POETRY 02

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FOREVER SLEEP –(dedicated to my Grandmother)


Awaken be my fragile flower
You lie in bed and do not move
Her mellifluous laughter is now a gust of wind
I longed for serenity and mute.

Your strands of hair I used to touch
Your hands so soft and warm
Changes be, so stiff, so cold
The in extremis has just begun.

Their poignant is useless still
Solace is needed for nothing
Melancholy fills within me
Endless cry of anguish is here.

Yet gaiety your heart remains
For opaque your path no more
Lugubrious not I should be
Contentment is already here.

I bid farewell with absent tears
I felt your need for peace
To be mold by a godess like you
Uncertainty fades slowly...

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BLOOD STAIN ON MY WINDOW


i pressed my forehead on the window
staring at the children play
so gleeful, so free.
i felt the beat of my heart
and my futile fingers reach out for guidance
savoring the razorblade, i smiled.
i can actually tasete the tranquility of
wavering instance
the bitterness flows down my arms
and warm black blood
burning off my finger tips.
Death swims before me in hazy illusion
images oh so clear in my mind
i am numb, i am resolved, i am still.
i press my forehead on the window
staring as the children play
i am gleeful, i am free...

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MY OWN DILLUSION


Succumb in my labyrinth
Inhaling the empty room
I lurk; and tears so hot, falls
Sickening with my own pain
Enduring what i thought i own.

My hands cover my eyes
Heart pounding of notion
He is beside me with an empty soul
Why seem so wicked?
I hide my heavy burden.

You took my weakness
Replacing it with fear
Of being lost without you
I trampled within me.

To bleed is to gain
A petrified sympathy
Molded yet destroyed
Of what goes an eternity .
Reminisce what flew away

I am in sorrow
I am lost
I am dead.
And still, i dont own you..




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