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CottonKandy
Sunday, 12 October 2003
I feel so cursed....
wow today is a boring day. I think Im gonna reformat my computer tommorow cause I still need to pick up the CD and no one has Windows XP so I guess Windows 98 has to be used..ugh... sometimes I just sit here and think of things in life...things from the past and how I wish I could of changed or done stuff different. Sometimes I wonder... "what if"... and then a million thoughts go threw my head. I do wish I could go back in my past and change things...maybe right now I'd be more happy with the outcome. Today is a nice day outside yet I dont have much to do and its a Sunday...what is there to do on a Sunday? nothing at all. This sucks indeed. Maybe I will go for a drive later or I dunno what yet...I need to go do something and hopefully I will. Welp I guess thats it for now...Im also having a HARD time downloading the new Sting song... Send your love the remix one... I keep finding ones with loops and whatnot.. bah! Okay bi


Aila - Ayla Part 2

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 4:15 PM EDT
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Never Again
Last night was GREAT to see all my friends again.. I missed u all and u know that!!! I took pics but my digi cam is fuked up on my computer and wont let me upload anything! wtf? Anyways I had a few drinks there but HELLO stupid me didnt eat anything and Nick had food everywhere...Im dumb, I know. Later on me & Amy headed for 77 (club) and we met up with Rob & Chris... lol thx for the comment Rob... haha Christina Aguilera lol nice. It was nice to see them bois too...its been awhile...seen Eric although he ignored me but whatever thats his thing. Man I drank a few more bottles and felt it... I had to sit, so I chilled on the bathroom floor... that image of me sitting there was rather scary cause it brings back memories...as most of u guys know :( anyways this chick comes up and she told Amy's friend that she KNEW me.. Im like wtf? who r u? then she told me from FTJ Im like WOAH cause her bf dated one of my friends YEARS ago and he was also there so I went out to talk to him for abit. aww they are so cute. Must be nice to have a boyfriend.. :s anyways yeah Amy drove me home cause shes like...we are going cause I was all icky and I got sick when I got home...ewww never has that happend before to me and the morning sucked too.. I got sick twice and I had neckpain and a headache from my neck...man it was nasty. I didnt feel normal again till like 6pm tonight and I didnt really eat food till like 4:30... mmm Wendys..I was so hungry that I didnt feel hungry anymore and I ate slowly and ended up eating it all! Yay me!!! Tonight I just hung with Jen cause shes home for the weekend and we didnt do much cause I still felt kinda blah. Tommorow my grandparents come over around 4 and I KNOW my grandma is gonna start something with me cause I dont eat much...nor do I eat a lot of meat and it always starts a fight cause she bitches at me about it... ugh whatever. Im just sitting here watching CHEATERS cause I love that show...fuken dogs I swear. I wish all the cheaters would burn in hell.... what losers omg... tommorow I hope a certain boy comes over.. I doubt it but I need someone to keep me company and he is the perfect single boy! Man I cant believe there are no single ppl anymore.. its like maybe a group of 7 ppl I know that are single that I hang with often. Almost everyone I know is taken...even the guys that I wouldnt mind getting to know but I guess thats not gonna happen...its okay though cause I keep thinking... things happen for a reason although I hope I get what I want in the end mauaha :p


Sting - Send Me Your Love (remix)

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 12:38 AM EDT
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Friday, 10 October 2003
busy weekend
Well I decided I'd better update now since later I probley wont want to. I think I may need to buy some more alkeehall mauaha I have 5 bottles but that could be aight. Anyways I gotta go to work in a few hours then go for a quick tan and eat supper and whatnot...head over to Nicks around 7 and hang with everyone and wait for Amy to call to see if we are going to 77 or what after and hopefully she will drive this time since I'll be drinking cause i want to! :D yay!! Then tommorow its my girl's birthday!! NATAHSA & VANESSA! Yay!! next weekend we hit the bar... oh ya hottness! Then Im taking off for Amy's lil birthday party and whatnot then maybe hang with Jen cause shes home and Sunday my grandparents are over to eat supper and blah blah then probley hang with Jen doing I dunno what... Monday is my moms birthday and we are going out to eat or something... plus I have to go into work Sat, Sun, Mon and Im gonna go Tuesday afternoon too. Yay busy for once :p I guess thats it time to do whatever... tata!!


