Oh Well, Too Bad, NOT Sad
I find it interesting how ppl suck. For some reason Cameron put me on his ignore list and I dunno why. I was wondering where he went then I did a lil "block checker" and he blocked me.. wtf? I didnt even do anything.. last thing I said was...'having fun in London'? and hes like 'Im home' then that was it... oh well whatever if he wants to be like that then fine. Not a problem. I have to stick with my new motto...it seems to help and work cause Im TOO NICE and ppl take advantage of that and treat me like shyt. My moto is: Dont take shyt from guys...yeah Im really tired of things so now Im starting to learn things. Today I was debating rather or not to do something..Im not gonna say what/who cause he MAY read this but after I thought about things I thought...man Im stupid..why would I do something "nice" for someone thats a TOTAL JACKASS!! Why should I do something for someone I dislike at the moment...because I am too nice but thats gonna stop!!! Wahohoo Im trying to be a stronger, better person and not put up with stupid things and stupid ppl that try to ruin me. die! die! die!!! Anyways, it was another rainy day..ick I hate the rain but I hate snow evern more! I went tanning today and it was great..went to work too and checked out the mall. Le Chateau has some NICE shiney shirts..wow I love them all but they cost so much...like 25-40 bux for a shirt and I seen one furry sweater for 75 bux.. wtf? thats NUTS!! geez. Anyways my hands are freezing...I think its because I sit by the window and I can feel a draft from the window or the wall or somethin.. I dunno... anyways bi bi!!


John Silver - Come On Over

cold and blah
today has been such an icky day... rain all day and now its all foggy. I am FREEZING! geez Im always so cold but it sux. My hands & feet get cold so fast.. :( bah. Didnt do much today just went to work and whatnot..tommorow Im gonna go tanning cause I havent gone since Thursday..actually I only went once last week. I think this week Im gonna start my Christmas shopping! I dont like to do it early BUT I hate going to the stores in December... I hate the line ups... the people all over...not getting a good parking spot and the snow.. eek. I still dunno what to buy for everyone..Im unsure!! I dont have much to type about I guess...I also HATE this webcam more and more every day.. meh.. oh well I guess. bibi


Sean Paul - Run Di World

Gonna Knock U Out~
First off I have a few pics from last night... here they are... anyways my night was bah. Sooo after awhile of crap and Natasha not making up her mind on what to do she ends up at my house and Adam was gonna pick us up and my house and we were gonna go to Kingdom... so Adam is sooo slow and we dont get there till after 10:30..and wow I've never seen such a LONG line so there was like NO chance of getting in so we go to 77 (where I was gonna go in the first place) and I was on the guestlist and yeah same story there...big line up that doesnt even move!!! AND the guestlist line was long too..meh so then we end up at the Roxxbury..NOW I've never gone there but its more of an "older" crowd... older is damn straight!! We get there with no line and hang out..the music is REALLY good..I love it and all but it was like old people all over...kinda felt outta place u know? I seen some nice costumes too...the best was a guy was a shower!!! hahaha it rocked!! So anyways this guy dressed as a knight (hes oogly too), I guess he was in his 20's..ANYWAYS hes like kissing my hand and trying to get me to stand up and I didn't wanna so he like starts to make out with my hand and come closer to my face so I like turn on my head and he TRIED to kiss me! wtf?! so I punched him away from me... haha it was great.. there were guys at the bar laughing at the loser... man u dont just walk up to a chick and try to kiss her.. he was drunk yeah but still, asshole! haha then later some older bald guy starts talking and wanted to buy me a beer and he like.. WOULDNT go away and I felt really uncomfortable so finally he left and yeah it wasnt that fun there...maybe when Im 30 I will go there :D hahaha... so today I had to get up fast cause the bank closed at 1 and I had to cash in my bound and whatnot and I had to go early cause what a line... geez!! THEN I go at 3 to get my nails done... they were like trying new things and it took like 2 hrs to do!!! They are nice though, and feel real. I found out to get the gel extentions french manicure costs 45 bux! geez..I got it for free :D!! The chicks there make NICE money..damn thats why I wanna get into this stuff.. 15 bux an hour? hell yah!!! I also found out today my best body part is my hands! The chick loved my hands and said I should do hand modeling... hmmm maybe I should? ;) anyways Im home tonight, felt like blah.. tis all, long unedited post!! check out some new stuff I added!! TATATATA!!


