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The Continuing, The Beyond, Your Mind

The hours pass

The Earth spins as days, years go by

The Galaxy sturs...it all goes on.

The Continuing
The miscelanous thoughts that wander through ones mind.
The second glance you stop to take to ponder your truth.
The questions, that go unanswered, the hidden reason.

The Question
The Lone Star, One In The Night
Mommy Dearest
Stolen
Tears of Liberty
Eighteen
Light Through the Clouds
Forbidden Soulmate
Eyes Cast Down
Searching Eyes
Untitled
Fire Prison
Penny's On The Floor
The One
The Prison
Bruises of Time
Child Hood Strength


The Question by SuccubusAnair

A young prince trapped in a life, lost and alone.
Strangers, now live in his once proud home.
A proud king’s blood is spilt, and no one pays.
Others continue their lives; sweet prince holds the pain.

Death beacons to him, calls his name.
But a fear holds on to him, fear of mortal shame.
To live, to die, a painful question he holds.
But is the question a greater pain than both are?

Foreseen by all, a love growing like a budding rose.
A young girl trapped from living by what she’s told.
The innocent dreams of beauty while awake.
Her father, her love gone seals her watery fate.

Death from the outside, loneliness within.
Was such a young beauty pushed to a great sin?
Or were the frailties of youth to traumatize.
And insanity lead to a watery demise.

Love, the binding force, meant for eternity.
With one foul deed, death has set a queen free.
Another, she embraces with little remorse.
Soon his evil guides her down the same course.

Love the giver, a great power from within.
When love is betrayed death isn’t the end.
The poison of love intoxicates your soul.
The poison of betrayal casts you to the untold.

The lust for power tempts the young but old.
All the elders possessions he longs to hold.
Brother now dead a new king takes throne.
A widow for his bride, to call his own.

You took without thought, thinking you’d be free.
The dead can not rest until all’s told truthfully.
You pray for forgiveness but the truth draws out.
You are a mouse lost and doomed to a cat’s hungry mouth.

Young and brave, but blind to the truth, guided by hate.
You follow a killer sealing your fate.
Your pain soon hate, as your tempted by a kings show.
Your friends, your foes, do you even know?

Hate drives your anger, which guides your vengeful hand.
You fight to kill, seeking death to your once good friend.
The death you seek for him falls upon you.
Alas the truth is reveled, all given their just due.

You take; you give, you continue to live.
Your forbidden secret supposedly well hid.
Then death comes to you, opens your blind eyes.
Prepare to be judged, it’s too late to cry.



The Lone Star by SuccubusAnair

Billions and billions of stars in the sky.
Billions and billions of stars in the sky.
Twinkling and shinning...which on am I?
The no name star off in the distance alone?
The star in the middle completely outshone?
I am the star with a name that everyone knows.
The star no one cares for, I am The Lone.

The darkness is coming, the blackest of nights.
Slowly you see a twinkling, the glowing of light.
Like fireflies entrapped, in a black web of death.
So much beauty in the night you’re at a loss of breath.
You glance my way because I can’t be missed.
But you say to yourself, why should I waste my time with this?
Your eyes search the sky disregarding me.
Looking and hoping for Orion, or the Big D.

When you gaze to they sky with a look, oh so dreamy.
What do you see when you glance over me?
Do you see just a star that’s a little bright?
Or do you see me what’s inside the light?
I'm the strongest of heart, your guiding light.
Always there when you need me shinning bright in the night.
I am here every night, at the end of each day.
Continuously you ignore me, and glance the other way.

My spirit is strong, but I can’t wait eternally.
One night I'll be gone, even you won’t notice me.
But when you look for help, you’ll think your eyes out of focus.
You’ll follow the path of a false star, and the night will devour you like locust.
I'll be there when you need me; I am not out for glory.
I am the lone star, and this is my story.

