Blood of Love
A lone rose dying from loss.
This Poem is Dedicated To: dying roses, that hold forgotten love.
Love I want you, but you’re so far away.
“You can’t see me but you know i am here.
Love came to me as a joke.
I see him, I long for him day by day,
Is the love I've longed for finally here?
His love gives me strength, his voice gives me peace.
My heart is open and full of love.
The darkness of night covers the ground.
Open your heart and see what's inside.
Our love is right, bringing light and hope to the darkest of nights.
The wind blowing softly through the night, The Continuing, The World Your Eyes Neglect, But Your Mind Always Knew Existed
The music an Angel's delicate fingers play as love makes her heart flutter like her wings.
The bliss, of seeing eternity in the eyes of the one you love.
Crying Heart
The Love Walker
He Loves Me Not
The Secret Within
Does Love Always Conquer
Six Months of Eternity, In the Essence of Love
Love The Eternal Power
A Sky of Love
Budding Rose, Blooming Love
Calling Love
Spirit of Hope
Love Games
The Gift
Behind Closed Doors
Crushing Love
Amor Vincit Amnia...Excepto Mi (Love Conquers All...Except Me)
Amor Vincit Amnia (Love Conquers All)
Blinded By Love
Searching Out of Darkness
Do You See Love?
Listen With Your Heart
Soul Mates

Blood of Love
By SuccubusAnair
Waits to be found, but is afraid to dream.
I found this rose; the sight made me weep.
A blood red chamber, walls soft in decay.
The stem longing for nourishment.
The delicate soul inside suffering, dying.
The bleeding walls long for relief.
A force shields out the water.
A pool of blood surrounds the rose instead.
The head sagging from loss of strength.
I touched a wall, it crumbled.
I embraced the rose, it cried.
I found a dying rose.
I watered and it blossomed.
Inside, I found love.

Crying Heart
By SuccubusAnair
Love I need you, why cant you stay?
My heart cries tears of blood to feel your touch.
Oh love come to me, I miss you so much.
Come to me love stay with me forever.
Stay with me my soul mate we belong together.
Our love crosses barriers that make others weak.
They let go of their love and continue to seek.
My heart knows it’s you and I won’t let go.
But you’re so far away, do you know?
The feelings in my heart long to be shared.
My yearn for your special touch, that shows you care.
I miss you my love, my need so deep.
Temptation so strong, but my promise ill keep.
I’ll do anything to keep our love alive.
But my longing for you tries to pull me aside.
A crying heart, a weeping soul.
Crying out for someone to hold.
The love found, but so far away.
A scaring whip, that keeps you at bay.

The Love Walker
By SuccubusAnair
I am here, for you, to show you the way.
Spawned by the forgotten and ignored cries of love.
That lies in the bleeding hearts, of the nonbeliever.”
I live a life without love; I know not what it is.
I have never felt, or known this...”thing”
That years ago, like your native tongue, could be learned
“...You know, but you don't believe behold the power.”
“Close your eyes, take my hand, and follow me.
Follow me as we follow this hidden path.
A path you blindly follow everyday, never missing a step.
A path through the eternal cycle of love...”
“They lie-in the earth the life long gone.
But their love remains growing stronger in time.
The heart shaped tombstones bound like their love.
The sacred passions of their rest sails to the heavens.”
I don't believe...how can I believe...in love.
When only in death is this...”thing” symbolized?
By the tears of those you know, who dared to care...
I see not love, but pain I do not want this...
“Why do you not want this? What do you have to fear?
If you do not believe, why do you care of others feelings?”
...It is not their feelings I care for, for I, couldn't care less.
It is my remembrance; I don't want to be someone’s tears...
“Whether you care more, or less you confess to caring.
Believe you cannot avoid love, for love cannot avoid you.
For the path is long with many turns, it always finds you.”
Find me? More like track me it seems, hunted down by an indescribable...”feeling”
“You can’t sit and ponder love, you must feel. You must believe.
They confessed their love, and made vow to forever be true.
To share everlasting love, till the end, and beyond...
From their love, a new love was spawned...
Their love created a life, and from their love it grew strong.
Raised with love, but discipline, to be a man of virtue.
Dreams put aside, so their child could have dreams of his own.
Because they dared to love, love created you...
Can’t you see that “love” has always been with you?
Though you try to ignore it, you carry the result of centuries of love.”
I don't want to believe in love, for I have no one to share, this “emotion” with.
To scavenge through life, alone, looking for what I might not find.
“Do not fear, you do not need to “find” love, only believe.
For in the end love ”will” find you, and your heart and eyes will be opened.
And you will realize that you never lost love.
As I am here for you now, and will always. Love was always with you...”

