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November 16th 2003
whoot so many bdays! winnie, stephanie and julianna! happy bday to you all! shitty i feel sick! shitty. YEA cant wait to get the new blink cd catnt wait!!!
November 12th 2003
sup? oh yea i needed that sushi night last night. thanx you guys. especially emily for comin out. i havent gone out with you in such a loooooonnnng time, and for once we got some alone time (for like 10 min) :@ meh fuckit. you know, i hate xanga so im never going to update it. i did it once and thats all. if you want to see an updated site, then go here cause i dont fuckin care im not updatin that shit. hell yea. i gotta change some shit on this site too... hmm never really did my own site ;P hahha i can play stairway to heaven! yea well not memorised yet but gettin there!
November 9th 2003
hoo boy havent update this site in a long time. shitty. gotta get all the pics up right and shit. i wanna go swimming but no one wil come with me! ANYONE WANNA GO SWIMMING???? fuck it call me if you wanna 2758798. argh i wanna see my gf! i miss her so much. oh well :@ wanna see the gob music video. michelles in it or somthine like that
12-01-03 11:49am
One month left, hope I can make it through the year. I'm so fed up with all this crap. errrr, dont ask, too much to tell. This is Emily BTW. Emily is just ..blah so much going on in my head, and I dont know what to do. I'm pissed but I cant......and......err, I dont know, it feels like I'm going to take the cowards way out, and I just cant do that. Damn pride, damn boys. Fucking I was so scared this morning. omg. anywhos, yea, that'a a long story too. ACES NEVER FAIL. Never gonna see me fail......If only -
09-25-03 18:00
THERE WE GO. finally i did my site. thanx emily for doing it while i couldnt. im going to burnett tommorow! yea! ZACK IS A BAYSTIE!!!! im going mini golfin tonight with michah greg and other ppl. blah. then tommorow night im going to play badminton at around 1930 so ppl come if you want. meet you all there in fronta superstore main entrance. then yumm gotta go and do something with winsie and raymond cause theyre stupid and they quit cadets. FUCK YOU!! oh wells/ pellahs not that much of a bitch anymore. so yea. Jon and me and maybe ferg and matt are going to the billy talent concert. tickets only 15 bux. can you believe that? its on october 2. YEA. oh well l8r ppl.
09-19-03 10:06pm
Saw my baby boy today!! YAY, but I still miss him so damn much!! ERRR!! I MISS YOU!! and I forgot to tell him something, well not really forgot, but decide. Its nothing really important, but I want him to know. so hopefully I'll get to see him soon and I can tell him. Yes well, I went to work today which was fun, and I dont know.
Heradlo is looking at life from different points of view, its sort of difficult, but he trys hard. He trys to hold the tears back although it ripps him up inside. He misses and cares for someone very much, but doesnt know how to express it because he doesnt want to hurt, or hurt anyone.
09-14-03 9:26 pm
Whoever told you and convinced you that dreams are real, lied to you. They are setting you up for hurt and pain. Reality will hit you harder than you think. Dilemma.
09-08-03 6:40 pm
New layout.
hi people, tis emily. I dont know what to say or what I am doing. I am very impulsive right now.
Heraldo feels......stressed out. He just wants to relax and get away for a bit. Maybe just a day or two. The craziness of school and other affaris are making him insane. He is getting annoyed with 'friends' not being able to make decisions for themselves, but he loves them so much, so as you can see Heraldo is having problems. He misses people very very much.