
The hours
pass
The Earth spins as
days, years go by
The Continuing
The Galaxy
sturs...it all goes on.
The miscelanous thoughts that wander through ones
mind.
The second glance you stop to take to ponder your truth.
The
questions, that go unanswered, the hidden reason.
The
Question
The
Lone Star, One In The Night
Mommy
Dearest
Stolen
Tears
of Liberty
Eighteen
Light
Through the Clouds
Forbidden
Soulmate
Eyes
Cast Down
Searching
Eyes
Untitled
Fire Prison
Penny's On The Floor
The One
The Prison
Bruises of Time
Child Hood Strength

A young prince trapped in a life, lost and alone. Death beacons to him, calls his name. Foreseen by all, a love growing like a budding rose. Death from the outside, loneliness within. Love, the binding force, meant for eternity. Love the giver, a great power from within. The lust for power tempts the young but old. You took without thought, thinking you’d be free. Young and brave, but blind to the truth, guided by hate. Hate drives your anger, which guides your vengeful hand. You take; you give, you continue to live.
Strangers,
now live in his once proud home.
A proud king’s blood is spilt, and no one
pays.
Others continue their lives; sweet prince holds the pain.
But a fear holds on to him, fear of
mortal shame.
To live, to die, a painful question he holds.
But is the
question a greater pain than both are?
A young girl trapped
from living by what she’s told.
The innocent dreams of beauty while
awake.
Her father, her love gone seals her watery fate.
Was such a young beauty pushed
to a great sin?
Or were the frailties of youth to traumatize.
And insanity
lead to a watery demise.
With one foul deed, death has
set a queen free.
Another, she embraces with little remorse.
Soon his evil
guides her down the same course.
When love is betrayed death
isn’t the end.
The poison of love intoxicates your soul.
The poison of
betrayal casts you to the untold.
All the elders possessions he
longs to hold.
Brother now dead a new king takes throne.
A widow for his
bride, to call his own.
The dead can not rest
until all’s told truthfully.
You pray for forgiveness but the truth draws
out.
You are a mouse lost and doomed to a cat’s hungry mouth.
You follow a
killer sealing your fate.
Your pain soon hate, as your tempted by a kings
show.
Your friends, your foes, do you even know?
You fight to
kill, seeking death to your once good friend.
The death you seek for him
falls upon you.
Alas the truth is reveled, all given their just due.
Your forbidden secret supposedly
well hid.
Then death comes to you, opens your blind eyes.
Prepare to be
judged, it’s too late to cry.

Billions and billions of stars in the sky. The darkness is coming, the blackest of nights. When you gaze to they sky with a look, oh so dreamy. My spirit is strong, but I can’t wait eternally.
"The sun is warm, but the air is cold." - SuccubusAnair Mommy dearest, you brought life unto me. This Poem Is Dedicated To My Mother, "All babies love their mommies." Thora
Goudeau-Cox
A walk in the park, a warm sunny day. This Poem Is Dedicated To: My Brother Ramon Joseph Goudeau
A gift of freedom, a symbol of peace.
By SuccubusAnair I brought a child unto this world, the sunshine of my life. We’re bound in a way no other can see. I walk, slowly passing through life. They call out a name, my name. So many words the hand so slow, must catch them all before they
go. Flowing like a river, a great fall lies at the end. Too many words, but I
must try my mind, to the pen. Flowing, flowing the thoughts never stop. They
haunt my sleep a poem hidden in every thought. So many words they come so fast,
but then they are gone. In my dreams, I see them on the page. In the morning,
it’s an empty song. Slow down dreams you go so fast. Unlock the door and show me
the secret of my past. Slow now visions, I don’t want to miss a thing. You leave
before I see you, don’t let your efforts be in vain. You are a gift; you make me
what I am. Let the entire world see, what lies in the power, of my hands.
Heads up, heads down, we're lying on the ground. You see me, the one you long to embrace. Go inside my prison a lock without a key. Marks of life beaten within. Shinning eyes, twinkling in sunlight.
Billions and
billions of stars in the sky.
Twinkling and shinning...which on am I?
The
no name star off in the distance alone?
The star in the middle completely
outshone?
I am the star with a name that everyone knows.
The star no one
cares for, I am The Lone.
Slowly you see a
twinkling, the glowing of light.
Like fireflies entrapped, in a black web of
death.
So much beauty in the night you’re at a loss of breath.
You glance
my way because I can’t be missed.
But you say to yourself, why should I waste
my time with this?
Your eyes search the sky disregarding me.
Looking and
hoping for Orion, or the Big D.
What do you see when
you glance over me?
Do you see just a star that’s a little bright?
Or do
you see me what’s inside the light?
I'm the strongest of heart, your guiding
light.
Always there when you need me shinning bright in the night.
I am
here every night, at the end of each day.
Continuously you ignore me, and
glance the other way.
One night I'll be gone,
even you won’t notice me.
But when you look for help, you’ll think your eyes
out of focus.
You’ll follow the path of a false star, and the night will
devour you like locust.
I'll be there when you need me; I am not out for
glory.
I am the lone star, and this is my story.

