right-click on links and click "Save Target As..." to download.

p.s. these songs (roughs, demos) are not that great, so make sure your expectations are low, low, low, before you listen to them.






NEW: since space is runnin' out on ex/johnuu...future updates will be made to ill/gopher. peace.





greenfield or mixtape for september (NEW!)

back in freshman year i made a couple of new friends
we had so much fun being dumb, being young.
but one day i found out i was missing a life of happiness and self-confidence.
so i said goodbye and never looked back.

and i know that it's all in my head
and i know it'll be okay when i wake up
but right now, won't you let me be a little bit emo?
right now, won't you let me be myself?
right now...i'll shut up.

back in freshman year i made a promise to myself
that i would never be caught being dumb, being young.
but it's so hard when i can see their smiling faces.
and i want to feel infinite, too. (yes, i do)

and i know that it's all in my head
and i know it'll be over when i wake up
but right now, won't you let me be a little bit emo?
right now, won't you let me be myself?
right now...i'll shut up.




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Fett's Vette (Cascades of Endor Remix) (NEW!)

Download the original from mcchris.com



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Gigantic

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Melodious Monk

Even if ink and paper were free, what could I write to you? I don't think I could even speak, as I'm supposed to be a recluse. Perhaps song could prove my love to thee, but a song I lack. For even the best of melodies can't grant me chance, can't grant me talent. If the melody was right, if the harmonies were tight, if I was smart enough to see, you could hear a song from me. But the melody's sub-par...my confidence? Growing far. It's plain enough to see that you're too good...too good for me. If I was brighter maybe you would see me everyday. If I sang you a sweeter song would it make your heart melt away? I know you shake your head at me, at what I am. But I swear I can be better...No, I know I can!

When the melody feels right, when your heart feels on the line, come back to the big city, come back here...come back to me. When the melody feels right, when your heart feels on the line, come back to the big city, come back home.

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Ride With Me (joke cover)

If you wanna take a ride with me...

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4u

You wanted to be my friend...I don't think you understand. Do you know that I'd go anywhere, do anything for you? Hello, my dear...your love is here. But don't run away! I'm not here to stay. Just tell me one thing (I need to know)...why are you angry with me, when I think you're beautiful? I do.

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Sereniel's Song

This town has been cursed for far too long, so I leave on a quest to slay the fear. There's a long and winding road until my home...will you see me there? The priests will come and you will pray for the dawn to come another day. For what is a king without a crown, what when the bards have let him down? 20,000 shooting stars until I fall, will you pray for me? I believe that you will...I believe that you will...I believe...Their power is too strong in this place, we're killing ourselves just to make face. This town will be cursed for ages, there's nothing I can do. I'm sorry there isn't a happier ending for you. A long and winding road until my home, will you see me there? I believe that you will...I believe that you will...I believe in you.

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My Very Best

You're speaking another language, and it's pretty but I don't understand it. Are you talking to me or to yourself? Unintelligable, that's the only way it sounds. Just what do you think you're doing to me? Always hiding round the corner, making me feel that much shorter...When you giggle and laugh and smile and try to make me think the hard part's over...Like a kiss from a slut, it dont mean much to me. I'll try my very best...I'll try my very best to keep it together when you're acting just like me...in my head, it made sense...in my head, it made sense. Can't tell if you want me sole or if you think I'm smelly and stupid. I can't tell if you're Elmer's glue or if you're slipperly like a small squid. Just what do you think you're doing to me? Refresh, rewind, and re-read: something strange that i don't believe. Now, conversation is key if you wanna make sure it's from me. Like a kiss from a slut, it dont mean much to me. I'll try my very best...I'll try my very best to keep it together when you're acting just like me...in my head, it made sense...in my head, it made sense.