By The Grace Of God Things Happen For A Reason:
Hi, I am Connie Ortega from Las Vegas New Mexico, I am a 53-year-old Hispanic woman with three lovely children two girls and boy.
Starting with my youngest daughter Carmelita who is seven years old, and my eldest daughter Anna who is 32
years old, and my son Ernest Jr. who is 30 years old.
after losing my husband Ernest, from a massive heart attack I was in a state of shock I was devastated by this terrible tragedy my husband and I were very close, most of the time we were inseparable.
With his sudden death from the (Massive Heart Attack) my world came tumbling down to a abrupt end.
I had lost all reality of life because my Ernest was gone my heart was broken into a thousands pieces, I gradually began to suffer from Anxiety and Deep Depression, it got to the point that, I did not want to comb my hair, brush my teeth, or even want to shower or to have a bath and/or even want to change my clothes.
It even got to the point that I would just set in a recliner chair day after day and drift off into outer space to be very honest and frank I was one hell of a mess. Eating every insight gaining weight and turning into a real dirty slob.
As it was planned, my little Carmelita was there for me and pulled me out of the mud (Do not take me wrong Anna and Ernest Jr. ) were there to. But to me, it seemed that my little Carmelita had the "Magic" to pull me out of the mud and slowly back to earth and reality of life.
