"I feel so empty Yet I feel so much pain"
"Inside my skin, there is this space, It twists and turns, it bleeds and aches..."
There's nothing I want more to take than the only thing that they won't let me take... my life.
"Scars are stories, history written on the body,"
When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls?
One day, I'll get out of bed and realize life isn't so bad...Until that day comes, I'm staying in bed!
I know God won't give me anything I can't handle...I just wish he didn't trust me so much!
There's supposed to be a light at the end of the tunnel, so where the hell is the end?
Don't LOOK for the light at the end of the tunnel, go down there and light the goddamn flame yourself!!
What doesn't kill me only makes me wish I was dead.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words are what will kill me.
Have a good cry, wash out your heart. If you keep it inside, it'll tear you apart.
Don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don't have to deal with the results.
"Pain of mind is worse than pain of body."
"The great art of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even in pain."
No one can hurt you as much as yourself.
On the outside I looked like a smart, happy and talented teenager. On the inside I was wilted and dying.
“Whether it’s the best of times or the worst of times, it’s the only time you’ve got.”
“Always put yourself in others’ shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.”
“Perhaps if I had not so tightly clutched the rose, it’s thorns would not have pierced my flesh so deeply.”
Suicide is not a remedy.
The question is, whether suicide is the way out or the way in.
The thought of suicide is a great source of comfort; with it a calm passage is to be made across many a bad night.
Reviewing has one advantage over suicide: in suicide you take it out on yourself; in reviewing you take it out on other people.
"There is no equivalent to the comfort of physical pain, and no remedy to its addiction."
*We can only be happy if we first accept ourselves and our lives, and then realize that it's ok to let the happiness come. Happiness can only come if we let it.
*It will NEVER seem as bad tomorrow.
It aint me whos messed up its the rest of the world
It's amazing how people tell you that they'll always be there for you when you need them, but when you do need them most they are no where to be found. Then when they need someone you're always there.
when you finally realize you don't matter to someone you start to think if you matter to anyone
Ya Look @ me and say how i am blessed, but noone sees the inside or my unhappiness. You only know a part not even a half, you dont see the tears behind my constant laugh
I don't strive to be different... I just am
There is a girl in my mirror and shes crying all night. I dont think there is anything I can do, to make her feel alright.
"I am not depressed everyday, Only on days that end in "y"
“You bleed just to know your alive.”
*Smiling is only a symptom of happiness and can be faked. Do not assume that everybody who smiles is happy.
*Nothing makes it all better again
*I wish you could comfort me and tell me everything's OK but the truth is if you knew my pain, you wouldn't know what to say.
*You can never fully understand what someone is going through, unless it has happened to you. (that is soooooo true)
'where does the pain go when it stops hurting? because it never really goes away. it's always close by. it always come back' (also true)
"how can you answer someone when they ask "whats wrong?" when nothings right?"
Happiness is a choice that you make."
"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside"
"I may have been weak enough to make the cut, but I was strong enough to survive that day..."
It aint me whos messed up its the rest of the world
The most difficult thing for me to do is to let people know what is going on with me. I have a habit of trying to have relationships with people all by myself.
You say everything that no one else says.. But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
And I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be b r o k e n, I just want you to know who I am
~It's Hard to Look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be
know u have something to live for u try to kill what u have on the inside even If ur breaking down u know u can hide It with a smile
~Its funny, the things I want to tell u, I always manage to say so softly that u can never hear me
*Ever wonder how your life would be right now if even one small thing from your past changed?*
Scars are souvenirs u never loose, the past is never far
"I feel sometimes that nobody has held me down and forced me to cry or made me hug them, or got to the inside of me. It's like I say 'Oh, I'm fine,' and I walk away. Nobody's ever said 'No, you're not.'"
"If you don’t understand my silence, you won’t understand my words."
"You spend all your time waiting for that second chance... for a break that will make it okay. There's always some reason to feel not good enough, and it's hard at the end of the day. I need some distraction..."
"Everyone wants to feel normal, but I don't think anyone ever does."
"I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that’s in the inside."
"I tell you everything that is really nothing, and nothing of what is everything, do not be fooled by what I am saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying."
"People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and all the pain...we’ll I’ve tried that. I’ve tried hiding my sorrows, and covering the sadness in smiles...and what I’ve learned is that when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many masks you wear."
"Sometimes it's better to be alone; no one can hurt you when you're by yourself."
"How can you understand me when I don’t understand myself?"
"I wish I could walk up to everybody who went through the same thing as I did. I'd just tell them, it's not your fault, it's not your fault."
"People want to believe you're okay, so it's easy to pretend you're okay."
"Sometimes its easier to pick up a blade and cut your arm than it is to resist, block out the pain and smile, because fake smiles hurt more than a razor could ever hurt to cut"
"I need to talk but I don’t know what to say…I need to cry, but I don’t know how to let the tears flow…I want to live, but I don’t know if I have the courage to face another day…"
Don't ever think that no one can see your true feelings in your eyes. They may not show it, but there is someone who knows.
