lets see yesterday was block 1/3/5 damn i had to get out at 2:37 hate getting out at that time have to see everybody! anywayz came home and chilled didnt do much i ended up falling asleep =X woke up at 11 pm chatted online a bit ended up stayin up till 1 am lol. uhh today so far skool boring 2/4/6 no six so went to order flowers with karl and chick for karlz mom. went to eat at JJ'z cafe and now at home just chillin.
everything seems so weird now. i wish it wasnt.
why is it that you get these feelings? its hard to tell yourself that these feels are true, cuz you knw what might happen and itz hard cuz you dont wanna be hurt again, you relieze that your heart is still broken in two. there are times you get sick of just sitting here with nothing to do and no one to think of. why cant all of this just be easier? =/ so ima just leave all of this alone for now and not think about it.
couldnt update yesterday =/ oh wellz anywayz. prom was great! had a great time with my wonderful date carrie =) you knw ppl got all that shit about location and blah blah. you knw what that is gay, none of that matters to me cuz i had the best time with carrie. there was 2 things that were bad it should have been longer and it should have ended in a slow song. but other than that it was great, cant expect too much you knw with keppel =X haha.
ok so lets see detailz of day : it started to rain! that kind of killed it, guyz got picked up at my pad, girlz got picked up at nancyz pad. we each went in one by one that was cool. limo kind of tight but it was ok, ride there seemed long, got droped off front lobby of the hotel, uhh had to ask the lady from keppel to help us put on the flower cuz i didnt knw how to and carrie didnt knw how too. went down and and got checked off and voted and all that. took couple pix and then went into the ballroom. started to take pix! soo many flashes. sat down and started to eat, then took carries group pix went back and started to dance, our way of dancing to a slow song didnt work that well =/ after awhile took the BIG group pix aka karlz big group. after that started to dance more cuz there wasnt that much time. then prom ended, got our gift that was cool candle! uhh saw ksg at the top and then after that got back in the limo and it was raining. went to ihop to eat, to seat us took way too long 5 min turned into 25 min, sat down ordered, me and carrie shared food and had drinkz, uhh decided to pay for 1 more hr of the limo 5 bux a person that was good. uhh lets see paid for everything and then left was going to drop off girlz one by one but then that would be too long so we just droped them all off at nancyz pad. and then guyz went back to my pad and then from there everybody went home and i stayed up till 4 chatting =X lol alritez thats it of prom night!
saturday woke up at 3 pm slept soo long cuz i tired like hell. stuyz woke me up and said she was comin to get pix so i got to see stuyz and give her group pix from swt heartz. talked to amy and then decided to look for a new digital camera cuz this one i got is wacked and a piece of shit. after that went to sis game they won. freezing down in torrance. all the ppl knew me said i changed cuz they didnt see me for like 1 yr lol. went to fryz down there looked at cameraz and looked at cameras for my dadz office so they can see who comez in and shit, bought a wireless networking connection for my dadz comp so he can get ineternet from the hub. uhh then to dinner pann'z that place was alrite. ONLI asian'z in there, lol they dont knw wat med-raw is dumb ppl. anywaz came home and chatted online and got the zip file of prom pix uploaded to site and then let ppl dl. 11mb ppl! if u got cable/dsl couple min if u got 56k have fun waiting going to take about 1 hr. uhh called amy and talked on the phone with her again had to call her and tell her gay-lo could not call so yea i ended up talking to her and damn andy is fuckin funni lol i got some good pix of him when he didnt knw about it =D muhahaha so nothin else latez