Debbie Deb - Look Out Weekend

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 2:41 PM EDT
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Lovely....
Today was ANOTHER nice day which was great. This weekend shall be good hopefully I have some things planned so it shall be good. Party at Nick's tommorow so that shall be fun! I think sometime this week Im gonna have Nick over to help me re-format this pos computer :D Its so slow and stuff pop up and my digital camera WONT upload and Ive tried everything... oh well the computers a mess anyways. ALSO I've been working on the SoundWaves website and I'll be posting the address up soon for u all to go see!! Btw, ERIC if ur reading this where did u go? u like ran away or u have me on ignore? hmm just wondering whats up with that. I dont have much else to say tonight I guess...gonna watch teh end of Mad Tv and probley get ready for bed soon. Tata!!


Britney Spears - Me Against The Music

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 12:37 AM EDT
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Wednesday, 8 October 2003
Its a fine day...
wow so nice outside today I just wanted to stay outside forever. I went for a walk this afternoon which was nice...its so quiet around my area and I went for a lil longer then I usually do. I went walking and it was sooo hot out I went around the block and people in my area are mostly old and very friendly so I was talking to a few ppl I never even seen before and seen the cutest golden retreiver...it was growling at me lol cause I guess it thought I was gonna walk on the grass..didnt have a leash on it but its owner was in the back yard..I was gonna pet it but Im like.. hmm maybe not haha Welp I went to work this afternoon and checked out the dollar store and whatnot cause I like them stores... fun stuff!! This week is gonna be so nice out and Im glad cause I dont want the cold weather and snow to come just yet. Tommorow Im gonna go out for a walk too. I dont really have much to say tonight so Im gonna watch Ricki Lake and play with my ab wheeler and tone up the flubber :P bibiz


Miss Jane - It's A Fine Day (Barcode Brothers mix)

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 10:30 PM EDT
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Tuesday, 7 October 2003
Go for the Gold.....never stop
Today was sooo nice outside...wow it was so different...I miss warm weather. I would love to down to Florida once more. I've been to FL 4 times now and wouldnt mind making it the 5th time. I washed my car and I bough these fruity things at Shoopers... they are Glad air freshners and they are like the ones that stick and they smell nice! MMM my car smells good. I went to work and mad I thought I was gonna die.. my mom told me I had LOTS of papers that came in so I go in and im like HOLY CRAP! The ammount I got in today was what I'd get usually in 3 days or so... this is crazy!! Next week is some more Jewish holiday stuff so my boss isnt working in the afternoons so I will hopefully catch up and stuff. Today I got MAIL! WoW I never get snail mail. I got my cheque from the government cause I dont make a lot of money although they give me hardly anything... AND I got my invitation for Michelle's wedding!! Its so pretty and girly hehe I'm not sure who my date will be. I DO wanna bring my mom but then again I wanna bring a guy but who knows... I will wait till like the end of October and pick my guy or something and see what happendeds.. if I cant find a guy or he cancels I bring mom. haha aww... I didnt eat much today during the day and when I was on the scale at work it said I gained a pound...now that pisses me off. I really wanna loose 20 lbs but its so hard and I don't wanna limit myself to things and I love my Mcdonalds...I think I just need more exercise!! GRRRRR Welp thats it for now... theres not much else to type!! bi