He Loves Me Not
By SuccubusAnair
He told me he loved me, he gave me this rose.
It held power, the power of our love.
I watched the rose blossom; I felt our love bloom.
Bloom, beyond that of a single rose.
In time, the rose died, but our love lived on.
For the power was still alive within.
Carried inside the rose to the beyond.
Where our love, would live for eternity.
But one day he came, his face that of sadness.
He looked at the rose the symbol of his love.
Wilted petals no longer lush, and red.
But crimson; dry as if it were covered, in blood.
He took the rose in his hands, his eyes held pain.
Delicately he touched a petal, it broke.
He picked it off, and tossed our love aside.
Another and another the rose stripped.
Stripped of its power, the power of our love.
Thrown away, by the one who gave it power.
A chill of pain ran through me with each petal.
And I cried, as the first tear rolled down my face...
A drop of blood ran down the stem, the vitae, love.
A dried stem, the last remembrance of our love.
He caressed the stem; a thorn drew blood, vengeance.
Then he turned...and said goodbye, forever.

The Secret Within
By SuccubusAnair
He loves me, he loves me not.
Pretty flower yields to my touch.
Its petals slowly plucked for love.
He loves me, he loves me not.
Pretty flower tell me he loves me.
Let that last petal be...he loves me.
He loves me, he loves me not.
One petal left, oh flower of love!
He loves me! I thank you...stem of pain.
The joy of love flows through my veins.
Yet the sadness of loss fills my heart.
Flower of love, what have I done.
Flower of love, once so beauteous.
But I have stolen your beauty, for your secret.
Your secret of what is to be.
Of what I should know without question.
I don't deserve his love, if only...
Oh flower of love, stem of pain.

Does Love Always Conquer
By SuccubusAnair
The sun is setting in the sky,
A twinkle of light glows in his eyes.
The colors are dim in the night.
But our love is strong, the mood is right.
The sun has set, and is gone.
Finally, at last we’re all alone.
My delicate heart is in his hands.
But does he know where my love stands?
Is the love I’ve waited for finally here?
Or will he smile, and laugh, as I shed tears?
Will he embrace me day, by day?
Or will he curse at me, and push me away?
Does he love me or does he not?
He told me he loved me, but has he forgot?
Will he remember his feelings for me?
Or will I suffer...alone for eternity?

Six Months of Eternity, In the Essence of Love
By SuccubusAnair
The Loneliness...
A year has gone by a year alone, a year alone, a year the heart longs for someone to hold.
Once around the sun, another year old, the unwritten words of love still untold.
The years have come and have gone your lonely words now a song.
Then a spark is lighted and a fire is born a fire that melts the loneliness forever; gone.
The Fire...
For six months a fire has been brewing, intensifying with each passing day.
A fire of love that will consume us cleans us in a passion pristine in every way.
A mountain of fire that peaks to the sky, lighting the world unseen from above.
The inextinguishable fire that comes from true love a fire that will burn forever, a fire thicker than blood.
The Heart...
A lone object long frozen by time; nothing burns hotter than ice in your temple of pain.
Then the fire of love burns through the ice, and the healing fire shows you the way.
The entrancing harmony of the two hearts one protected by the impenetrable fire.
The deafening sounds of the hearts beating away for love, your tower rising higher, and higher.
The Soul...
A keeper of strength, your binding force, follow your soul and stay on course.
It crosses oceans and conquers all, the eternal force, tower tall.
Your tower of love that can’t be breached, listen to what your heart has preached.
A love you’ve longed for, a soul mate you’ve found, upon a mountain, above the ground.
The Life...
The clock ticking on, as the years they come, our souls get stronger with each rising sun.
The memories shared the tears we’ve spilled the touch that made us what we’ve become.
A lifetime of happiness, too much for one alone, that’s why we two are one...low and behold.
They said it wouldn’t last, as our time comes to an end, now the beyond awaits us, our story now told.
The Beyond...
Together in the eternity our life is shown, the love we shared, how it’s grown.
We watch this life together, as if for the first time, bewildered as to how little was known

Love The Eternal Power
By SuccubusAnair
My heart was full of love, but shattered in a million pieces.
I needed someone to love me, to mend the broken pieces.
Love is what makes the world go round; my world had stopped.
He made my world revolve again, and now it can never be stopped.
On my desk there sits a rose. Its petals soft its color, blood red.
It makes me think of what its like to see the blood flow, what its like to be dead.
But now that he’s saved me, my rose is the color of love.
I have a reason to live, for it shows me the power flowing through my blood.
I thought I'd never find someone to love me, that I'd always be alone.
Now he’s always with me, my love for him is always shown.
Nothing can ever draw me astray, in his arms I will always be
Forever in my heart, our love will grow for eternity.
I once saw demons, blood red ruby droplets, dripping down their lips, running down their chins.
Now I see angels, showing me the power, telling me our love will never end.

