Here I am Lord, to You I have come.
Listen to my heart, listen to it's hum.
Read my heart and each of my thoughts.
My past makes my stomach go into knots.
The hatred I hold towards myself scares me.
The pain I've caused others I now see.
Please lend me a hand in turning my life around.
My desire is to be free, no longer sin bound!
I look up, staring solemnly into Your face,
My past in unbearable, thank you for Your grace!
Thank you for saving my life, so generous You are!
Help me to succeed, for it seems so very far,
Keep me accountable, to remain steadfast in your Word.
Help me to belittle Satan when he says I'm absurd.
No one believes me, they don't know what to think.
No one sees a difference, they don't see the link.
Lord, help me to prove myself this time!
Forgive me for all those lies, all those crimes!
It hurts me to think of the pain I've brought about,
And in myself, many times I do doubt.
Help me to remember this feeling deep down,
And to know it's real this time, for I want a crown.
I want those words from You saying, "Well done!"
Not, "Why from Me, did you chose to run?"
My life I give to You, fully surrendering my life,
Begging for forgiveness, asking You to end my strife.
Lord, I have started to change my life around,
For your love, peace and joy I have finally found!
Lord, I love You and You only, so my life I've rearranged.
It is my life that You have forever changed!!!