Mommy
Dearest by SuccubusAnair
Mommy dearest,
you’re my reason to be...
But is this, where I really want to be?
A lonely
life, with mommy screaming at me?
A soft playful voice, calls out through the
night...
She’s playing with the kitties, after we fight.
I lay crying in
the silence, while my brain screams pain.
Not fear of the missed, but the
power to act leaves me not slain.
So beauteous the silver blade against my
flesh...stained in red.
The knife so sharp give me the strength and I will be
dead.
But maybe it’s not my lack of courage to end it all...
But my
strength of belief, that one day her reign will fall.
One day I'll be free,
I'll be on my own.
On that day my feelings for her will be shown.
Day by
day I sharpen my blade, as my tears are constantly shed.
Truth be known, the
blade of pain will shatter her false hope...I'll be dead.
I have so many
talents that she doesn’t see.
She sees a daughter, but she doesn’t know
me.
Living a life she was to dumb too live on her own.
My hatred for her
burns deep through the years.
Countless days and nights I shed bloodied
tears.
Though my life will go on rising glorious and free.
A person will
be missing; though not missed I love you mommy.
Stolen by SuccubusAnair
The sun shinning
bright, I want to play.
A group of kids laughing aloud.
I take a
step...“not with that crowd!”
What’s wrong with that group? A mixture of
color.
“Stay way a voice says, “play with the others.”
The others? I
think, are these not them?
Kids my age hers and hims.
“The others like
you, kids of the same color.”
But my color is different, even from you, my
brother.
“Play with them. It’s where you belong.”
I belong where I fit in.
my tears of pain, now a song.
Another day comes, locked in my room
alone.
“You should go out, you spend too much time at home.”
I sit and I
stare, the loneliness killing me within.
But if I go out, the war will begin
again...
Myself I think different, especially from you.
I hangout with
everyone. But you leave me seeing blue.
Color doesn't bother me. It’s what
lies in their heart.
If we laugh and smile together, we were meant to never
part.
The four walls surround me, supposedly keeping me safe.
But the
empty air closes in, strangled by the loneliness, my heart breaks.
So with
these words as my breath is stolen.
I leave this world with my heart heavy,
swollen.
I reveal to you truth, for you believed your won lie.
The
happiness you thought I had was only me in your eyes.
Myself through my eyes
is in unbearable pain.
Forever lonely, doors open but closed...my heart,
forever slain.