A Sky of Love
By SuccubusAnair
Lying in the fields watching the sky, lying in love as the world passes by
The world spins along, but yet we’re the same, lying in a love still unchanged
I rest in your arms, so peaceful and calm, love everlasting, till the end of time.
The day passes on, soon it will end, but our love is everlasting, heaven sent.
As the sun sets, still we lie, holding each other all the day.
The colors in the sky, glowing so soft, nothing more lovely than the color of love.
Colors of passion, of endless dreams, look with you’re heart, you’ll know what I meant.
Deeper and deeper the colors they get, giving off memories, of love, we’ll never forget.
The sun now sets, and darkness surrounds, still we dwell on the love we’ve found.
We glance at the moon as it rises high, staring at love, love in the sky.
The first star is shinning, or star of dreams, make a wish my love, as our two hearts one, sing
A song of love, as stars they bloom, fills the sky...how is there room?
Our love like the sky, how can it be? So much love in one heart, so many dreams?
Dreams of the future of everlasting love are vast like the stars, shinning above.
We hold each other, our hearts beating strong, fear not my love, it won’t be long.
The night moves on, and still we lie, looking into the future, holding on to our love in the sky
The sun now rises in the sky of love our day is here we don’t need a shove
We walk into the sun, hand in hand, the sky of love reflecting the light off our wedding bands.

Budding Rose, Blooming Love
By SuccubusAnair
The soft loving petals of my heart are opening, welcoming love in.
Like a budding rose in the spring opening for love, a love that can never end.
His love is my nectar, pollinating my body with an everlasting feeling of passion.
Pollinating me, fertilizing me with his eternal love, and compassion.
The soft loving petals of my heart are opening, welcoming love in.
Like a budding rose in the spring opening for love, a love that can never end.
A field of flowers, a field of dreams, dreams of love, and happiness
Forever we shall be, in this never-ending field, a field of togetherness
The soft loving petals of my heart are opening, welcoming love in.
Like a budding rose in the spring opening for love, a love that can never end.
An orchard full of peaches, growing in the sun, ripe with sweet juice, he picked me.
Sweet juices of a fragile, peach, flowing down our lips, as we hold each other in ecstasy.
The soft loving petals of my heart are opening, welcoming love in.
Like a budding rose in the spring opening for love, a love that can never end.
The spring rain has fallen and the ground is pure, with love, as the sun rises in the sky.
Making flowers blooms sweet and strong, flowers of love that will never die
The soft loving petals of my heart are opening, welcoming love in.
Like a budding rose in the spring opening for love, a love that can never end.
He has my heart, my love, forever his, I am his treasure, his peach, he is my life.
Someday we’ll be together, for we’re destined to be me, forever his wife.

Calling Love
By SuccubusAnair
Love I hear you calling, you call me everyday.
Love speak to me, do you want me to stay?
Love I feel your presence I long to feel your touch.
Please say the words you love me, those words can mean so much.
A few words love is all I ask, I know you haven’t forsaken me.
Without you my life is empty, you love, have set me free.
I miss you love, the way your eyes glow when you look up at me.
It melts my heart and burns my fears your love is my destiny.
The phone rings, love is calling hiding behind a mask of silence and time.
I'll wait for you forever love; to say you’ll always be mine.
Hold me love, I am falling, falling deep into the sea.
A sea of love, we’ll fall together, stay forever with me.
Spirit of Hope
By SuccubusAnair
I am on a big world; I live in a little box.
A box with no doors, no windows, and no one ever knocks.
Then he came and opened the box his light shone down on me.
He gave me the strength to change my life, to have a reason to be.
The Fear is coming, it’s such a big world, do I have it in me to fight?
I close my eyes and think of him, and I feel the warmth of his light.
Even though he never stays, and he doesn’t appear often in the day.
His love urges me on to be myself, and let others know, his love is here to stay.
At least that’s what I thought, how could I be so blind.
Not to see through his games, his love was all a lie.
He opened my box and set me free, that’s what I told myself.
In reality he put me in a smaller box, to big to put on the shelf.
So he strung me along and played with my heart.
Telling me that he hated being apart.
The warmth of his love, was only the pain in my heart.
For being foolish enough to miss him, and he said I was smart.
So many mistakes to busy loving him.
Now I am lost in his box, and this is the end.
He gave me the strength to change, but that change was for the worse.
The world so vast, the least of my worries, meeting him was a curse.