"The sun is warm, but the air is cold." - SuccubusAnair


Mommy Dearest by SuccubusAnair

Mommy dearest, you brought life unto me.
Mommy dearest, you’re my reason to be...
But is this, where I really want to be?
A lonely life, with mommy screaming at me?
A soft playful voice, calls out through the night...
She’s playing with the kitties, after we fight.
I lay crying in the silence, while my brain screams pain.
Not fear of the missed, but the power to act leaves me not slain.
So beauteous the silver blade against my flesh...stained in red.
The knife so sharp give me the strength and I will be dead.
But maybe it’s not my lack of courage to end it all...
But my strength of belief, that one day her reign will fall.
One day I'll be free, I'll be on my own.
On that day my feelings for her will be shown.
Day by day I sharpen my blade, as my tears are constantly shed.
Truth be known, the blade of pain will shatter her false hope...I'll be dead.
I have so many talents that she doesn’t see.
She sees a daughter, but she doesn’t know me.
Living a life she was to dumb too live on her own.
My hatred for her burns deep through the years.
Countless days and nights I shed bloodied tears.
Though my life will go on rising glorious and free.
A person will be missing; though not missed I love you mommy.

This Poem Is Dedicated To My Mother, "All babies love their mommies." Thora Goudeau-Cox


Stolen by SuccubusAnair

A walk in the park, a warm sunny day.
The sun shinning bright, I want to play.
A group of kids laughing aloud.
I take a step...“not with that crowd!”
What’s wrong with that group? A mixture of color.
“Stay way a voice says, “play with the others.”
The others? I think, are these not them?
Kids my age hers and hims.
“The others like you, kids of the same color.”
But my color is different, even from you, my brother.
“Play with them. It’s where you belong.”
I belong where I fit in. my tears of pain, now a song.
Another day comes, locked in my room alone.
“You should go out, you spend too much time at home.”
I sit and I stare, the loneliness killing me within.
But if I go out, the war will begin again...
Myself I think different, especially from you.
I hangout with everyone. But you leave me seeing blue.
Color doesn't bother me. It’s what lies in their heart.
If we laugh and smile together, we were meant to never part.
The four walls surround me, supposedly keeping me safe.
But the empty air closes in, strangled by the loneliness, my heart breaks.
So with these words as my breath is stolen.
I leave this world with my heart heavy, swollen.
I reveal to you truth, for you believed your won lie.
The happiness you thought I had was only me in your eyes.
Myself through my eyes is in unbearable pain.
Forever lonely, doors open but closed...my heart, forever slain.

This Poem Is Dedicated To: My Brother Ramon Joseph Goudeau


Tears of Liberty by SuccubusAnair

A gift of freedom, a symbol of peace.
She stands lone in the water, away from the streets.
Her legs once bound, but now are free.
Holding the torch, the fire of our country.
The lady of France who holds the torch.
Watches day and night as her skin is scorched.
Beaten upon by storms through the years.
Her face streaked by bloody tears.
Many know her face and watch her smile.
Overlooking her tears all the while.
She cries for this land, the home of the free.
She cries for this land, a pillar of slavery...
The few and the proud struggle each day.
Pushing hard for their life, the American way.
They push others down, using them to climb to the top.
Reaching for the American dream...the screams never stop.
A land of opportunity, but many denied the chance.
They live on the streets while survivors hardly cast them a glance.
But she hears the cries and holds them close to her heart.
Standing strong for them on the outside, inside she’s torn apart.
The goals once so clear are only half done.
We turn back all our opposes residing number one.
But America the beautiful is ugly within.
To rise to the top, we neglect those who stayed till the end.
She holds a book of independence, declaring us free.
While many are a slave to their nature, a slave to money.
Her ankles are chained but the original link broken.
Another which you ignore is around her throat, liberty choking.
A country resting in the hands of its people should be free.
But when you cast away your blood, how can you care for those you don't see.
You close your eyes and walk blind through the day.
Silently warning others to stay out of your way.
Lady Liberty cries, as her screams of anguish wish for the pain to go away.
But the deep pockets of the lucky fight for it to stay.
As I lay on this park bench. Hungry and alone.
I stare at the rust on her face her tears of the unknown.