Tears of
Liberty by SuccubusAnair
She stands lone in the
water, away from the streets.
Her legs once bound, but now are
free.
Holding the torch, the fire of our country.
The lady of France who
holds the torch.
Watches day and night as her skin is scorched.
Beaten
upon by storms through the years.
Her face streaked by bloody tears.
Many
know her face and watch her smile.
Overlooking her tears all the
while.
She cries for this land, the home of the free.
She cries for this
land, a pillar of slavery...
The few and the proud struggle each day.
Pushing hard for their life, the American way.
They push others down,
using them to climb to the top.
Reaching for the American dream...the screams
never stop.
A land of opportunity, but many denied the chance.
They live
on the streets while survivors hardly cast them a glance.
But she hears the
cries and holds them close to her heart.
Standing strong for them on the
outside, inside she’s torn apart.
The goals once so clear are only half
done.
We turn back all our opposes residing number one.
But America the
beautiful is ugly within.
To rise to the top, we neglect those who stayed
till the end.
She holds a book of independence, declaring us free.
While
many are a slave to their nature, a slave to money.
Her ankles are chained
but the original link broken.
Another which you ignore is around her throat,
liberty choking.
A country resting in the hands of its people should be
free.
But when you cast away your blood, how can you care for those you don't
see.
You close your eyes and walk blind through the day.
Silently warning
others to stay out of your way.
Lady Liberty cries, as her screams of anguish
wish for the pain to go away.
But the deep pockets of the lucky fight for it
to stay.
As I lay on this park bench. Hungry and alone.
I stare at the
rust on her face her tears of the unknown.

Eighteen by SuccubusAnair
The law says I am grown,
You keep me a
child.
Afraid to let go.
For fear I'll fun wild.
Because I am
young.
My decisions are bad.
If you think I know nothing,
Then you’ve
been had.
After keeping me trapped,
In the “comfort” of home.
Will you
feed me to the wolves?
Cast me to the unknown?
So when I am out of your
grasp
And free on my own.
Trust one thing in me,
That I have grown.
Light
Through the Clouds By SuccubusAnair
So I named my
child Sunni, and prayed she’d live a good life.
She grew so fast as the years
passed by; her smile set her face a glow.
But as she grew something else
appeared, a dark side began to show.
A could had been placed over my sun,
though the light continued to shine.
Her smile became mischievous, Sunni was
no longer mine.
She partied all night, and slept through the day.
For some
guy had flashed his skills and stolen her heart away.
At night I cry and pray
things will turn out right.
To walk into her room in the morning and see she
slept there that night.
But Sunni never stays, and her visits are fewer, and
fewer.
I fear of the knock on my door, the police, her body, the
sewer.
The doorbell rang today, more startling than any knock.
I went
fearfully to the door, tired but failed to prepare for the shock.
I opened
the door to see my Sunni, the Sunni I brought to this world.
Besides her
stood that guy, behind him their little girl.

Forbidden Soul mate By SuccubusAnair
We share so much; still he’s
different from me.
A boundary separates us, which I can’t cross.
So I go
on living, but heart is lost.
He’s special to me, in a way you can’t
understand.
He’s always here for me, better than any other man.
His
heartaches for something that I cant give him.
But my heart bleeds to be the
one to release him.
My heart was broken today; his shoulder was there to cry
on.
He said sweet words to take the pain away; he’s there for the long
run.
But the thing about his words, that touched me most of all.
Was that
I said them yesterday, to another friend when he called.
Together forever, in
a way we cant understand.
But forever separated, by the one thing that keeps
me from his hand.
So forever I shall love him, in a way only a soul mate
can.
And dream of the place we can be whole, and he will be my man

Eyes Cast Down
By SuccubusAnair
My eyes of sadness cast to the
ground.
I don’t see them, they don’t notice me.
My mind a blank, I go on
through life.
Not caring at all, for no one cares for me.
Then I look up,
nothing new...
I pause, I look again, do you see?
A voice, my own? I
cannot tell.
But I see, see behind the curtain of life.
I curse my
ignorance, so blind.
Nothing, is ever the same.
For there is always more
to see.
Behind the lines of sense, and reason.
Behind the walls of the
obvious.
I thank you my muse, for showing me...
The Truth.