Love Games
By SuccubusAnair
It teased my heart, and tricked my mind.
I loved him deep, but that love is gone.
All that’s left are two broken hearts.
I wore our love around my neck.
A swirl of blue, white glass, a heart, our love.
I told him the love I felt for him was held there.
It flowed into the glass to be felt again.
That heart is broken, and so is mine.
Why do you tease me love?
Raise me so high, only to throw me down?
Youth is not the reason love.
Being young doesn't make me naive.
But your foolish games and misguidance.
Now he’s gone, and I am alone, dare I love again?
I cannot fight you love, I am ready.
To play your game once more.

The Gift
By SuccubusAnair
My heart pounds, the hour grows near
He’s heard my voice his read my words
But he has yet to see me will I...disappoint him?
A knock on the door, I open and he smiles caringly.
My fears melt away and I accept him into my life.
A normal date but it feels like more, he seems so happy.
Never taking his eyes off me a soft smile across his lips
He listens when I speak and understands my opinion without yielding to his own.
The date is over could there be a better night?
As my mind retraces the happiness this night has given me.
He leans in for a kiss, his lips so warm, his kiss so hungry
He pulls me close and kisses me deeper I am lost.
Slowly he pulls away and looks deep into my eyes.
And says goodnight I watch him walk away hoping to see him again soon.
Little did I know I wasn't just watching him walk away for the night.
I was watching him walk out of my life.
So many times this has happened, what is it about me?
They lust, they meet, they swoon then they disappear?
They all say I've got a gift, that I've got something
More a curse than a gift it seems.
I've been cursed with Je Ne Sais Quoi?
Authors Note: "Je Ne Sais Quoi?" Is French for "I Don't Know What?" It's a certain "something" that you cant explain usually when referring to a person, it's a form of Aura.

