so much for the "real me"



yesterday i was talking with a friend, and he made me realize that the person i am trying to be now isn't the person i should be, and i should just keep being the one i wanted to be... confusing? yes, for you it might be, but in my own little way, i understand it.

1st time doing this
Spend your lazy, endless crazy days inside my head You're so selfish You're not the only... one who thinks he's dead I'm paid to smile now I'm on trial For what you think I saaaaaaaaaid But I never saaaaaaaaaaaaid That everythiiiiiiiiing would be okaaaaaaaaaaay And I never saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaid That we would live to see another daaaaay yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaeaaa yeeeaah yeah Motivate meeeeeee I wanna get myself outta dis bed Captivate meeeeeeee I want good thots inside of my head If I fall down wud u cum around & pik me right up off the ground If I fall down wud u cum around & pik me right up off da ground Un-realistic and narcissistic You say I'm selfish and absurd You try to change me Try to save me You say I'm gonna learn I'm so blind I'm out of time You're so unkind sometimes I never lied I never lied I never lied But I never saaaaaaaaaaaaid That everythiiiiiiiiiiiing would be okaaaaaaaaaay And I never saaaaaaaaaaaaaid That we would live to see another daaaaaaaaaaaay yea yea yea yea yeaaaa Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed Captivate me, I want good thoughts inside of my head If I fall down would you come around And pick me right up off the ground If I fall down would you come around And pick me right up off the ground 'Cause everything it'll be ok, You know we're gonna live to see another day Yeah yeah Motivate me yea Motivate me yeah

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