TAKE A BREAK...DREAM A LITTLE:
Your sitting in chat, and you seen a screen name pop in the room.
You sit there and continue to watch her type, and find out that
she has a pretty cool personality. You go to the right side of the
screen and find her name, right click on it and pull up her profile.
Yahoo Profile downloading, you see a picture pop up, and a name,
age, sex and location. You see a list of hobbies. Wrote on it instead
of hobbies is a list of feelings from the chatters heart. You look up
and see her picture. Fully downloaded now, you start to wonder
what is going through her head, what she is thinking. You are sitting
at your desk, and wonder what the girl on the other side is thinking
about. What her life is, what her dreams are, is that her real name?
Is that her real picture? Her Personality is full of life and you can see
that she has much to give and stand for. Another hour passes as you
continue to watch her type, and you try to figure her out. You start to
daydream and all of a sudden your there with her ..sitting in front of her.
She lets you see inside, and you understand it all now.
Eyes closed, you can hear her voice. " Yes, that is my Real name."
"Yes, That is my Real picture." "Yes, this is a real person sitting on
this side of the screen." You continue to talk to your new friend, finding
out what exactly she is all about. She starts to tell you her side of the story
as you listen intently. " I'm 22 years old, and have already made many mistakes
in my life. I dropped out of school when I was young, I started on life late." As
she starts to tell you, you get ingulfed in what she is saying. " I married young,
and made a mistake. I've went through tough times, and times that I couldn't
be happier than that moment. I have many dreams about my future. I've went
through losses of loved ones, and losses of friends. I've been through quite a bit.
You see, my time online is like my get-a-way. My link to the outside world with
people and friends everywhere. I have many online friends from around the nation.
And you are considered one of them. Sometimes, I come online and it feels so
real. Many don't know my dreams, or my hurt, my joys, my laughter, my tears,
or just me in general. But I can promise you I'm real. I have a life. I have my
dreams. And I have my hopes.
The child inside of me sometimes wishes to be young once again,
to be able to sit on my mom's lap and let her tell me which way to turn, which
way to lead my life in. And the grown woman in me realizes that she did, She
told me to follow my heart. She showed me the way.
The teenager in me wants to be on stage, to become
a famous singer in the world. To be able to let everyone hear me and what I have
to say. I want to be able to smile in front of thousands of people and know that
I'm someone. I will be remembered in this lifetime.
The young woman in me wants to be a nurse. I want to be able
to take care of people that can't take care of themselves. To be remembered
as someone that was a great woman. Someone that made something of herself.
The grown woman in me wants to become a wife. To have that special man in
her life walk through the door way every day and look into her eyes and
not ever stop loving her. That part of me wants to find that someone to love
her back unconditionally, to become a mother and live a life full of happiness
and love. The Grown woman in me wants to have children to raise and
show them the way that her mother shown her.
As you can see, there is alot of hopes and dreams to me, even though I sit on
the other side of this screen, and you have no idea what I do day to day, I'm
a very real person. Believe this with all that you are. Because when you stop
daydreaming, and you realize what I've just told you, You will understand
me completely. You will understand my life. You will know how I feel about
what I want to do, where I want to go, and how I am thinking of getting there.
For this is me, This is my story, and This is my life. "
You stand up after hearing all that the girl has said to you, and you snap out
of your daydream understanding the chatter a little more. Through heartaches,
dreams, hopes, and so much more, she is a real person. Not only a chatter. Not
only words on a screen. Remembering this each time you look at a profile, every
time you see someone typing words on a screen, You have a better understanding
of everyone and you can easily translate thier comments and personality more
and more every time you see them. Remember this page, and all you have just
read, because the example you've just read, the sample chatter was me. Now
maybe you can understand me a little better.
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