Well yesterday was the day to be the nice mo where I can say "no fucking way" to peter nicely. However, today was the day to be the mean mo and ignore him...i have never in my life met someone this pig headed and stupid!! I never looked at the kid the whole day, and when i have to talk to him, i never looked at him, and i answered in one or two quick word phrases. Ok, I know your sitting there going, "aw, but he just likes you..." Well fuck him! he's not making a good effort at even getting shot down and he's creeping me out by following me everywhere, waiting for and me, and being like a stalker and making me mad uncomfortable! So that's it, no matter how mean this might sound, i have made up my mind..and if he trys to hang around with me tomarrow, I'm going to flat out say "leave me the FUCK alone." I mightnot do it tomarrow, but i sure as hell do it on thursday. Oh crap, i just remembered that tomarrow is the day that we have three hours inbetween class...fuck fuck fuck!! and i won't beable to go watch them play ball 'cause we can't all fit in one car and i sure as fucking hell aint going to go in pete's car. Luis will probably go home and i'll be suck with the hitler/sadam look a like (got that one from this telecom guy, named alan, he's mad cool). OH!OH! I'm a genious, so I'll drive up to eagle rock, have some lunch with me, and take a nap...no one ever goes up there, and if they do, they all stay in their cars and eat their lunches, or go out on the grass and eat it there too...but i think that's where i might go tomarrow...right after class...hum, i might even park my car outside the school, and pay this way i can have a quick get away. FUCK! I hate being me!
Dude, my dad just gave me the best idea...when pete asks me what i did last night, i can make up a story about some boyfirend...so how is this..."Oh it was great, my boyfriend and I rented a movie and hung out." and if he asks what movies, I can say "X-men 'cause i haven't seen it." and if he asks how i liked it, i can say, "I don't know i'll have to tell you when i watch it another day." HAHAHA! incase your like peter and didn't understand that, i can through the hint out that I didn't watch it 'cause we were hooking up. but he'll probably be too stupid to catch on.
So what, i'm mean, no i'm not pmsing...but u would be like this if you knew peter and how uncomfortable he makes me.