Words

snowyou'redeadft.
im dying in a crowd of people
im choking on my car ride home
im choking on my car ride home
home. home. home.

whisked away with his sand and eye color.
you fell in love with him.
he treated you to foreign country's.
and a boy that you named sin.
you wanted more than you should have had.
and now you practically die underneath.
every cold morning, and,
i think of you as i watch my feet.
as i walk away, from words that you never gave.

this is as artificial as my interest in romance
life, and every other hollow thing i told you
i wanted with you. i kind of love how all this happened.
we traded places and left a third part out.
i drown myself in sympathy and awake every
morning to grey.

i doubt the smile you'll be seeing is real.
i doubt that i'll ever be happy again.
a cold shower woke my fingers.
i walked through the dark house.
slit my throat while looking in the mirror.
then sewed my ears shut. cut off my eye lids.
and layed awake wondered if i'd live.
then 4 more hours of thought put toward.
if i cared?

i bought two tickets. to my backyard.
you can come. if you bring some drinks.
sit next to me under the stars. take off your sunglasses.
this lemonade is great. your eyes are so beautiful.
you're so beautiful right now that i would love to
break your legs. just so i could be with you.
any reason to be around you is enough.
and i'd murder to be with you.
so, go ahead and say yes... or i'll kill you.

this is as artificial as my interest in romance
life, and every other hollow thing i told you
i wanted with you. i kind of love how all this happened.
we traded places and left a third part out.
i drown myself in sympathy and awake every
morning to grey.