1/22/2003

These days become shitter and shitter! I don't have a migraine anymore, but my head hurts from crying...crying sucks...I can't cry, I'm not allowed to cry. I guess, I never really ever did cry. It was just one of those things. I was daddy's little girl who was a major tom boy...I did everything a boy did when he was little, but I never cried 'cuase no guys ever cry. It's only started to happen. I cried at my aunts wake, and last night. I woke up from a really bad dream, that I never want to have again, andI just started to cry till I was back to sleep.

School was intresting. Out of a class of about 15, 5 of us showed up...but it was cool, I got to know the other ppl and we were let out like 5 minutes early. I saw the head ahncho of the department in the lybary and he looked very shocked that there were only 5 of us in there. I think the other day, he said something that if ppl don't show up, our group is going to get placed with the other groups...so theres something happy..i will once again be with Luis and Sergio, or Q, Ace, Qudel, Jaimi, and Nicole. I guess I just have to wait and see. When I got home today, I got to zone out in front of the tv, and chill there till my paretns came home...now we'll eat dinner. PIZZA!! yum yum!

I was on my way home today, and i was rockin out in my car to my new burned cd, and this kid next to me at a traffic light goes "what are you listening to?" So I picked up my cd case and just smiled...he then hung his head and tried to find a station to listen to. I laughed, and went back to rockin. When I got home, I watched "You Drive Me Crazy"...that's a cute movie...it was on the tv, I wouldn't rent that when I can rent something else. ANYWAY! There is a group on the movie, and in the movie they are called 'The Eletricutes', but they look and sound like 'The Donnas'. 'The Donnas' sing "Take it Off" it's on MTV...they are an all girl rock group, they are really cool...i like the two songs I have downloaded. Well, I'm off to eating my din din...more tomarrow.


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