4-29-03

You know what I have realized...cops suck!! I'm sure you've heard all of this befor from me, well last time was such a better reason to get pulled over then this time. See I was driving along and because my mom insits on talking to me in the morning which stalls me from doing my ish...and becuase people suck at driving which stalls me from getting somewhere, I was so distracted that I ran a red light and there was a cop right across the street. of course they are allowed to do an illegal u-turn, and i'm stuck on the side of the street looking like an ass.


"Do you know why I pulled you over miss?"
"I ran a red light... (translation-I don't care why u pulled me over, just think that I'm hot and let me off the hook)"
"Yes, your right." And he goes back to his car...fuck, I know I'm right. I knew I would have killed myself if I stopped short, I knew I had no stopping distance, I know what I did wrong, so I know I'm fucking right...and now because you ahve to be an ass and take my licence regrastion and insurace I'm going to be even more late for this class which I have no clue what is going on in at a college which isnt a college but a place where I have learned to fear for my life.

So he walks around my car sits in his for a while, and comes back to me..."Mam, I've seen worse, so I realized that your licence plate is covered up so I'm just going to give you a ticket for that...don't worry, no points just $44.00."
"Oh, thank you."


FUCK ME!! 44 bucks for a stupid licence plate cover that I didn't even pay $10 for. AHHH!! oh, well anyway, my day gets worse...thankfully I wasn't late, I walked in with Luis, but as I was getting out of my car to tell him the story he points out that they are checking for parking tags. So as the cop ...who isn't a cop because all he does is walk around the parking lots all day checking tags so he's like the lowest form of cops... comes walking over to my car, I scramble like hell for my key "Oh sir, I was just about to put that on." Waiting for him to say you're too late, he smiles and nods and stands by my window watching me shakely look for this stupid parking pass which I haven't used in two semesters. But thankfully I find it and look up at the fake cop with a grin and a look of 'HAHA! I knew I had it'. I get out of my car and tell Luis everythign that just happened.

So as I sit in class, doing pretty well with everything, i think to myself what could make my day better? And then it came to me that at 1 o'clock I was going to meet Matt to go to this band festivel at Willy P. Which made me happy, and so I spent the rest of my day think of spending time with Matt. Wellp, I got out of class and called him and left a voice mail. And now an hour later, no response...the only thing I can think of is his final was extended, or he had to go to work, or some family thing...whatever it was, it kind of put another rut in my day.

So what am I going to tell my parents about the $44.00 ticket? The same story I told Luis..."I was driving, got pulled over, and the cop gave me a ticket for the licence plate." Not lieing, not streching the truth, just leaving some little details out. I am so upset right now...I just hope that Matt calls me back and asks me to go with him to willy p...hey, at least I got to hear his voice on his answering machine...rofl! Oh here, this might put in perspective of what's going on with him...I hear all this from a kid named Bruiser...

Bruiser: yeh.. i saw matt.. goin to tagday(he go there at 3) and i was liek .. hey u know its mo's b-day(while winkin) and hes like i kno dude.. but i dunno yet .. u kno lol
Bruiser: oh ok
Me: wait what?!
Me: u siad what?
Bruiser: u do know its mo's b-day(while winkin)
Bruiser: cause that was ur present
Me: hold up! ur leaving out a lot of info there
Me: what was my present?
Bruiser: him... remember
Me: yeah...but did u actually say to him that he was going to be my b-day prestent from u?
Bruiser: no.. but i hint stuff.. and we talked about stuff lol(in harrisburg)
Me: what kind of stuff
Me: well he didn't ask me out, but are hanging out a lot
Bruiser: stuff... thats all im sayin lol
Bruiser: i kno.. thats y he said to me.. i dunno yet man.. well see
Me: sean!!! u promased if nothing happened and u got ur gift that u would tell me
Bruiser: no i didnt
Me: hold up...when did he say that?
Bruiser: on sat
Bruiser: when i said to him u kno its mo's b-day rite
Me: so what does he mean by he doesn't know yet
Bruiser: if he was gonna ask u out today
Me: so u actually to him to ask me out?
Bruiser: no... i made a sujestion lol
Me: how did u sugest?
Bruiser: well.. we were talkin about whos single and that he should go for in the corps
Me: so do u think there is still a chance with me getting with matt?
Bruiser: yeah
Bruiser: but not rite now(he said to me he need alittle more time... he said he doesnt want this to be like his other relationships.. he wants it to mean something
Bruiser: lol
Bruiser: awwwwwwwwwwww
Bruiser: :-P
Me: are u sure....'cause i brought myself up so high, i don't want to all of a sudden hear that he's going out with a color guard girl
Bruiser: na.. i think u ahve the best change.. from the ppl in the corps lol
Bruiser: well see

UG!! why does some stuff have to be this way? Why does he need to take time? Why can't I just say what I think about him to his face? Why won't he call!!? So many stupid questions...well maybe he'll call, you'll have to wait and see as so will I.
Stay tuned to next time...Will Matt call? Will Dad get mad? Will I get balls and say something? All this and more during the next eposide of One Life in the Day of Mo

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