Clement,
I'm so sorry for being petty over the web-page thing......it was actually a misunderstanding. At that time, only Ozy knew of your reactions after reading and he told Sherlyn by sending her an email. As you know, in an email it's difficult to explain others' expressions well thus Sherlyn got it all wrong. In that email, Ozy wrote something like that:
After Clement read the webpage, he laughed at it and said:" It's so stupid!"
On that very night Ozy and Sherlyn added me in their conversation. Ozy told Sherlyn not to tell me your reaction and left the conversation. Sherlyn knew that I wanted very much to know your reaction hence she told me. Having got it all wrong, her version of your reaction was the same as read in the email. I, too, got it wrong. I felt very depressed and angry. That's why I refused to listen to your calls on that very night.
It was not Ozy or Sherlyn's fault---it was mine. I didn't believe you...I didn't have faith in you. I'm so sorry.
These few days in school was terrible for me. I couldn't concentrate, I began feeling dizzy, tired and worst of all, my mood can change very fast. That's why I fought with my father. I didn't mind my mum's wrongdoings, my dad's behaviour, my sis's attitude nor my maid's temper. That's because, I have you. I look forward to going to school everyday because that's when I can see you. But, after we have ended, I've gone berserk. In the day, I can refrain from being too sad. But at night, when everyone's sleeping, I cried. I blamed myself for hanging up your calls.
I have never really like my sis, mum nor anyone before. Why place you above all? You mean a lot to a girl who looks strong on the outside but weak inside. She need someone there to share her problems when her mum brought some really unnecessary people home. She need you to give her back her fighting spirit, her cheerfulness and herself. She's totally changed.
Can we rekindle? Can we start over again? Can we talk it over? Regrets---because memories of us both resounds in her head. Agony---because it's all ended.
Amanda
