affectionate frown

as long as you're alive,
then i know i have something
to look forward to.
i can look forward to seeing you in a crowd of people.
maybe i should be keeping myself busy.
maybe i shouldn't be wondering what you're doing.
my hands keep shaking.
and my heart seems to be eroding.
i'll finish my painting.
i threw away my memorys.
i'm on my way to buy some happy faces.
i need my past. i need 2 months
i need someone to lie to me.
some fake affection wouldn't be too bad either.
if i wasn't so tall. if i wasn't so tall.
sometimes i cry for no reason.
and i explode and want to hurt people.
im laying in my bed. wishing i had company in my arms.
i hope your not bleeding. i hope im not bleeding. thats my affectionate frown.
thats my confession to you and every other straight face.
the dark streets and the fogged glass.
the greener grass keeps me pecimistic.
and your every word. your every lie. make me choke.
i hope your not bleeding. i hope im not bleeding. thats my affectionate frown.
i hope your not bleeding. i hope im not bleeding. thats my affectionate frown.
i hope your not bleeding. i hope im not bleeding. thats my affectionate frown.
midwestern mistakes ring out the truth.