S Club - Dont Stop

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 11:29 PM EDT
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Monday, 6 October 2003
Super Styles
Hey Hey! Not much up just watching the rest of that 70's show. My day wasnt too bad I guess cept I still have pains... the pain is in my neck and goes down my neck to the end of my both sholders so when I move my arms it pulls... owww. Im gonna put some stuff on it soon and rub it. Im sooo lucky I didnt get a headache!! I ALWAYS get headaches when my neck hurts... yay! Work wasnt bad..time went by fast actually which was good. Its Jewish holidays and stuff so next week my boss is in only in the mornings so Monday, Tuesday and Thursday I'll probley go it the afternoon which will be good cause I need all the money I can get! Yay!! Lass night I had a bad dream about my car. NOW lass time I kept having dreams of my car either being stolen, smashed up or broken in to and then not long ago after all them dreams my cousin's car got broken in to... odd? yeah maybe I dunno and they just seemed to stop and now I had one about my car, my mom's car and my dad's car being stolen... ugh I dunno we will see what happends tonight I guess. Its Amy's 19th birthday today (the 7th) wahohooo I think Im gonna call her cell right now and hopefully I'm the first to call her... haha shes legal now... although she was using her sister's id. hahaha nice. Welp I guess thats it for now I need to wait for my brother to come home cause he doesnt have a key... meh... okay tata!!!
Benny B - Illusion

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 11:52 PM EDT
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Could Careless....
I just woke up not long around and of course I wake up with neckpains all overto my shoulders. I hate having pains all the time off and on...it sucks! Anyways not much happended yesterday cause the weather was gross so I just went to work and that was it. Today Im going to work early and doing stuff there and after that Im not sure what probley not much...just watch tv maybe and then I probley pick up my brother at 11:30 or something from my cousin's house. My blog thing wasnt working yesterday because it was being stupid I guess but it seems to be working fine today. Welp I dont have much else to say cause Im "boring" I guess... haha yep thats meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! Anyways I gotta go eat and get ready. bi guys!

Tim Deluxe - Less Talk More Action

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 10:40 AM EDT
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Saturday, 4 October 2003
Its a bore
Well lets just say this weekend has been somewhat boring! I havent even really gone out anywhere... I was gonna go out last night then no one wanted to go or whatnot so meh. Tonight I felt icky and yet again ppl were either busy or didnt wanna go out. I cant believe that almost everyone I know has a bf/gf... this kind of sucks for me and a few of my friends are are single cause we are always alone since everyone else is busy. I hate this now its starting to drag. Then again I guess I shouldnt rush things eh? Today I went to the mall and picked up stuff for my mom cause its her bday on Thanksgiving but I gave her gift to her tonight from basically me & my dad and she liked it. Im gonna get the purfume I bought her "glow" although it's not the real one and I got her the "celine dion" one but its not the real one either but they smell REALLY nice! Im really diggin the GLOW so thats gonna go on my Christmas list I believe. I went into Ardenes and picked up a lil tan coloured beenie! Its so cute I had to get it although I think I should of gotten black or got a black one cause it was buy one, get one half price but Im like meh... man I've felt like major crap since last night and Im not sure why... sometimes my body gets fuked up cause of the "medicane" Im on and I just feel like barf. My mom woke me up at 8am today to go to some chruch bake sale thingy and to a dollar store to pick up cheap good makeup.. man I havent gotten up at 8:00 in awhile. I went tanning today also it was aight, my legs are getting darker which is good cause they seemed to be not that dark. I CANT believe how cold the weather is getting outside...man its nuts plus today at like 11 ish or so it was SO black out and Im like ya its gonna rain and my moms like it looks too dark for just rain then AS SOON as we got to the house in my mom's car it started to hail then the hail came down HARD and FAST! It was crazy!! I couldnt believe it was that cold outside... brrrr I guess no Indian summer this year! ALSO I took a lil drive downtown and its a MESS cause of the bike thing this week its crazy looking! Welp thats it.. gonna watch some more Mad Tv and relax since I still feel.. ugh... tata!


Soul Sonic Force - Planet Rock

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 11:40 PM EDT
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Friday, 3 October 2003
ah..
why is it that sooo many guys do drugs or smoke or do both? I dont understand this. If there are any guys reading this that DONT do EITHER that are SINGLE post up!! I sometimes think I should let my "standards" down but I just cant do it. Im not gonna date someone that does something I hate. Not gonna work. Its just getting hard to find a good guy that doesnt cheat and isnt slowly fuking his life up... Im picky so deal with it :p You get high/smoke or cheat you are OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya!!! end of story... Okay bed time bibibi

Posted by ex/cottonkandy at 1:30 AM EDT
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