yet again my life sux, no knows about this diary of mine so i'l write what i want 2. i've liked this guy for like 3 months ow and hes being an ass hole i cant tell if he likes me or not. and yet again as usuall i stil cant get my ex- out of my heaD, no matter what i do i think of him,i've tried figuring out what happened and what college he goes to now but no one knows. He wanted to talk to me before he moved but i pushed him away, stupid stupid stupid me. i hate my self for that, i hope i eventuially get over it, gtg