Everything's going downhill, I'm tired of being ignored, this thing is over because you're not the same anymore.
It's so hard to go on like everythings ok now when inside I still cry for yesterday.
"I love sleep. My life has this tendancy to fall apart when I'm awake"
"Hour by hour, these tears I cry, hour by hour the days pass by"
"It's supposed to be hard. If it weren't hard, everybody would do it. The hard is what makes it great"
"I used to feel too...up until I died inside"
"We think there is always tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow it may all change"
"For the first heaven seemed insane, because heaven was to blame, for taking you away"
"I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel"
"I'm learning how to smile again, and it's not that easy to do"
Cry as i may, these tears won't wash you away
"Spiteful words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart."
~Tears are words the heart cannot say!~
*One smile can hide a thousand tears!*
*The most beautiful smile is one that struggles through the tears!*
"Always concentrate on how far you have come, rather than how far you have left to go. The difference in how easy it seems will amaze you."
“When you feel like nothing is there but pain and hurt and great despair, that is when we know we need to not give up, whatever it is we're going through."
"I want you to know, everyone's got to face down the demons, maybe today. We can put the past away."
*Tears from the heart, Tears from the soul, Tears from everywhere, They take control.*
"If you don’t understand my silence you won’t understand my words"
"There was no reality to pain when it left one,Though while it held one fast all other realities faded."
“When I didn’t need anyone, I needed you.”
“You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, then you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself…everything is.”
We run away all the time to avoid coming face to face with ourselves
Your distress about life might mean you have been living for the wrong reason, not that you have no reason for living.
My pain is self-chosen.
People who do not understand themselves have a craving for understanding. ~
Courage is the power to let go of the familiar. ~
Have the courage to live. Anyone can die. ~
Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's in walking distance. ~
We have to learn to be our own best friends because we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies. ~
I can't wait all my life On a street of broken dreams.
the past is a good place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there. ~
Waste not fresh tears over old griefs.
We crucify ourselves between two thieves: regret for yesterday and fear of tomorrow. ~
When I am anxious it is because I am living in the future. When I am depressed it is because I am living in the past.
-Suicide is a perminant solution to a temporary problem.
-A turn in the road is not the end of the road, unless you fail to make the turn.
***“A million words would'nt bring you back I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried”
Before you say " hello " think...and make sure you except the fact that one day you're gonna have to say "goodbye"
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal
"I've developed a new philosophy...I only dread one day at a time."
"I like the idea that it's me causing pain this time, not someone else."
Scars on the inside hurt more than scars on the outside.. So now I will go distract myself from the inside with creating new scars on the outside..
Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad but its the middle that counts the most. You need to remember that when you find yourself at the beginning"
watching the scars on my arm fade away, while the life in me goes the same
...the knife is on the table, i put myself to sleep... does death await, or is it only a dream...
I can hide the truth from you and I can hide the truth from me but even though it's hidden the truth will never change...
Covered up wrists Gettin thin as a rail I don't want sympathy For my fucked up fairy tale
"I wish they would only take me as I am."
"Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time in a screwed up place does not necessarily make you screwed up."
"Now I'm depressed. Now I feel like killing myself, but luckly I'm too depressed to bother."
I don't think of all the misery, but of all the beauty that remains
"These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase"
"Lost in a dying world I reach for something more I have grown so weary of this lie I live"
"And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive"
"And I'm so lonely I don't even wanna be with myself anymore"
"I see your soul, it's kind of gray I see your heart, you look away You see my wrists, I know your pain"
I could die any day. The great tragedy, is i don't.
" Holding your breath too long can kill you. Holding your feelings inside can too."
Every rose has its thorn Just like every night has its dawn Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song Every rose has its thorn
*I Just Wake Up And Paint A Smile On My Face.. No One Needs To Know That I Am My Own Disgrace..*
Drowning inside myself, waiting for my soul to set me free.
Lost in my own happiness But found in my depression
"Death is the only inescapable, unavoidable, sure thing. We are sentenced to die the day we're born."
Every single tear that hangs from your cheek, is a memory thats too week, so it falls to the ground, to never be seen again.
Death is the end, but in the end, it doesen't even matter.
Farewell to life and all i knew just remember my last thought was of you
Time won't heal this damage anymore
I think I'll just push my feelings aside And fake a smile through every second of my pain Yes, I'm fine, don't worry 'bout me It only hurts when I breathe
Pull The Cap Down To My Eyes, Hide The Trace Of Recent Cries
Depression is like a rain cloud. It follows you where ever you go, it casts a dark shadow over you. You did not choose to have this rain cloud so you are left with the unyielding question: Why did it choose me??
There is nothing worse than being surrounded by people and feeling like you are all alone.
I wake up n put on a smile ....knowin all the worth while ...nothin is gonna change tomorrow .....ima still have the same pain n sorrow
