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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Thu, 22 May 2003 21:38:11 EDT
Subject: uh oh
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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I hope I didnt get you into trouble with the IM. I was just gonna say to take me out, but nooooo, you had to tell me you were crazy about me, and I have been dying to talk to you, to tell you we are getting divorced, so I was hoping I could slide it in quick without getting you in trouble lol. Sorry, if I did, hon. And just so you know, I am going insane without being able to talk to you!!!!!!!! I miss you and I love you.
Thinking of you always,
~Your Geek
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Fri, 23 May 2003 01:10:12 EDT
Subject: (no subject)
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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omg, I am climbing out of my skin, I want....errrr....better make that NEED to talk to you so much!!!!!!!! Lynn said she was going to bed, now make her lol!!!!!!!!! I miss you so much baby!
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Fri, 23 May 2003 02:17:42 EDT
Subject: (no subject)
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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Is that spy shit still on your comp? Cause if it is, wont she be able to find this email account? Anyway, I talked to Jeff tonight, and he told me what the rumors were. You didn't tell me she found the pictures too!!!!!! I know why everyone blames me now, they all think I sent you NAKED pics of myself! Or at least thats what someone told Jeff. This is just beautiful. We really have to talk. I am at a complete loss for words. If you ever get to check this, find me somehow, try IM, call me, write me, whatever. The only thing that ever makes anything better is hearing from you and I really need things to be better right now.
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Fri, 23 May 2003 21:31:41 EDT
Subject: Have you given up on me? lol
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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Its a new day! lol. Sorry about all the drama in the the last letter, that whole naked pic thing caught me a little off guard, no wonder why everyone thinks I am a little skeeze. That was, I promise, a rare moment of weakness. That was so not me, I do not usually get all upset and become little miss drama queen. Just, my life has been changing drastically in the past week and I am hitting my breaking point with the stress I guess. I cant eat, I cant sleep, and I feel like breaking down and crying too often, at which point I call my old boss who reminds me that I dont cry. lol. Sounds crazy, but it does me a world of good to hear it. It all started when he and I were in the office one day and we had had problem after problem that week with girls leaving work early cause they couldn't stop crying for some reason or another, and we were talking about it, and then he was like, "you know, you have been here a long time, and I can't even count the times you and I have gone a round, and you are the same way with all the other managers, do you ever cry?" So, it started as a joke, and has reminded me of my humor when I get upset ever since. But anyway lol. I went and looked at some places today, I didn't find anything I was particularly excited about. I just felt like they were all missing something, hmmmm, maybe it was you...
I really really miss you, and just to know that you had read these would make me feel a little better lol, so I keep checking my email for a return receipt lol.
I guess why I really want to talk to you is because I want to know what you want from this. I mean, I am single (not officially yet, but that means nothing lol), and I know this is so early and I totally dont want you to feel like I am pushing you into anything. I just want to know, do you want to see if this is going to go anywhere? Because, if you do, obviously I dont want to become unavailable again lol (well, unless you're the reason ;) ) And if you dont, haha, well, thats for me to know. I am not asking you to leave her and run away with me (unless you want to :*), I just need an idea of what direction I am heading in, and what your intentions are. And like I said, I just need an idea, I dont need a concrete yes or no to anything. God, I really hope I am not A) scaring you away cause you think I am going way too fast or B) making you feel like I am pushing you into anything. Well, I promised myself this was the last letter until I hear from you, I am starting to feel like I am stalking you lol. I miss you so much and I love you even more.
Thinking of you always,
Holli
p.s. what ever happened to Holls anyway? lmao
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Sat, 24 May 2003 02:53:36 EDT
Subject: lol, OK, I'm really bad at keeping promises to myself lmao
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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I was in the lounge and lynn came in and said "Just for anyone who feels they need to know, James and I are not together anymore" Is this for real? Or a heat of the moment thing? I know I have heard that from her before and the next day, lo and behold...well, you know how this one goes lol. Not that I can say anything, I have been saying that for 6 years. This TIME I am serious though, this is the real thing for me. I just wonder if it is for you hun. I would really like to hear from you to see that you are doing ok. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! I hope to hear from you soon, love.
Missing you,
Your baby ;)
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Sat, 24 May 2003 02:53:36 EDT
Subject: lol, OK, I'm really bad at keeping promises to myself lmao
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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I was in the lounge and lynn came in and said "Just for anyone who feels they need to know, James and I are not together anymore" Is this for real? Or a heat of the moment thing? I know I have heard that from her before and the next day, lo and behold...well, you know how this one goes lol. Not that I can say anything, I have been saying that for 6 years. This TIME I am serious though, this is the real thing for me. I just wonder if it is for you hun. I would really like to hear from you to see that you are doing ok. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! I hope to hear from you soon, love.
Missing you,
Your baby ;)
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From: OldNavyGrrrrl@aol.com
Date: Sun, 25 May 2003 00:31:22 EDT
Subject: missing you :(
To: JamesO_1998@yahoo.com
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Well, I guess you really did leave. I have been hanging around the lounge under a different name trying to get more info, WHERE ARE YOU? I am going crazy wondering where you are, honey. And I am driving myself crazy by wondering why you haven't called me yet either. I imagine you probably dont have access to your email and thats why all of this has gone unread, but damn, you should know I want to hear from you! Please, baby, call me, I miss you so much and my stomach is doing somersaults constantly. If thats not love I dont know what is lol. You make my stomach feel like I am riding a rollercoaster, excited but scared as hell! Oh, baby, where are you? Haha, I should stop because all I am doing is reitterating that I miss you, and I love you, and I am worried about you! And like I said, I already feel like I am stalking you, since I haven't heard from you, it is making me wonder if you still want anything to do with me.
Dying without you,
Holli
thenatural_69 (5/25/2003 7:20:28 PM): kudzu94: hey baby
kudzu94: of course, been missing you like crazy
thenatural_69: i miss you too
kudzu94: I can't tell, no messages or anything.... what's up?
thenatural_69 (5/25/2003 7:20:38 PM): thenatural_69: be thinking alot about you
kudzu94: sure you have
thenatural_69: i left lynn
kudzu94: lol
thenatural_69 (5/25/2003 7:20:46 PM): kudzu94: really??
thenatural_69: yes
kudzu94: when?
thenatural_69: the other day
thenatural_69: i did send u a message did u not get it?
thenatural_69 (5/25/2003 7:20:54 PM): kudzu94: NOPE
thenatural_69: hmmmmmmmmm
kudzu94: hold on brb
kudzu94: k?
thenatural_69: if i can hold on to u......
kudzu94: you bet