Eighteen by SuccubusAnair

By SuccubusAnair
The law says I am grown,
You keep me a child.
Afraid to let go.
For fear I'll fun wild.
Because I am young.
My decisions are bad.
If you think I know nothing,
Then you’ve been had.
After keeping me trapped,
In the “comfort” of home.
Will you feed me to the wolves?
Cast me to the unknown?
So when I am out of your grasp
And free on my own.
Trust one thing in me,
That I have grown.


Light Through the Clouds By SuccubusAnair

I brought a child unto this world, the sunshine of my life.
So I named my child Sunni, and prayed she’d live a good life.
She grew so fast as the years passed by; her smile set her face a glow.
But as she grew something else appeared, a dark side began to show.
A could had been placed over my sun, though the light continued to shine.
Her smile became mischievous, Sunni was no longer mine.
She partied all night, and slept through the day.
For some guy had flashed his skills and stolen her heart away.
At night I cry and pray things will turn out right.
To walk into her room in the morning and see she slept there that night.
But Sunni never stays, and her visits are fewer, and fewer.
I fear of the knock on my door, the police, her body, the sewer.
The doorbell rang today, more startling than any knock.
I went fearfully to the door, tired but failed to prepare for the shock.
I opened the door to see my Sunni, the Sunni I brought to this world.
Besides her stood that guy, behind him their little girl.


Forbidden Soul mate By SuccubusAnair

We’re bound in a way no other can see.
We share so much; still he’s different from me.
A boundary separates us, which I can’t cross.
So I go on living, but heart is lost.
He’s special to me, in a way you can’t understand.
He’s always here for me, better than any other man.
His heartaches for something that I cant give him.
But my heart bleeds to be the one to release him.
My heart was broken today; his shoulder was there to cry on.
He said sweet words to take the pain away; he’s there for the long run.
But the thing about his words, that touched me most of all.
Was that I said them yesterday, to another friend when he called.
Together forever, in a way we cant understand.
But forever separated, by the one thing that keeps me from his hand.
So forever I shall love him, in a way only a soul mate can.
And dream of the place we can be whole, and he will be my man


Eyes Cast Down By SuccubusAnair

I walk, slowly passing through life.
My eyes of sadness cast to the ground.
I don’t see them, they don’t notice me.
My mind a blank, I go on through life.
Not caring at all, for no one cares for me.
Then I look up, nothing new...
I pause, I look again, do you see?
A voice, my own? I cannot tell.
But I see, see behind the curtain of life.
I curse my ignorance, so blind.
Nothing, is ever the same.
For there is always more to see.
Behind the lines of sense, and reason.
Behind the walls of the obvious.
I thank you my muse, for showing me...
The Truth.


Searching Eyes By SuccubusAnair

They call out a name, my name.
The see a face, not mine.
A look fills their eyes, I cry.
A love they want to hold, my arms are open.
A heart they want to feel, mine pounds.
With a face they want to show, shadow covers.
A figure stands alone, it’s me.
Watching, waiting, wanting, crying, the loneliness.
Wounds so deep, only love can heal, I bleed.
You see the figure, I know.
Love pulls at your tongue, I wait.
You push the love away, I cry.
Demon beauty appears, I melt.
You smile in delight, I sink.
You kiss this face, I drown.
Demon beauty soothes your eyes, silence.
But your heartaches alone, I am gone.
Love you wanted, a face you took, I am dead.


Untitled
By SuccubusAnair

So many words the hand so slow, must catch them all before they go. Flowing like a river, a great fall lies at the end. Too many words, but I must try my mind, to the pen. Flowing, flowing the thoughts never stop. They haunt my sleep a poem hidden in every thought. So many words they come so fast, but then they are gone. In my dreams, I see them on the page. In the morning, it’s an empty song. Slow down dreams you go so fast. Unlock the door and show me the secret of my past. Slow now visions, I don’t want to miss a thing. You leave before I see you, don’t let your efforts be in vain. You are a gift; you make me what I am. Let the entire world see, what lies in the power, of my hands.


