There will be no words of advice to any of you. The last thing any one of you need is advice from someone who could not keep it together. The only thing I can tell you is that once the game is no longer fun and no longer a hobby, and it feels more like work, then it is time to go on. There will be no lies from me, if you are looking for more, then pull me in. Or better yet, I will be straight with you. I, Mr. R, a.k.a. Renegade a.k.a. Nick could no longer deal with the bitching, could no longer deal with the lack of commitment from his roster, and could no longer deal with writing the matches. I have been looking for 3 months to get 3 writers I have had 2 at max, for a couple of weeks. I enjoyed creating a fed, I enjoyed recruiting, but I do not like running the fed. I do not like having people bother me every 5 minutes on Sunday about when the results will be posted. (I’ve said it once, and I’m not going to repeat myself, but they will be up when they are done, and you bothering me is not going to make it any quicker.) I do not like having to come home at 6 on Sunday night knowing I have to still write anywhere from 2-4 matches if not more, and then have to code everyone’s else stuff. I do not like staying up until 2 in the morning my time to get results up and then having 5 hours of sleep and then and 8 hour shift of work followed by going to do an intense training for Dragon Boat. Someone told me that maybe I should change the night of the show, but Sunday was the earliest night I came home from work. Someone told me that maybe I should take a break, but there is no way that I could do that.

So in closing, I, Mr. R a.k.a. Nick, am closing down the doors to the CWF. There are no buts, ifs, and ors about it. It is a final decision, and I wish you all the best of luck in whatever you chose to do after this.

Either way, if you feel the need to call me an asshole, here are the ways to contact me.

Via e-mail : pretty_sly00@hotmail.com
Via MSN : pretty_sly00@hotmail.com
Via ICQ : 38718782

But I am telling you right now, if you do not have anything to bad up your argument, you are wasting your time. You want to call me an asshole, that is fine, but I will tell you what you did wrong too, so if you do not want to be criticized, then do not criticize me.

I hate to see this fed closed. But to be honest, I could not see myself running it with someone else. When Nick decided that he could no longer handle the pressure of running the CWF, I decided to leave too. The reason for that is simple. To run an efed, you need to have trust in all your partners and I really could not see myself trusting anyone as much as I trusted him. Nick wanted me to give the fed away but I just could not see myself doing that. I wanted to fight for this fed to stay open but when I saw that several people were lacking dedication, I realized that I was fighting for a lost cause. This definitely doesn’t apply to everyone because some of you rped your asses off every week and I thank you for that. Others would show up an rp for a week then disappear for two weeks. I hate members like you. You get booked for a show and never rp for it, leaving your opponent without anything to work with. You don’t even warn us about your departure. I also hate the people that sign up for the fed and never show there faces. Why do you waste the feds time like that?

This week was disgraceful. The showing for the battle royal made me want to throw in the towel. I still can’t believe what I saw there. Pathetic is all I have to say. If you all decide to continue your efedding careers and move on somewhere else then do me a favor. Don’t bitch when you lose!!! You will not always win, even though some of you think you are the greatest of all time. You are all bound to lose once in awhile. So deal with it. I think the CWF had the best talent out of all the efeds on X-Net but unfortunately we also probably had the biggest egos. Your egos could suck all the fun out of this game. The staff knew when some people would bitch because we were giving them the loss. We expected it because it came from the same people. So now I am going to do what no owner has ever had the balls to do. I’m giving you the good and the bad list.

The Bad

Arc Angel: I have never met a bigger baby in my life. Stop whinning about your loses and stop arguing about everything. You are not the best out there and you are not the best on X-Net. You had great potential but you’re too much of a kid to realize it. You disgraced the fed with what you pulled off during the X-Net tournament. Look at the rep you got because of it too. You lost in the quarters to an opponent who you out-rped 3 to 1. You think that was just a coincidence?

NightWolf: I was really fond of your skills. A little advice to you, stop listening to everything your brother says. Every time Arc was mad, he would threaten to quit and take NightWolf with him. Childish in my view.

Sikamike/KVD/Skittles(the NPN): These were the type of wrestles that I hated. They show up for a week and rp and then they are gone without notice. They no show for cards without telling anyone too. It’s this kind of lack of dedication that will drive a staff wild.

Paul(the writer): Here’s a man who was power crazy. Your only role in this fed was to write. THAT’S IT. You had no power over booking matches, creating angles and telling me what’s best for who. Get that in your head.

Big Ging: I really like you as a person man. One of my favorites to talk to. But I think you will agree with me that you had a poor showing as World Champ until the PPV. You lit up the rp board. My only regret with you is that you didn’t have the time to rp like you would’ve wanted. That’s the only reason why you are on the bad list.

Mad Dog: This guy came in the fed, won the IC title, and then disappeared. Where the hell did he go?

Blair Spikes: I hear you are good but you were in the CWF for a week and you started the biggest OOC war that the fed has ever seen.

All the newcomers who never rped: Screw you all.

The Good

Joe Taylor: Proud rper who put it all out every single week. We needed more people dedicated like him.

Keith Hampton: Class act and great rper.

Dillen James: Kind of rper that I wish I had 20 of. Pulls out 5 rps a week. All quality too.

Jason Starr: Could’ve been much more then he was if he hadn’t given up on himself.

Casey McGinnis: Put it all out there each week as well. Keep at it man.

Tera Rysin: Would have been a future world champ.

Big Ging: Yes you are on both lists. I loved this guy because he had a lot of pride in the CWF. He deservingly won the world title. As I said before, I only wish he had more time for the fed.

Paul (the writer): Yes you are here twice too. I thank him for being there to write for us. He did a good job week in and week out. I thank him for that.

There’s other in the fed to thank as well but you didn’t make an impact like the guys above.

In closing, I thank you for giving me this great experience as the co-owner of the CWF. Other then the bitching and this last week, I have no real complaints. Best of luck to all of you in the future.

George a.k.a. Jimmy”Juice”Jackson

E-mail : TheGreatOne_9@hotmail.com
MSN : TheGreatOne_9@hotmail.com