I know barely anyone visits this place but by the time someone does and reads this, let it be known it is read when it is supposed to be read. I ask for for forgiveness from each and every one of you for this whole disaster. I guess I couldn't leave this school without being - once again - an unbearable burden. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me anymore...I can't help saying the things I say and I can't help doing the things I do...I've realized I'm digging my own hole and there is no one else to blame but me...dragging everyone down with me..well let go of my hand and I will let go of all of you let me fall on my own and forget about all of this. Don't pity me...because it's not what I'm looking for...