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~!~ Dreams ~!~
i feel so lonely at nite
nothin seems right
i can't stop thinkin of u
there's nothin i can do
you're always on my mind
you're so sweet, cute, funny, special, and kind
you're all i need
to succeed
i want to be ur wife
forever in ur life
i want us to always be together
forever and ever
till the day i die
i want u to be my guy
i love u with all my heart
i don't want us to be apart
u make my life complete
there's no one that can compete
ur perfect in every way
u get better everyday
and now i see that we're meant to be
i love u Jason
and i'll always will

~You~
You make me feel like I am floating in the air.
You make me smile every time you walk by.
You know how to comfort my fears.
You kiss away my tears.
You make me laugh in so many ways.
You hold me tight when it is so cold outside.
You’re the reason that I am holding on to my life.
You always help me move on and teach me new things along the way.
You hide me from the bad and show me the good.
I love you, because you care for me.


Wishes
Every night I cry myself to sleep
Wishing that I could still have your heart to keep
Wishing that you were holding me in your arms
Wishing that I still had that certain charm
Every night all I think of is you
Wishing that we could make it through
Wishing that I could still be yours
Wishing that I was your date instead of bein bored
Every night I'm slowly dying
Wishing that I could've stopped your crying
Wishing that I could die with you by my side
Wishing that I would've never lied
Every night my love for you gets stronger
Every night that I'm without you keeps getting longer
Every night the realization of my mistake hurts even more
Every night my heart becomes more sore
Every night I look at your picture
Every night I start to cry quicker
Every night I listen to our songs
Every night it gets harder to realize you're actually gone


~HOW~
how can you care so much?
what is it you see?
do you really mean it,
when you say I love You?
I know I do, but why?
What is here for you to love,
after all I have been through,
all I want to do is love you,
I love your smile,
I adore everything about you,
I want to truly know you
no one can see
how much I care but you,
just you, I love you
you know it all
yet, you accept me
love me just as I love you


~What you Do~>br> The way you make me feel is the best feeling in the world! You always make me smile; make sure a frown is never on my face! You care for me when I am hurt, you make sure my feelings are never hurt. You always tell me how much you love me and all this time I have been wondering where did you come from and why was I blessed to have you by my side?

How Do You?
How do you tell the person you're in love with that you cut yourself last night? How do you keep that person calm when all you want to do is cry? How do you cope with the feeling of emptiness deep down inside? How do you keep the one you love from worrying like crazy about you? How do you keep a fake smile on your face when you hold back the tears before they fall down your face? How do you keep your grandmother from not dieing until you are ready to let go? How can you do these things without wanting to cry?

~The Changes~
You see the changes in me, but you don't say anything, because some of these changes are for the better. Just because I don't cut anymore doesn't mean I haven't found another way. Why do you think the pounds are just melting away? I'm not eating and it feels so good. I know you are saying to yourself I watch you eat how can you say you don't eat? You don't watch me work it off or puke it back up. I am scared that I can't stop this, because I like the way it makes me feel. I try my hardest to eat a full meal, but you see that's all I can really put inside of me, no more than that and if there is more then I am determined to get it out of me.


Sometimes
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself “why”, “Why do I love you?” I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things make me love you so much. The way you support me, even my silly notions. The way that you care and show such devotion, the way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is were I want to be. The way that I feel when your by my side. A sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see, the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart. How deep in my soul, you are a very important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is... my love for you is real.


Happiness
The first time I saw you
I never wanted to be apart.
Many feelings and emotions
went streaming through my heart.

As soon as I saw you I
knew we were ment to be.
It's hard for me to show my
feelings, if only you could see.

You have the face of a angel and
you love to spread your wings.
Everytime I see that your not
happy, my heart starts to sting.

I know Im not the only
chick, you have many fans.
I hope one day we will be
together always holding hands.

Ive been waiting my whole
life for someone just like you.
I asked God to send a angel down
My wishes have come true.