So get this...I wake up this moring at like 8 'cuase of my alarm clock, I'm tring to get used to waking up early for my 7:40 classes *sigh*. Anyway, my room was freezing, so I pulled my covers over my head and went back to sleep. Around 10 o'clock, my mom comes in to wake me up and can't find me. all she see's is a big lump in the middle of my bed. Somehow I ended up in a lil ball in the middle of my bed under my covers...lol!
That was my morning...lol...oh it gets better. Ok so I lied it doesn't get better, 'cause for the rest of the day I just chilled in my house.
You know what sucks big cock! The fact that if my friends what to hang out at like 9 o'clock, I can't unless I'm already out of thehouse. If I don't leave the house befor 8ish, I can't leave at all, it's like the prison walls have been let down and are locked up tight. Where's my rope? I'll climb over that shit. I don't think it's fair. All of my friends are out having fun at night, chillin in a dinner, their cars, the mall, a house, a club. But look at me, all I get to do is chill in my room, alone. Well one thing that I'm happy about, is that both my parents go to bed, and I am still allowed to stay up and talk on line...that's not that bad 'cause then I know that I'm not the only loser that is home this time at night...lol. One of my friends asked me last night why I wasn't out and having the time of my life? I simpile told him that "I'm a loser that has no life and no friends and my parents sucks and they are the reason why I am home."
Get this shit..my cousin (who is old enough to be my aunt...but I won't get into that.) gave me the scanner that I ahve talked so much about. when she gave it to me, she called it "my christmas gift". My lil 10 yo cousin hears that I get a gift and she doesn't. So she gets upset, and complains to her mother (my aunt). WHAT A BRAT! This has just flabergasted me! Julia (my cousin) isn't the one who help take care of my passed on great aunt for a week, took her places, hung out with her, and talked to her, even though she was clueless half the time. But my brat of a cousin has the never to complain to her mom where her gift was at. First off, she's being brought up jewish, so why the hell would she care about a CHRISTMAS gift? Second this is a girl that has her own computer at age 5, a PS 2, her own tv, a personal DVD player (one that can go on trips), a game cube, american girl dolls, every beeine baby known to man, and a bunch more stuff all before age 10. When I was that young, yes I had stuff that I got bored with easely, and asked if I could have something different. But when I was told no, I would look at the thing and find a different way of playing with it, or find something else to do. She has more stuff then me and my sister togeather and complains that she wants more. I'm very sorry that you guys have to read this...but this is my diary, and I feel like venting, 'cause if I called my cousin a brat to my mom, she would yell at me (i know, i already did it). I will be honest and ask my dad if I can have a differnt phone, or my own line or the computer in my room, or if we can get dsl or cable instead of dial up...but when I am told no to all of those things, I forget about it and become thankful for what I have. A car that runs and works like a dream with a new sound system in it, a cell phone which is allowed to stay in my room so I won't forget it on my way out, a computer--don't care where it is--that works, the internet that may take a while, but hey that's when I can take my time and go get a sandwitch or make dinner or something. This is another story, with the brat...a cell phone. The only reason why I know that most of my friends and myself have a cell phone is because we all drive and it's a good thing to have incase you get in trouble, and because our parents want to know where we are--aka: a tracking divice. My cousin who is 10 (yes I keep bringing you her age 'cause it's important...i'll think of why later) wants a cell phone. This I know for a fact that she is not getting till she is much old, but she keeps bringing up (like I do sometimes) that all her friends have one..all her friends are her age..10!! Why the hell would you give your 10 year old a cell phone? Unless they take the bus to school everyday, and in NY, with the school that she goes to, they don't! They,infact, are all drivin to school in cars by the family driver (not a parent). This just blew my mind when I heard this. One of my cousin's friend's dad does something with toys or whatever..but his daughter loves pokemon, so he bought a yellow VW bug for her and made it look like pokemon...THE KID IS 10! she's can't drive yet!! So, he got her a personal driver. She's 10 and already has a car! What the hell?! When I get rich/if I get rich, I would never spend my money like that...I might get a big house, and a few expensive things, but I would never treat my kid the way my uncle does my cousin or the way all her friends parents treat their kids. My cousin is 10 and still complains about buttering her own bread..SHE'S 10!!...if my kids ever turn out like that, I would smack them! I will never have spoiled brats as my own child.