Fire Prison by SuccubusAnair
Burning, burning the unbearable heat.
You fight, the pain spreads vengeful against your every move.
Your flesh melts away, worn by contact.
Trapped, there's no escape, not even the air is free.
Whipped, flogged, the heat beats against your body.
Engulfed by this fortress, this dominion of pain.
You want to get out, but easier to quit.
The burning sensation licks at your wounds.
Nothing burns hotter than ice in your temple of pain.


Penny's On The Floor by SuccubusAnair

Heads up, heads down, we're lying on the ground.
Face up good luck, face down stays ground.
No luck has come, this pennies done.
Piles and Piles buried in trash, added up millions of cash.
A penny single a penny you can keep.
Pennies in jars stacked in a heap.
A penny in your pocket, a penny you can spare.
A Pennies worth? Tossing it at peoples hair.
A person like a penny has it's own value.
But the price is not set you must see the true.
The true person who hides behind the clothes.
The true person that no one really knows.
The true heart that's lurking behind the face.
The reason their smile seems a little out of place.
You disguard your friends as if they were spare change.
When you look for a smile you've gone out of range.
But just like a penny you're value's not gone.
Follow your heart and forever be strong.


The One by SuccubusAnair

You see me, the one you long to embrace.
You watch me, the one your temptation grows for.
With a strong hearted voice you call my name.
But out comes another, so you go their way.
A day now past and again you watch.
Your longing increased, you know who I am.
The One, your heart whispers, escaping your lips.
But when you come to me, you leave with the clique.
My heart burns at the touch of your wanting eyes.
But your eyes are blind, so you see me not.
I am here in front of you, and always you stare.
Stare through me to others as my heart cries.
I am not with your clique I am a person alone.
I have one name that you've yet to embrace.
You look to me to fulfill your needs.
You're looking the wrong way for me.


The Prison by SuccubusAnair

Go inside my prison a lock without a key.
Freedom gone you're all alone, what do you see?
Darkness, it surrounds you, your fears awaken.
The chill of the night, are you shaken?
The sounds of night that you can't see.
You know you're not alone...you just want to be free.
The light of a new day shines through the walls.
Sparkling what life, your dark prison falls.
Your palace of wonder rises, glittering white.
Crystals of snow, the prison of light.
The light of a new day brings beauty to all.
Your hidden palace with each snow fall.


Bruises of Time by SuccubusAnair

Marks of life beaten within.
Without you how does it begin?
The marks of life, bruises of time.
Tells a story, beneath the lines.
Peddling, Peddling not going so fast.
But the pace quickens, soon you crash.
Father dusts you off, places you upright.
Not bad for your first time on a two wheel bike.
You loved her strong, she loved you weak.
She left her mark, leaving you to weep.
Your heart now bruised the pain deep within.
Lesson learned, you wont make that mistake again.
You fought hard, you played well, not giving up.
Earning your title, this isn't luck.
Burried on the bottom you come out on top.
It's football your marks wont let you stop.
The marks of tie bruises on the surface.
Your victories, your failures is this the case?
You get knocked down, but continue to rise.
The bruises of time tell no lies


Childhood Strength by SuccubusAnair

Shinning eyes, twinkling in sunlight.
Cute little girl, her parents light.
Innocence clinging on to daddies knee.
Taller now, they look up to me.
Innocent girl with a smile so bright.
where is the smile, her parents light.
Part II I used to be a wild thing that swung from the trees.
But now I keep my feet firmly grounded.
I used to be carefree going wherever life led me.
But now I worry, cautiously suffering along.
I used to be She-ra Princess of Power.
But now I am one with the shadows, invisible.
I used to be loud, my mouth told of my minds desires.
But now I am silenced my mind seeking its muse.
My untold words released by the hand.
I used to be here, but now I am gone.



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