Behind Closed Doors
by SuccubusAnair
Behind closed doors, you say you love me,
and I see it in your eyes, and feel it when you hold me.
Behind closed doors I am yours, you worship me,
as if I was a great treasure, but I belong to you.
Behind closed doors there are no lines when enough,
is to much there is no end to our love.
But now the door is open, and we're on the other side.
I long to feel the simple touch of your hand,
but you're across the room now.
I'm lost amongst the crowd no longer apart of you,
but not apart of them.
My heart begins to wither and bleed,
missing that which it needs most.
I begin to long for the doors to be closed again,
to be lost in us.
But my heart knows that I want the doors to be open.
For you to say you love me,
with the door open for others to know that I am yours.
Although they will never be able to understand what we share when the door is closed.
For them to know that when it does,
I am with you would be my greatest treasure.
But treasure is lost, buried among the sea of people with no map to follow.
But your heart knows the way let it guide you before I am lost forever beneath the sea.
As the last words flow from my lips I open my eyes as the familiar sound of snapping rises up again.
A wave of anxiety washes over me as I leave for the door.
Looking at my feet in embarrassment, I run into the figure at the door. He lifts my face up to his, and with the sureness of the night before says, "I love you."
Crushing Love
By SuccubusAnair
And when I see him he makes my heart play.
His smile his eyes fill me with peace,
His humor his kindness makes my breath cease.
But knows he not of my existence?
Am I just a face of many, another board in a fence?
Does he see me and think of me as just a blur?
Or does he long for me, when he tells me will his words be slurred?
Should I continue to want him without pause,
Or is my dream just a hopeless cause?
He has my heart and my love, but will his heart someday be mine?
Or will he give it to another time after time?
My love for him is pure and true,
But when will my heart get its just due?
Amor Vincit Amnia...Excepto MI (Love Conquers All...Except Me)
By SuccubusAnair
Will he love me, and hold me, and keep me near?
Can this love really be honest, and true?
Or am I just playing myself for a fool?
Are the words false, lies, merely a disguise?
Or is there truly a reason for my heart to rise?
Have my eyes been opened, am I seeing clear?
Or is it just a game he's playing, and I should fear?
He told me loved me, he said he'd be true.
When he got what he wanted, his love for me was through.
He said he didn't want to be just like one of the others.
In the end he proved right, he hurt me more than his brothers.
He told me not to fear, that he would always keep me near.
Last night he was the reason that I shed so many tears.
His love for me was false; my love for him was true.
Now my heart must go another day, without its just due.
Amor Vincit Amnia (Love Conquers All)
By SuccubusAnair
Whenever I see him my heart skips a beat.
He gives me such pleasure, such love and care.
To him all my dreams, I would share.
There are so many reasons why I love him so much,
My heart long to be near him, to feel his touch.
When he is gone I feel helpless and shed tears.
When he returns I fear nothing, for I know he'll always be near.
To feel his embrace from love so strong.
To kiss his lips all the night long.
To be by his die to love him for eternity.
Knowing that he'll always be in love with me.
The years will come and the years will go.
One thing for sure I'll always know.
His love for me is strong and true.
Alas my heart has been giving its just due.
Blinded By Love
By SuccubusAnair
I long and wait for the love sent from above.
All I desire is to feel his love.
That will make my heart fly free with peace like a dove.
His gentle kiss up on my face, his loving warmth his light embrace.
Would bring tears to my eyes, a smile to my face.
His soft whisper in my ear, telling me that he'll always be near.
Would make me joyous for years, and years.
But time, and time again, they tell me they are my friends.
Time, and time gain I'm left alone in the end.
They steal my love and tear my heart apart.
They tell me how nice and sweet I am.
Yet when they're done, they throw my heart in the garbage can.
Searching Out of Darkness
By SuccubusAnair
Searching, Searching but no one found.
Shadows of loneliness cover your life.
Years and years of endless strife.
The light comes in, you know you're so near.
But you're slowing down, what do you fear?
Don't deny yourself the happiness you need.
Be strong. Keep searching, you'll find it take head.
Closer and closer it's not that far.
Look up my love; keep following your star.
Higher and higher the sun is drawn.
You'll find what you're looking for; you'll find it by dawn.
The sun has risen now, in the sky.
Casting of glow of light in your eyes.
Glancing in despair your eyes to the ground...
Look up my love, it's love you've found.
Do You See Love?
By SuccubusAnair
Could it be a feeling you'll always abide?
Could it be something special pure and true?
I know what's in mine, baby it's you.
Don't run away from "us," there's no way to escape.
Doesn't my love cover you like the warmth of a cape?
Can't you feel it growing so deep in your heart?
Our love is so strong, nothing can keep us apart.
There is light in our future that darkness can't touch.
So many reasons why I love you so much.
An eternity of happiness, a life time of dreams.
Tell me the truth my love, say what you mean.
Our love is strong; why do you hide?
Don't let our love die, let your heart be your guide.
Is it me you're searching for? Is our love true?
Am I the love in your heart that's long over due?
Our love runs deep, farther than you can dream.
Look in your heart my love, I hope you see me.
Listen With Your Heart
By SuccubusAnair
A love so real pure and true, they offer false hopes, I need only you.
Stronger, and stronger, our love it grows. Our love is
so deep, but do they know?
My feelings for you embedded deep in my heart; thy though they may, they'll never keep us apart.
The world so pointless beyond our love. All I need is you, my one true love.
Hold tight to your heart, don't be led astray; only you can throw our love away.
Finding you was heaven sent, no one can stand in our way.
Though they may try to keep us apart, together forever we'll be some day.
The pain of you leaving is killing me so, but I'll love you always this I know.
Distance had bound us; now we're free, now someone's trying to deny our destiny.
My heart aches at the thought of saying goodbye, throwing it away because of someone's lies?
The love still there stronger than ever, but leaving just because they say we can't be together?
Our feelings are real, only we know what's in our hearts not those trying to keep us apart.
My love my forever we'll never be apart, to take you away, they'd have to rip out my heart.
Soul Mates
By SuccubusAnair
I know in my heart that everything's all right.
My heart pulsating with love so deep in my chest,
longing to feel the warmth of your body upon my breasts.
Kissing your lips with loving tenderness,
holding each other tight in a soft caress.
The words of love, a soft whisper through the night,
"I love you too" calls back with love all its might.
We lay our two hearts one intertwined,
beating simultaneously our souls combined.
We're soul mates and destined to be,
our souls have longed for each other for eternity.
Calling out a song meant only for love,
searching for the one who sings the song, "our" song of love.
Wondering through pain letting your heart be your guide,
so much darkness and rain, you wonder will it ever subside.
The pain taking over, looming over your lonely life,
but then their love cuts through the clouds like a knife.
Love growing strong with roots so deep,
a sense of togetherness we'll always keep.
Most never find their soul mate because of distance or cold feet,
so most go through their whole lives feeling incomplete.
I've found you at last through darkness and false hopes,
you've shown me the light and taught me love is the truest of hope.
My life was a song of lies and false dreams,
now it sings a song of what love really means.
A soul mate the one who'll always be true,
the song in my heart cries only for you.
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