I'm tired of crying 
I'm tired of waiting
Fuck your rule quit 
your complaining
I know it is a long journey
out of this downward 
spiral I'm in
especially at the pace I'm going
practically standing still
waiting for a wind to catch my sails
comfort by passing debre
a storm of emotion
clouded judgement
Impractical me
Pessimistic me
Sadistic me
Me

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