SZ - Somebodys Watching Me

boo
Welp Im not gonna type too much tonight cause Im geting tired. Anyways Im re-doing some things on the website as u can see... Im still not done stuff and I have some digi cam pics to add also...I find it interesting when someone posts a rude comment in my guestbook or wherever... yeah I know not everthing will be positive BUT when someone is insulting the way u look then they have some issues... its kinda sad...I feel bad..aww.. haha right! I've seen girls post shyt that like on other webpages..about how a girl is too skinny or shes ugly when I personally think they aren't..everyone has an opinion, yeah but if u have nothing nice to type then dont type anything at all...stop trying to get a small piece of satisfaction..geez some people NEVER grow up. Anyways I'll type about my Halloween tommorow... also Im gonna get fake nails done tommorow..this will be interesting...my aunt called today asking if it was aight if I came in to her salon tommorow afternoon to get nails done. It costs like 20-30 bux to get em done usually I think BUT she just hired a nail tech and she needs a "hand model" so my aunt said she thought of me....Yay!! Im gonna pay attention to this too because I may take up nails next year in skool... we will seeeeeeeeee


Micheal Jackson - Thriller

Nice Day weee
So the virus is ALL gone now... YAY! finally got rid of that headache!! Tommorow is Halloween and I dunno what Im gonna be doing yet..bah!! that sucks but its all good :D! I got my webcam up BUT its my old stupid one that SUCKS ASS! I cant get my good one working I guess cause its older and I now have XP so it wont run..crap. I need a new webcam..someone help? :) anyways my speakers werent lighting up since I took apart my dash so I got Adam to fix it for me...I guess the ground came loose so that was simple and down...I was happy cause I missed my speakers so much. Its true, you dont know what u got till its gone.. haha now I can go back to getting attention from bois! Now that Im thinking about it, I havent used my strobe lights for awhile now..geez I think I forgot that I had them haha its okay I will use it sometime before it snows... I hope!!!! Today I went out for a lil drive and such and checked out a few stores cause I didnt go to work so it was kool. I payed all my bills now for the month...ugh.. I hate bills!! save me! I need money so bad I swear...my whole pay went to my car insurance...actually NO I had 8 bux left lol DAMN man! Welp Im gonna think of new things to add to my site and hopefully add em soon and watch some tv so.. tata :D!!


Sean Paul - Ever Blazing

DIE worm DIE... the virus that is
SOoooooooooo yesterday after sitting around being mad at the computer I ended up bringing it to Paul's house... it got all fixed up and stuff and Windows XP was put on...sweet...err not! I'm gonna say that if u get XP most ppl will get the WORM virus. So yeah I found out thats what it was cause many ppl told me on MSN that they have had it with XP. After like 3 hrs I finally get something that works and its gone! Yay! Today I do Windows Update and try to install my digi cam and whatnot and BAM I get it again... WTF? its sooo annoying!!! So now I downloaded Norton 2004 and em doing a virus scan and its showing me some files are infected...sweeeeeet Im gonna fix it all and make my computer all happy. I have no webcam right now hooked so no pics up yet. I have like 0 pics on my PC... dont worry Im gonna get it up soon. I guess thats it for now. bibi


Baracuda - DAMN!

eek
Yesterday was my G-ma's 80th birthday thing...it was aight I guess...abit of bitching and such (not at me) but yeah its final now.. I DO NOT want to see my dad's family at all this Christmas. I dont like them cause they start shyt with me....my godmother is mad at me because I didnt "say hi" to her a few months ago when I walked into the room... why cant she say hi? then she got mad cause she said the gift I got her for her bday was "cheap" and she trashed it... wtf is that? Yeah Im poor... whats ur point? u dont "hate" on someone cause they cant afford a nice gift.. its the THOUGHT right? yeah so fuk u :D anyways for my g-ma's thing we went to a nice chinese buffet thingy...kinda sad cause there were some young couples there and I kinda felt lonely :/ I ended up staying home last night and cleaned my room. Today Nick reformatted my computer...some stuff is fuked up and I cant figure out why!! I have no soundcard and no CD rom Drive OR Cd burner drive... yeah it sucks ASS cause I was hoping to install stuff but I cant use the CD ROM so I cant ... UGH!!! anyways thats it for now... tata folkz!


