The Truth

For those looking for a little laughter to brighten up their day, stop reading this. This is in all seriousness because there are more serious things that bother me than Mentos and tubes and all that shit. I hope anyone reading this might think twice when put in an odd situation where loyalties are tested and the bullshit flies freely. I am talking about the truth. It's that little thing that is the right thing to do but isn't often done for various reasons. I am one of the biggest offenders of truth violation and I hate myself for it. I bullshit to people because other people want me to and I think I should. Well you know what? When it comes back in your face the truth seems like a fucking wonderful thing doesn't it? It seems to me lately that everyone is content with being a goddamn liar, myself included as one of the biggest ones. We can be deceitful and pretend that it's for the better but it's really not. It just fucks things up a lot more, and usually the truth comes out somewhere from someone and then you get caught in all the lies you've been piling up.

Pretending not to care? Not your problem? Worrying about your loyalties? Bullshit. What's right is right and what's right is telling the truth. There's a common cliche' that the truth hurts. No fucking shit. The truth hurts like hell but what hurts more? The truth coming out and finding that those close to you have been feeding you shit to keep you happy all along. Then who is there to trust? Nobody. Too often we lie and pass it off as the easy way out and think nothing of it. But these people are still people and they have feelings and they deserve to know what they should know. For those that lie, I forgive because it would be really fucking hypocritical of me to criticize because I WAS just like you. Key word there is WAS. I'm taking a stand for the truth because it's the right thing to do. I'm not lying for anybody anymore and if they don't like it I don't really give a fuck because it's their own goddamn fault for putting themself in that position so you deserve it. Here's a concept: Don't do stupid shit that will get you in trouble then rely on others to lie for you and get you out of it. You WILL get burned and it's going to suck. Think before you do, that would be a good place to start. An apology is just words and even if it is meant, the damage is still done and memories don't die easily.

I'm sorry for lying. I felt nothing when I did it initially but when it comes back around, it's a bitch. You will get no more bullshit from me. I'm not playing political games with anyone, I'm not being evasive, I'm just going to give out what I know to the concerned party because they deserve to know and it is downright fucking rotten to say anything else especially when you have even a shred of feeling or a fraction of a loyalty to them. You think it's all fine and dandy to spout lies and decieve and deny. I thought it was too. Well it's not. It's wrong. I've changed. I look at things differently and see that all the lies and deceit and denial I'm surrounded by is the biggest fucking pile of garbage and it's getting out of control. Everyone lies for everyone and it's fucking pathetic. I will lie for no one because you got yourself into it so you get your own fucking self out of it. If this makes any sense to anyone think about it the next time you're in a situation and think about what you're doing to someone that thinks they can confide in you. Have morals. Don't be a goddamn liar like me because it's the wrong thing to do.

People will get nothing but the truth from me

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