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be jealous of my shoe stain

so i'm sitting at home, and staring at the yellow spot on my shoe. it's actually a bit bigger than a spot, but that's not important. i got this lovely little battle scar in art class. i was shaking up the paint (a bit to roughtly perhaps) and instead of it making contact with the pallet my shoe intercepted it instead. whoops. but i've grown attached to it now. it's also a handy little reminder that this shoe goes on my left foot.

i was looking at the spot and remembering how when it first happened the spot was really noticable to me. it didn't make me pissed off and want to kick puppies when i looked at it, it just stuck out a lot. but as the days went by i noticed it less and less. it's strange, that's how a lot of things are. you become so desensitized to things that you don't even realize it's happening. when you move into a new house, everything is forgein. but after a couple of weeks you recognize it as home.

there's really no deep and spiritual moral to this. my mind was just wandering during 3rd period (as usual)and somehow settled on this topic. it makes me wonder how many more things i'm going to become desensitized too. i've already become desensitized to kyle's ever present dry humping. and if you can live with that, you can live with anything. trust me.