Quiet & Calm
Welp the rain has seemed to stop right now so thats good its all quiet outside but I have a feeling it will rain again. Anyways I went down to the bar tonight to pick up my pay and I walked in & Darren was writing it out so I got it and left and when I left this guy was leaving who is a regular there and he was talking and hes like... u have a nice car and asking where Im at now and he even said how that place is horriable... so yeah thats what everyone has been saying. I checked out my pay and it was more then I thought cause he said he didnt take off taxes so thats good! Now I'll have my sticker paied for, for the year cause its like 74 bux... ugh sucky. I've been working out on this Ab Wheeler my mom bought for a buck when she was at garage sales Saturday so hopefully that plus me watching my cal's helps and makes the pounds drop! That would rock!! Anyways not much to say... I added 5 PICS to the gallery and will be adding more over the next few days so keep checking!!!! byebye


TomCraft feat. Benny B - Loneliness

Rain Rain and more rain
Welp yesterday I did my day stuff and headed to the beach at 8 or so... man Im not gonna sit alone at the beach on a Sunday night with my strobes on... I had so many guys come up to me asking me about them and whatnot. One guy came up and started to talk and had a BAD accent and I couldnt understand and hes like... do u have a bf? and I told him no but Im not looking for one lol I did give him my cell phone number to be nice but Im REALLY bot interested...anyways yeah we all gathered at the beach and hung out and whatnot it was pretty kool. HAHA this guy came and was talking to Craig and he had like knifes and stuff in his ghetto hick truck and was selling all kinds of junk I guess... it was kinda cold out and there were bugs all over my car.. eww. I then went to Tim Hortons and got my bagel cause I havent been there in awhile at night and the lady is like asking me where I've been lol and checking out my lights in the car cause she always does my order and I guess Im the only one that goes there that orders that. hahaha it was nice. Anyways thats it for now its raining right now and iI have NO idea where my window was left open half way down.. i NEVER leave then that opended!!!! Im lucky no one stole my shyt... anyways car is SOAKED and Im scared of it going moldy and whatnot.. ugh.. anyways byebye


TomCraft- Loneliness

Its aight
Welp Im not gonna sit here and bitch about my night or whatnot... it wasnt too bad although I was rather dissapointed about a few things but thats life I guess. Anyways to WHOEVER prank called my cell phone... probley a friend... why did u do that? u fuken call and go.. hello? hello? hello? then hang up... man get a life!! Prank calling is for 12 year olds and I dont want to deal with stupid 12 year bullshyt. That just pissed me off... ANYWAYS the days seem to go by so fast and the nights seem to drag on so long, but I guess thats beacuse fall is coming. Im gonna hate winter cause I always feel so limited as to what to do or where to go out because I HATE driving in snow/icey weather. Ugh..anyways Im downloading the rest of Jeepers Creepers 2 so maybe I will watch both of them sometime... although I'd like to watch them with a certain someone ;) welp I guess thats it for now I juss finished cleaning up abit and for some reason I feel tired so Im gonna watch some MXC on the computer and eventually go to bed....btw, DTA (Dont trust anybody) :p bye folkz!


Billy Ocean - Caribbean Queen

eek
I hope Cameron doesnt read what I wrote yesterday hahaha I dont think he'd like all the negative stuff I wrote about... aww... anyways Im just drying my hair then heading out for abit and I think ppl are going to the Binbrook fair later, either that or I go to the Falls but I have no money for the falls as I have too many bills and not enough money for fun time. Oh well its okay :) byebye... ps.
I love that song below!!


Jakatta - American Dream

i dunno
tonight was somewhat boring I guess. I guess u could say that sums up my life as well... boring. Nothing seems to be going well right now everything is so negative and i hate it but certain things I cant change and I know that. I think Im starting to hate Hamilton..everything here sucks... I cant seem to find happiness anywhere and I cant understand why because I try.. I do and nothing seems to work. Tommorow will be another boring day... maybe I'll stay home because what else am I gonna do? I have hardly any money to go out and people are always busy and yeah... anyways enough with all the crap and how bad this week has been. I still need to add more pics in the gallery once I get them but Im not sure how long that will take since Im not in a picture mood that often. Monday I go out looking for a job and tommorow Im gonna fax out some resumes to a bunch of banquet halls. Well I guess thats it I dont feel like typing much tonight and I guess Im gonna sleep. bye


Malia - Purple Shoes

Ah the single life
First off my mom is doing pretty good. She has a bad rash still though and it looks bad. She got some pills and whatnot so hopefully it goes away soon. She actually went out today for abit :p So anyways I've been single now for 5 months and Im usually NEVER single and if so its like 3 months or so then Im dating someone...but I dont wanna date just ANYONE.. common!! I cant date a guy that smokes or does any kind of drug... yes WEED IS A DRUG! I dont like that stuff nor can I stand it so if I dated a guy that did that its NOT gonna work so yeah thats basically the "biggies" I guess u could say. I also have a HUGE problem with trusting guys as many of u know due to things that have happended and Chris CHEATING on me.. god knows how many times. I have a huge trust factor... not with my friends though because they are my friends and I love them all!!! yay!! Man Im sooo bored... OH btw, I have my cam up.. it was one I had up before then it fuked up cause I hooked up my digi cam but now its back and its SOOO clear. ALSO! I deleted the gallery and am adding new pics up from this cam so they will be recent ones! I guess thats it... im bored :/ bye


Christina Aguilera - Dirrty

Not sure
Yeah my mom is sick. She broke out in a bad body rash yesterday and still has it today, its horriable she also seems to have flu like symptoms like fever, chills, body ache... She now went to the hospital cause she cant stand it. This kinda sounds like Westnile in away which I hope its not because those symptoms can be the same for Westnile.... so now shes gonna be there for awhile cause they are sooo slow down there... ugh we will see what happens :/

Suppage
Hello Hello! I decided Im gonna post now... although I may make another post later tonight...not sure yet.
Welp its getting close to Saturday and that means going to OSHAWA to meet Billy.. man this is gonna be nuts!! I hope everything goes well and whatnot. I should post a picture of him .. maybe in my next post or something... I know u'll be jealious lol Anyways I think im heading over to Adam's shop later since I havent seen him in abit and yeah... I think a few other guys might come too, Im not sure. Tonight Im going to work and go tanning..probley head to the beach and see what happends from there. I should take my moms car! I havent really took it out yet. haha that'd be so fun :p Welp I think thats it for now Im gonna go hang with my mom cause shes sick or something and then get ready. Bi guyz!


Nas f. Puff Daddy - You Can Hate Me Now

cleaned the blog up
Welp today I realized just how many and who reads this. Remember that whatever I post is MY opinion or how I feel at the time I type it. So today was an aight day I guess I got a needle at the doctors and its still sore. I hate when it hurts. Im re-doing my closet because its crazy! I cant believe how much clothes I have and I am ALWAYS buying more!! I have a HUGE pile or clothes on my bed right now cause I kinda ran out of hangers... I think I will fix everything tommorow. Went to work and whatnot then headed to the beach... got a few things cleared up with Jodi so everything is ALL GOOD.. oh hell yeah its ALL GOOD... if only u guys knew... mauahahaha.. Anyways thats it for now... tata!!


Missy Elliott - Son Of A Gun

Mad
Yeah Im mad I worked at the bar like what? 2 weeks ago? or something and I STILL dun hav emy pay. They said Saturday and yeah I called today and Darren is like come by Monday around 6... wtf? ANOTHER week? geezus. I went to eat food from Fast Eddies cause I was mad and now I feel fat :(