12/03/2002

How do you tell your best friend that you don't want her boyfriend to tag along all the time. That sometimes you feel weird, or stupid when he makes fun of me. Or that I'm tired of him hitting me, or throwing pennies at me. Oh life sucks. Well at least it was good untill I got home and she called me.

BLAH! I mean, am I wrong to want to hang out alone with my best friend, like it used to be, and not have the fact that we left her boy home alone hanging over our heads and making her feel bad and ruin the fun we would have togeather.

No, I don't think I'm wrong, she was my freind first. Granted she's haveing his kid, and they are living togeahter, and they are going to get married, and they don't have much money, but does that mean that I can't have fun with a friend I would call my sister any day?

Oh whatever, I'm gettng upset of nothing...i think..who knows. i really wish i knew what to do, this is the first time I'm at a lose on what to say,or do, so that I won't hurt her or anything.

off to ponder BACK