Britney Spears - OverProtected

Not Happy :(
Well I went out tonight hoping I'd see Devin cause yeah I really wanted to... eventually after awhile of walking around and such we seen him & Joe. So Joe said they were gonna get a beer... anyways lets just say for most of the night Devin would be like.. Im gonna get get Joe I'll be right back and then not come back or he was talking wif some girls I I said come dance with me and he said he will in abit and never did... yeah I wasnt very happy cause I liked him and all but then I think... why do I like him? he lives far away from me, he has a SUPER busy life... plus hes a bad kisser lol I dont care about that but still I wonder why I am so stupid. I felt sick all night then when this started I felt even worse cause my nerves were all crazy. Vanessa tried to talk to them both cause Joe likes her and such so I dunno...Devin mentioned something about his life being busy which is true but I dunno... maybe thats the last time I will/talk to him :( ugh I suck. I always pick the wrong ones. WHY oh WHY do I have such bad luck? man he is sooo hot too and perfect :( at least I kissed him I guess .. meh... Im just not very happy right now. Dwayne was there trying to help..awww and I seen Eric too... :D!! some guy there I think liked me but he came to me when I was pissed off and felt like ugh so I didnt wanna really talk to him. He just stood beside me for like 10 mins smiling and staring at me... it was odd. He wanted to help me out but I wasnt happy and didnt really feel like talking much I guess... Ahhhhhhhhhh I think I make myself go crazy...seriouslly I do. I think I should give up and I know I should but I dunno..im stubborn I guess... oh well thats it for now I dont feel like really typing anymore cause Im sad. bibi


Tim Deluxe - Just Wont Do

hello winter
Welp not much to say I guess... my car is done...the interior that is! Its all painted and such. Im debating if I should do a clearcoat cause the paint seems to scratch easy and thats not good... ugh... I dunno we shall see I guess. My speaker box isnt working either cause I guess the wires came loose... CRAPPY!! ugh. I didnt do much tonight cause I didnt have to work so I went tanning and hung around and checked out some stores... trying to get Christmas shopping ideas and such. Tommorow will be a busy day...Gotta do a few things in the day then head to my aunt's house around 6 cause she just moved in a new house that was just built then I'm heading to Natasha & Vanessa's around 9:30 then we are going to 77...so yeah its gonna be busy but thats aight. Welp not much else to say Im gonna watch some more MXC and then Mad Tv... tata!!


Wildlife- Queer Eye Theme

dont drive small cars
not much up I guess... I was painting some of my dash tonight at Adam's shop and on my way home I went down HWY 20 and before u go down the hill there was a car crash. Everyone in my lane was pulling over to the gravel cause there was smahed glass EVERYWHERE!! This suv type deal thing rear ended a Honda Civic Hatchback and the WHOLE back was smashed in...so smashed it was basically in the backseat!! I never seen something so smashed before... I dont think there were people in the car... I seen a bunch of ppl on the gravel and a few cars pulled over and whatnot. When I got home I called Devin... ugh I dunno about him. I like him and hes hotttttt like woah and I would love to get to know him better...BUT hes a super busy guy. Considering first off he lives 30 mins away he goes to skool and works. He told him how he has essays of like 25 pages typed to do and whatnot so that kinda sucks. I dunno if hes going to 77 Friday... I'd like to see him but I dunno.... ugh this sucks... I have such bad luck with guys I swear. haha it was funny cause he didnt know my name... but thats okay cause I didnt really know his I kinda did but I wasnt positive... maybe I'll talk to Natasha tommorow night or something and see if maybe she wants to double date... like me & Devin and her & Ian...I dunno I shouldnt give up but know nows.. maybe he will be at 77 Friday? i dunno... kinda sucks and if he did date I dunno how it would even work out? I guess I'll just wait and see but time is going by fast!! geez.. :( ugh thats it for now


Nelly - St. Louie