6-2-2003

So I was at the post last night till about 8, and I was just relaxing from the long ass weekend, and chit chatting to Vicki 'cause her boy usually stays at the bar with his friends, so I was sitting in the back with her untill she got up to go eat something then Dustin sat by me...but that's besides the point. As I was sitting back there, and thinking to myself, just random things, I have decided that since I'm going to change some of my habbits and try to start off on a clean slate, I might as well give someone a second chance too, right? of course right! So here I am, trying my best to talk to people I couldn't stand to talk to in the beginning, and I have realized that half of them aren't that bad, infact i have a lot in common with them. It was weird, but you know how it is.

Well today, I was mad tired, and not in the mood for anything, but of course Luis has to push a lot of shit, so he decided that today would be a good day to hook me and peter up. To give you a little mental pic, peter looks like a tall hitler. Anyway, they kept bugging me, and I just brush it off, and he was turning bright red 'cause he does like me, and finally when I decided to move to the back of the room, Luis comes to talk to me..."come on moie, give him a chance, be gental...he has never had a girlfriend befor." What the Fuck does not having a girlfriend befor have anything to do with the way i'm going to treat this kid 'cause i dont' like him. girlfriend or no girlfriend, he still has to have game to get me, and he's got non...we sat for about an hour and he couldn't think of anything nice to say to me. so anyway, i resond to luis..."just stop, just stop, i already have a boyfriend." now, he doesn't know what has been happening in corps, and i know a lot about a lot of people so i can just random info and a name and they wouldn't know the difference. Well, thankfully luis did stop, and got up and looked at peter and said "dude, she's a lost cause, don't worry we'll hook you up with someone better." I don't care what he said about that anymore, 'cause luis knew there was no chance in hell, and i couldn't think of anything to say to peter to be like "dude, there is no fucking way you and i will get together." 'cause there isn't...but thankfully, luis and i are still buddy buddy so our playfullness looks like flurting...it's great :).

OH! OH! I always have to end with a happy story if i have one, so here it is... It's a long day on sunday, it was rainy, it wasn't rainy, it was cold, it was windy, it was a shitty long weekend. Well we are doing our fucking fast as hell drill for the drum solo, and for those of you who don't have a metrone or know how fast 210 is, look at your watch and for each second that is four steps...anyway, I'm flying all over the place but in baby steps 'cause u can't keep ur feet in time and take normal steps like that, well we get to the last set that was written for that weekend, and I look up, and who is right across from me...(you should know this answer by now)...but matt :) and he looks around at who he's by, then stops and yells "MO!" runs at me, picks me up and swings me around then put me down and went back to his spot and grinned like a little kid as i tried to gain my balance. Well that had made my day and i blew him a kiss as in thanks for cheering me up, and he blew it back :D life is still good.


Din din time...so i'm out like a...like um..*tap tap tap think think think*..like a light! (wow that was lame, but hey it works).

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