About A Girl

Alot of people were like .... make a you site ... i personally think it is absolutely retarted , but I am empathetic ... it's like ... does my other pages serve any other cause other than to vent my thoughts and emmotions?! . My Name is Jesse , but everone just calls me Gir . I have acute insomnia and ADHD (on top of being perfectly mad and sickly derranged all at once) I sit in my rocking chair makeing latch hook rugs , reading books , and watching re-runs or friends and stupid music countdowns into the wee hours of night creep about my house eating and peeing as quietly as possible . Music is the only fuel I have left , I am always like in that stupor ... craveing the freedom of sleep and yet I just can do it . The minute my head touches the pillow my mind explodes with tought and I find myself wasteing countless hours trying to force something that just will not come to me , while I could be doing something productive like writeing my book which I wil never finish , but when I do (heres looking at you tweek) it is getting somewhere. My favorite color is black and I like eating hot pockets ... alot ... and Pizza .... and I read books , lots of them . My favorite author is C.S. Lewis (props to the man) and my most FAVORITE book is Till We Have Faces . The Harry Potters is amp . George McDowd (the Wise Woman)is awesome, and who dosent love Anne Rice?? My Favorite movie is Fight Club , but the NightMare Before Christmas is awesome too . Ed Norton is the best . I am a comic book junkie too . Spider Man rules (i cant wait for the movie) , and Spider Girl is just as cool ... i recommend her to like everyone .... I also read X-men ... and other things .... but it is a long list ... so those are my favorites .I homeschool , but am starting at BCC soon takeing (gag) algebra, which I suck at and hate with a bitter passion and will never use in life , EVER! But by nature my mom implodes at the thought of me not knowing how to measure triangles and knowing what the hell chunking is .... cos I am going to manipulate those skills so bloody much in my life. I play guitar and bands come and go , but always will the name remain SMACK ABBY , just as good solo as united . Ok you guys know those black and white school composition books? I fill them monthly with songs and poetry . I dont do poetry as much cos I like putting music behing my words ... but sometimes if I cant finish a song and I have like 6 good verses , not to look like a compleate shit I will pretend it is poetry and like be all .... oh thats poetry ... but if really dosent matter cos no one reads my stuff anyway ... I Have filled near 60 something of these books ... and i couldnt be prouder . Also I am writeing a book , but it is kinda a 'if the milk is there' kinda thing ... I just cant feed without it ... so it is only like 7 chapters in ... I dont intend on finishing untill I am about 50 ... So I will just stick with music cos it is where I have the most potential , though I am aparentally a kick ass artest ... though I think there are better .... and thats it for now

AinT GoT nO hOw WaTchAmaCaLLiT!!!!!!!!!!

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