Searching Eyes By SuccubusAnair
The see a face, not mine.
A look fills
their eyes, I cry.
A love they want to hold, my arms are open.
A heart
they want to feel, mine pounds.
With a face they want to show, shadow
covers.
A figure stands alone, it’s me.
Watching, waiting, wanting,
crying, the loneliness.
Wounds so deep, only love can heal, I bleed.
You
see the figure, I know.
Love pulls at your tongue, I wait.
You push the
love away, I cry.
Demon beauty appears, I melt.
You smile in delight, I
sink.
You kiss this face, I drown.
Demon beauty soothes your eyes,
silence.
But your heartaches alone, I am gone.
Love you wanted, a face you
took, I am dead.

Untitled
By SuccubusAnair

Fire Prison by SuccubusAnair
Burning, burning the unbearable heat.
You fight, the pain spreads vengeful against your every move.
Your flesh melts away, worn by contact.
Trapped, there's no escape, not even the air is free.
Whipped, flogged, the heat beats against your body.
Engulfed by this fortress, this dominion of pain.
You want to get out, but easier to quit.
The burning sensation licks at your wounds.
Nothing burns hotter than ice in your temple of pain.
Penny's On The Floor by SuccubusAnair
Face up good luck, face down stays ground.
No luck has come, this pennies done.
Piles and Piles buried in trash, added up millions of cash.
A penny single a penny you can keep.
Pennies in jars stacked in a heap.
A penny in your pocket, a penny you can spare.
A Pennies worth? Tossing it at peoples hair.
A person like a penny has it's own value.
But the price is not set you must see the true.
The true person who hides behind the clothes.
The true person that no one really knows.
The true heart that's lurking behind the face.
The reason their smile seems a little out of place.
You disguard your friends as if they were spare change.
When you look for a smile you've gone out of range.
But just like a penny you're value's not gone.
Follow your heart and forever be strong.
The One by SuccubusAnair
You watch me, the one your temptation grows for.
With a strong hearted voice you call my name.
But out comes another, so you go their way.
A day now past and again you watch.
Your longing increased, you know who I am.
The One, your heart whispers, escaping your lips.
But when you come to me, you leave with the clique.
My heart burns at the touch of your wanting eyes.
But your eyes are blind, so you see me not.
I am here in front of you, and always you stare.
Stare through me to others as my heart cries.
I am not with your clique I am a person alone.
I have one name that you've yet to embrace.
You look to me to fulfill your needs.
You're looking the wrong way for me.

The Prison by SuccubusAnair
Freedom gone you're all alone, what do you see?
Darkness, it surrounds you, your fears awaken.
The chill of the night, are you shaken?
The sounds of night that you can't see.
You know you're not alone...you just want to be free.
The light of a new day shines through the walls.
Sparkling what life, your dark prison falls.
Your palace of wonder rises, glittering white.
Crystals of snow, the prison of light.
The light of a new day brings beauty to all.
Your hidden palace with each snow fall.
Bruises of Time by SuccubusAnair
Without you how does it begin?
The marks of life, bruises of time.
Tells a story, beneath the lines.
Peddling, Peddling not going so fast.
But the pace quickens, soon you crash.
Father dusts you off, places you upright.
Not bad for your first time on a two wheel bike.
You loved her strong, she loved you weak.
She left her mark, leaving you to weep.
Your heart now bruised the pain deep within.
Lesson learned, you wont make that mistake again.
You fought hard, you played well, not giving up.
Earning your title, this isn't luck.
Burried on the bottom you come out on top.
It's football your marks wont let you stop.
The marks of tie bruises on the surface.
Your victories, your failures is this the case?
You get knocked down, but continue to rise.
The bruises of time tell no lies
Childhood Strength by SuccubusAnair
Cute little girl, her parents light.
Innocence clinging on to daddies knee.
Taller now, they look up to me.
Innocent girl with a smile so bright.
where is the smile, her parents light.
Part II
I used to be a wild thing that swung from the trees.
But now I keep my feet firmly grounded.
I used to be carefree going wherever life led me.
But now I worry, cautiously suffering along.
I used to be She-ra Princess of Power.
But now I am one with the shadows, invisible.
I used to be loud, my mouth told of my minds desires.
But now I am silenced my mind seeking its muse.
My untold words released by the hand.
I used to be here, but now I am gone.
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