Ah sunday, such a horriable day 'cause it's the day that wrapps up the weekend, and basically says, "HA! you dumbass, serves you right to get plastered on Sat. And by the way, you have to go to work tomarrow." And as you sit there stoned faced, and annoyed at this stupid day danceing around you, you reach for a bat and Sunday over the head, so it's no longer sunny..but hurtin. Serevers it right to piss you off.
speeking of becomming pissed off, I'm afried that on Thursday night, my boys will have my head, 'cause I'm getting my hair cut. I have no clue how it will look 'cause it is so uneven right now, that I don't know if anything can be done with it, so I think I willb e investing in hats untill I can come up with a better sluation. So lets see, Wensday I will go off, buy a hat, earrings, underware (all the nessaries to life right?) and then on thursday if I don't like how my hair looks, I will just put it up some way, and hide it under my new love of a hat, and this way no one will know what had happened...untill that weekend where I will see all my guys, and have a good idea on how to put it up so it won't look so bad, and they will all yell at me for cutting it.
And once again we get back to how much weekends can suck along with being the best days ever. You know what I have realized. In high school, we use to dress to impress, or if you were me dress to stand out. But we were always trying to impress someone of some sort and most of the time I see these lil teeny-boppers walking around in next to nothing in the middle of a blizard, to impress the guys when really they are just freezeing their butts off. Ok so we dress to impress, but who are we actually impressing? I hang out with guys all the time, and unless I have something out of the oridanary that just creams "LOOK OVER HERE!!!", no guy in their right mind will think twice about what the girl they are with has done different to their hair, or if your shoes go with your outfit. I think we dress to impress one another, if not ourselves. Personally I know for a fact that when I go out, I dress for me and me only...if I like it, I'll wear it, if I don't like it, I'll put something over it or cut it up untill I do like it. But I when I go out, I look at other girls, and "judge", so to speek, what they are wearing, or what they lack to wear. I also observe girls to get ideas of how I can put an outfit togeather, or better yet, I get ideas of how to wear things, such as those shits that are nothing but fabric in the front and stings in the back. Do you know how confused I would get trying to put that on? Or better yet, what to wear under it? And I don't think I'm alone when I say that we dress to impress, we are trying to impress other females.
If it wasn't for the fashion designers and the models of today, I think we would all be like those tirbes in Africa that walk around half naked...what am I talking about, we are like those tirbes, at least in the summer...do you see what the 14yo girls are wearing? Now me being 18 almost 19yo, have realized that I can no longer wear what I used to wear, but I can make modifications to the old clothes, and have them look apporiate. But for some reason I still get Delia's and Alloy mags that show what is new and in for young teens to wear. OMG! the bathing suites that are popular this year...that is what makes me think that we are like a mondern African tribe.
Another thing I realized is that in high school was the only time that 'being popular' was an important thing to be. Now I don't know about you guys, but my high school is nothing like they are in
the movies. In the movies, the school is literly devided up into populars, bandies, nerds, ect. But in my high school, I never felt that any of that was happeneing. Sure you always had a bunch of people that would go off every weekend and find a party to go to. Or a group of kids that wouldn't go anywhere outside 15ft of the band room. But all and all I felt that everyone got along just fine, no one made someone less then them feel humalited like they
do in the movies. Maybe it was just me and all of this stuff did happen, but all I have to say is that eaither if you were popular or a nerd in high school, when you go to college all of that gets left behind. Unless of course you and your entire group of firends
go to the smae college 'cause you can't bare to leave one another (gag!). Speaking of leaveing...
Untill tomarrow.
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