wow, I never thought one day could be so bad. Yesturday I went on a trip to the science center with my scienc class, and with my bestfriend Brandon. Well, I have crush on Brandon for over a year and he new it. All day long he was flirting with me and then around the middle of the day he started really being sweet, like holding my hand, letting me lean my head on him on the bus, and he even got a flowers, we had lunch together and we together ALLDAY. I was really happy when he said he wanted to come over Friday after school, and hang out on the weekend. I got home from school around 2:20 and all I could think about was Brandon. I had dreams about him, I could not stop thinking about him, and I even found myself writeing him name when I was trying to do my homework. Well, today at school the 10th 11th and 12th graders had map testing so from 7:40 - 10:45 we had to stay in one class room and do different weired things. Well after that I had lunch with Brandon, I was SOOO happy to see him. That was untill my other find Caitlin came up to me and told me not to talk to Brandon, and NOT to ask him out. I was like what the hell? Then she told me that they had the smae class all morning and they had been talking baout me and him. He said that he was REALLY clost to asking me out yesturday but when he work up this morning we was like "What the hell was I thanking, why did I almost ask her out?" the I found out that he did not want to go out with me and that it would never work and that he had a "girlfriend" in Indiana that he had not told me about. I cried so hard that I had to leave school. I mean this is just not fair. He should nto have been that way to me. I still like him and I will alway like him, but It may take a few week before I talk to him or even stay in the same room as him. Well, thats my greta story, now I will be single for a LONG time. But Brandon is still my top crush.