Hey there Baby...
If you're here...then obviously you're sitting there right now missing me as much as Im sure Im missing you right now as you read this.I know its going to be a rough week for both of us because we're so used to having the ability to spend hours by the numbers together...But we both know that our Love is so very powerful and what we have is more special than any other thing in this world. That's something to be so proud of and Baby I am. I'm so proud of you...so proud of what I feel for you...so proud of what we share... so proud of your Love...and Baby Im so very proud of US!!!
So even tho we're dealing with alot right now (me being gone for a bit)...I think it's only going to make us grow stronger and closer. Remember the phrase (time makes the heart grow fonder).. I believe that... and altho we wont be together (talking) much for the next week-week and a half, we ARE together... thru heart and thought and every way that counts. Because trust me Sweetheart..I'm thinking about you nonstop and Im holding you so very close to me.Can you feel me Baby??... Feel me holding you so tight in my arms... feel my heart beating?... Pounding??...screaming out your name??... I hope you do feel it baby because I am holding you and will never let you go...EVER!!!
I want you to do something for me sweetheart...until I get back, each and every morning at exactly 9 am... and every afternoon at exactly 3 am ...and then every night at exactly 9 pm...I want you to do what you've told me to do so many times... close your eyes,wrap your arms across your chest and just hold me there for a full minute...I'll be doing the exact same thing at the same times... so baby? We'll really actually be holding eachother... and then when you lay your sweet head down to fall into dreamland...hold me close ok?... and I'll be there every night waiting for you.
I Love You Shawn SO MUCH that I can't even fully express it anymore.It seems impossible to.No matter how much emphasis I try to apply to those words.. nothing ever seems to say exactly what I feel. Just know that I Love You like no one person could ever love another... and its so real and so strong and Baby its so beautiful!!!!...sweetheart I dont want you for one second to feel less because like you said..it only grows and gets more and more beautiful by the day.Anytime you feel like you miss me so much and you just cant stand it anymore... and you need me so badly.. just remember sweetheart... Im only a thought away! ~*~*~I LOVE YOU SHAWN MICHAEL~*~*~ <*><*><*><*><*><*><*> Always Baby...And A Day!!!!!