Wasted Youth
March 4, 2004
Yes, our generation is a rather large joke, one of which I'm ashamed of and embarrassed of.. you see it all when you walk down the halls of our school.
I look around, I see fashion whores, that night going to American Eagle and Abercrombie to see the latest clothes they should be wearing. Sitting at the TV waiting for the commercials so they can see the new improved products for hiding their true face. Running to the mall to pick up their eye liner, cover up, all because the TV said they were ugly without it. Pretty sad to live in a generation that has been taught that nature is ugly and they must improve on it. Standing in front of a mirror plucking every stray hair, keeping those eye brows symmetrical.. making sure your bleached dyed hair looks just right. better shave your legs while you're at it.
As you walk further down the hall you pass your jocks. raised in a generation where physical abilities is praised over academic. I gold metal or first place makes you the king of the school. better enjoy it while it lasts, sports don't mean **** out of middle school. You hide behind that medal or top placing as some sort of power structure. you no longer need to come to class on time, you no longer need to pay attention or do your work. And you definitely don't need to respect the students under you. what have they accomplished. oh sure a couple 100%, but that's not nearly equal to your biceps or trophy case.
A bit more down the hall. The fragrance of pot and wasted life hits your nose. Pockets no doubted full of small bills and a wallet that reeks. Smoking for the high, or smoking to be cool? Raised in a generation where inhaling smoke is the trendy thing to do. Pot this week, shrooms next.... acid in a month, crack or heroine next year.. Raised in a generation where people smoke themselves retarded and waste their live... that's a generation to be proud of.
ahh, who's this trailing behind the popular gang. Could that be a leech, or a pathetic human. Raised in a generation where people deny their own life and pretend to be something else. forcefully laughing at whatever hint of a joke comes out of the hosts mouth. Following right on their heels. The next day you have the exact same clothes. Don't even dare to try and do something different from them, god forbid you show some individualism.. Is it really worth it to completely forget and ignore who you are just so you can been seen as some cool guy/girl. You are the true wasted youth.
Just about in class now, what's this? individualism? or some lonely teen crying out for attention. Look at those unique clothes.. oh wait, you're dressed the exact same as all your friends.. and you bought your gothic/punk/unique clothes from some chain store that mass produces the clothes you are wearing... Raised in a generation where the idea of being unique has transformed into a calling for attention. You hide behind your black make up as the fashion whores and their blush # 35 cover girl 2003 edition... You don't dress to express yourself, you dress to get those second glances, or looks of disgust, sure you complain with your identical looking friends about the looks the conformist bastards gave you, yet inside it fuels your desire for attention. you are just as bad as them all, wasted youth... wasted life...
in class now, the groups clash in an environment known as our generations cess pool. a convention of hate and fear of each and everyone.. the fear of individualism.. fear of embarrassment, fear of judgement. Raised in a generation where every second of your life, you are being judged, evaluated... controlled. A generation raised by television and video games. A generation that would rather go to the mall or get stoned then go camping or go for a walk in the country or sit by a stream in the woods and appreciate the beauty of life. Rather then hide from life behind your concrete walls and dollar bills.
Fasten your seatbelt.. you're in for a ride. because our generation is falling fast...
The question to ask yourself is "Am I being my own person, or am I trying to be someone I know I can't be to fit in?" Ask yourself the question and don't lie to yourself.
March 7, 2004
Hey everybody, hopefully you like my website and if u dont i dont care, i will try to update this site evryday.
Yesterday my team and i practiced at black mt. paintball field and we gained a sponsor because he was watching us play. John Martinez is our new sponsor and we will be getting all of our gear from him. Thanks John Martinez.
Well heres something else that i think about when i walk around school or just thinking.
I live in a world that is controlled. Completely. My everyday actions are pre-planed, programmed into my psyche. I live in a world that has no sense of reason. The point of our lives is twisted and pulled at. No longer is our reason to procreate, but instead to make money, drive fast cars, live in a big house and have a beautiful wife.
How did this happen?
Is this a recent change?
Our struggles in life are no longer for our lives but instead now it is to get noticed, be popular. We still hunger. Not for food, but for social acceptance. Our lives, our actions, our appearances, everything, is constantly being judged. Why? Since when has the condition of our clothes decided our status? Since when has the brand name on our clothes determined our worth. A hole in your shirt makes you a lesser person. We are not a free world. There is no free world with humans. If we were free we wouldn't have these zombies, slaves to the trends, slaves to popularity. We grew up in a generation raised by television. What was to be expected? Raised by colouring dancing cartoons. What were those figures doing? How were they acting? What did they wear?
March 8, 2004
Hello everybody, all day today I was felling really sick because I was having a headache and I had a fever. I was so tired that I didn't do any crappy work in school or anything. I was tired enough so I walked my lazy ass up to the front office and went home about 30 min. later. I slept the rest of the day. Well I really don't have any thoughts in my head right now so visit tomorrow.
Peace
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