So last night was bingo as always, and the really cute guy from last week wasn't there, but Lan was..lol. She's cool, she came in from no where and was like "I'll work tonight." Whatever man, one less thing I had to sell. I'm up to $220.00 if my memory serves me correctly. hehe. Well after Bingo we always go to Applebees, right. So I beatfeet out of the place and went flew to the joint. I got there and there was like 2 ppl there, and evenutally the rest came. but u see the bar is like a u and we took up both the stright sides, and there was a few ppl in the curve part of it. So anyway, we were talking about drum corps, and these guys in the middle makeing fun of us. So Sean, being an x-marine and still kind of having a ego like them, was like "Do you have a problem..." and it went on from there, all of a sudden, I see two of the big guys jump up and grab him, and were like "Don't worry about it, they are just drunk..." So eventually they got up and left, and my boys being boys started to talk smack about them it was great. Untill along toward the end of the evening when I had to go home, one of the other guys was like "you see those guys that are starting to stagger out of the bar?" I nod, "Well I didn't want to say nothing, but they ahve been stairing at you all evening." And they eventually made their way out the door, and as soon as they did, I got up and said my goodbyes. As I was walking out the door. I saw them just standing around in the cold, and I said to myself, "Self...if your going to get mugged, you better kick their ass and run like hell to your car." And so I walked out briskly past the group, and felt all their eyes, on me as I strut my stuff past them. And thats when I heard a sound that I didn't want to hear at that time of night. Footsteps, lots of footsteps behind me. I start to walk a little faster, not looking back and pulling out my car keys. The footsteps speed up with me, and I prayed to God that I would not die that night, I mean I was already late for going home and getting killed wouldn't make my evening any better. So I hop/run to my car, and open up the door, and then I hear another car door open, I jump into mine, and realize that they are getting into their van. So I speed out of there and make my way home safe and sound.
today was quite intresting, well not really but I talked to Honri, and omg if you could picture a guy with a deep voice that melts you everytime they speek and have a great laughin and smile and eyes, you can picture this kid.*sigh* OH! sorry, just daydreaming..I never thought there were such ppl out there that weren't movie stars. Anyway!! today was weird between Luis and me, actually yesterday was the weirdest. See for awhile now, he has been apoligizing to me about fucking up what we had, and stuff...and yesterday he asks me out....to lunch (gotcha..hehe)so we went to blimpies, and we ate and talked and we haven't done that, just the two of us, and he paused after mentioning one of his x-girlfirends, and gave me this look, and it was a look that I haven't seen since we stopped hanging out when I would have my head on his sholder and just look into his eyes. I don't know if it was just me, or it really happened, but I started to fall of the kid again. And if the look wasn't bad enough, when we went outside to go home, he put his hood up, and he looked so fine. I mean, if I wasn't me, and if it wasn't winter time, and a bunch of other things, I would have fuckin jumpped on him and kissed him. But I containted myself. So today, as I sat in class, he kept putting his hands in my overshit pockets to get them warm. The Karate Kid (aka Matrix) kept giving me dirty looks, and I just wanted to say "Who the fuck are you stairing at?" and if the teacher wasn't there, I would have too. But once again I contained myself, then all of a sudden, I looked out into the hallway, and stairing back at me was the guy who I never wanted to see again in my whole life 'cause he thinks he so cool, where he is really just scary (*whispers* wilkin). And there I sat deffenceless like a deer in headlights, with no where to go, or to hide and there he stood just out of reach, and stairing at me with eyes full of hate. And just as I was saying to myself "self, prepare yourself..." God smiled apon me, and I felt a cold hand on mine, it was an angle. I spun my head, and Luis pulled me close to him to wisper something in my ear, and I the first time in a long time, I felt as though he still did care, but just didn't want anything between us. As he pulled me close, and almost out of my chair, he wispers, "I noticed how scared you looked with that freak stairing at you, so I figured I would break his heart even more, and play along with what he thinks that me and are." Once again, with all my stangth to hold back to not kiss the kid for saving myself, I leaned my cheek against his, my hand on the other side of his face lightly, and wispered back, "Thanks I owe you." And when I sat back up, I galnced sideways out the door and the eveil boy had left, probably out of sure jelousy.
Nothing else new happened today, I got a ring (or acutally 3) to rpelace another one, and I was going to get 'Bowling for Soup's Cd', but they were all sold out...speeking of out...
I'm out.
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