And now you throw it all away. A shattered memory that you would stay, through think and thin with me. You're giving up on me. And when you feel the pain, im wishing i could stay. How can i say i love you back? You never made me happy. you've laid yourself to sleep, I never said this wouldn't hurt. You gave up everything; I never said i would give it back. I know you'll never change; I won't be good enough for you. I know, you'll make it through. I'll never be around to see.

Peace <3
Kelsey @--}----

Posted by extreme4/x16burke16x at 7:13 PM EST
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