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My poems

• Diary Thought
  It's being a while since I left you...I'm not really so sure what I would like to say right now but I do miss you.
  So many things done in a short time
  So many doubts for nothing
  So little hopes for so much dreams
  So much feelings to share for having no one to share it with
  
  I hate the fact that I love you and not being able to have you.
  I hate memories that screws me up within time.
  I hate that I loved and now I'm lonely.
  I hate to be left...
  
  If feels like I'm in a road of loneliness with an unending unhappiness.
  So many thoughts coming out of my head at once; feeling like to explode.
  
  Internaly I'm dying becoming numb to feelings.
  Oh how I wish to find someone who can help me out because I'm dying becoming a walking hateful person.
  
  "Please someone hear my prayers"
  by: Tekuma
  
  
• The Final Thought
  Sometimes, I have wonder at night of how I end up here in this…capsule of time. It seems that I might not find the answer. Me being here with you; I call it time capsule because the moment that we spend is like 100 years of happiness but at the same time, it feels like 1 minute of a piece of joy. It is like if time flies by and at the same time stops. My heart goes fast when I feel you next to my body…mainly when we are making love but at the same time it feels like if my heart stops and picturing all my life time passing by with you, just like if it were a movie film cut into scenes. I don’t blame my body on the way it reacts sometimes when I am near you or when I am not. I don’t blame you from worrying about me when I am not around, not knowing where I’m at. It’s just a connection that we have that is so similar but unique. Our fights, sorrows, cries, tears, pain, happiness, smiles, memories, songs, times, and everything else; It is what makes the relationship called “us”. The way of my heart to show love is so unpredictable as well the capability to how far it will go to show it. It can be very scary…believe me. Sometimes, I don’t even know. It can be a scary thought and maybe a little bad. But one thing I do know, when my heart makes the choice on proving it; It’s a sincere, honest, loving, and fully spiritual action toward “the one” that is meant to be. I love you and really, I am crazy over you. I don’t mean to scare you or hurt you. I am sorry for that and I am also sorry that you have to put up with everything else that is me. It is a two way streets loving and we have to keep it rolling, because that future is “that way baby.” by: Tekuma
  
  
• The easiest thing
  It is very simple to look around for a woman that attracts your eyes…and maybe your dicks mind.
  It is not too hard but it can be to go ask that girl her name and maybe her number.
  It is a little complicating to start finding time to spend in order to get to know each other better.
  It is hard to let her know that you like her and maybe love her.
  It is extremely hard to be there when times are bad and just be there to support her in whatever she’s in.
  But the easiest thing out of all this is to love you and always keep you inside of me wherever I ago.
  by: Tekuma
  
  
• As I sit...
  As I sit on the ground
  here at the back of a beautiful park.
  I see a leaf floating around the air...
  is so peaceful just seeing
  the beauty
  that this park has which is
  just less then one percentage in this world...
  But as I think of that I realize that their is
  a greater beauty then just the earth
  and that's The Universe...Hmmm...
  I feel like if their is something missing..
  Seeing ALL this beauty is wonderful but
  I realize that without you,
  ALL this beauty is incomplete.
  by: Tekuma
  
  
• As I hold...
  
  As I hold this heart high so everyone can see how precious is
  to me. I think to myself why do I still love her after all
  the pain? We are so different but so similar at the same
  time. It is so confusing. I have been with so many girls but
  still can forget the one I true love. Is it just a weakness
  of me or is it because I am a true person that I do love no
  matter what. (Love without seeing who it is)??? Just lost in
  my mind...
  By: Tekuma

• I love...
  I love being with you and
  dicovering new things about you.
  I love learning what makes you laugh and
  finding the places where you are most ticklish.
  I love hearing stories about when you were little,
  and listening as you talk about
  your hopes and dreams.
  I love watching you when you are not looking
  and seeing all of your different expressions
  and countless smiles.
  I love the sound of your voice when
  I pick up the phone and the way it sounds
  when you whisper my name.
  I love holding hands and
  curling up next to each other.
  I love he way I feel when I'm with you
  by: Tekuma

• Tekuma
  I'm always lost
  but I know where I'm at.
  I'm always confuse
  but I understand everything.
  I'm here
  but already gone.
  I love
  but I hate.
  ...
  Thank you ALL of you for making my life
  intresting.
  
  Love always,
  Teku by: Tekuma