A little about me
Wow, it had been a LONG time since I updated this page.. Things are pretty much still the same in my life. Graduation has come and gone, and I have relocated and now live in Quincy, FL. Life isn't a piece of cake, but right now, I am having the time of my life, and I'm not looking back! Read on, tell me what you think, but DONT criticize!!! You can leave just as easily as you came if thats the case.. *L*
Well, I see you are still here.. wow.. thought i might have scared you off from the first page... but i'm glad to see that you stayed.. you know.. when you go to someones page, they usually talk about where they go to school and who they hang out with.. well.. i have set aside this page just for me.. after all.. thats why you're here right? *besides the pictures... which arent that wonderful anyway* well, my name is alexa deeann taylor.... when i was born into this world, everything seemed so innocent.. as i grew up and started school, i was friends with everyone.. We always had the easter egg hunts at my house for school, and i was well known.. as i ventured into high school, things changed. People changed.. everything was all of a sudden about greed and money.. nobody was happy.. well for a while i fell into that trap.. but i wasnt happy... I fought for relationships that had no solidity, friends that had no heart strings attatched to mine, and for the drugs that I was totally dependant upon.. after a while, not only did I lose valuable time, I lost the understanding of who I was... the time came that either I let it go, or it would overcome me, so i let it go.. since then, i have lost many friends.. people i grew up with all my life.. but it gave me a true understanding of alexa.. i learned who i was.. and i do believe it made me a better person. I am always willing to help someone out.. everyone needs love and care.. and everybody needs someone.. For many people out there, i am that someone.. cause i was there when nobody else had given them a chance.. i have a huge heart.. and i do believe that is my downfall.. i always open up to people.. and most of the time i get hurt...
Love is an unbelievable feeling. for a long time I just thought that I knew what love was, and that it was naturally supposed to hurt. Now I look back at all those painful days with unstoppable tears and laugh, because now, I know what love was and wasnt, and how the love I have now for others, and the love I receive from dear friends, far surpasses anything I ever hoped to find...I love you, all of you!
Although I have love to help carry me through when I am weak, I will soon find myself out on my own in a world that shut me out years ago.. society set such high standards in my home town... and if you dont fit those standards.. you dont matter...well guess what.. i do matter.. i love myself, and i am loved...so either you can love me or hate me.. if you love me, we will have a friendship and a bond that will last a lifetime..if you hate me, i'm sorry for you because you never took the chance to get to know the real me, and you missed out on the chance of having this wonderful person in your life. i am me.. i will not change for anyone...thanks to all those people who stuck beside me all along the way.. it is because of you that i am who i am.. there are a few words i left on my friends page to those certain people. you are my heart, my soul.. my life... to all the people who took a few moments out of their lives to stop and learn a little bit about me.. drop me a line in the guestbook and tell me what you thought about all of this..You've given this much time, whats 30 more seconds?
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