There is SUPPOSED to be a pic of me and you on each side of this!! I HATE HTML!!!! So many pics don't work when they should.. I can't find the mistake.....I hope you get the idea... I love you... I must admit, I do get upset a little to often...maybe even too much! It's who I am...I'm a raging mess of emotions...I have been since I was little, you have made me so close to who I believe I can be. Every so often I need to come to Antigonish to "unwind" all my anger and frustration at life, its hard being me..always letting people down, always being a failure your entire life...But now I have someone that doesn't put me down and ridicule me, someone who loves me even through all my faults. She makes me WANT to try this, to try to have a future. I want to grow old with her and share my life with her, but its so hard to give up all that I was for 20 years. I've come so far already...