Down n broken hearted yeah I’m on my own,
down and broken hearted lost in this world all alone..
you said you loved me ,,
wanted to be by my side ..
you said you loved me but what did you decide..
left behind once more..
standing behind closed door..
feeling pain, feeling betrayed..
lifted the restraints..that kept me sain
Broken dreams yeah lost memories,
of bttr times before I had your desease..
The light was so bright it blinded my sight..
how could I have not seen the pain of my reflection in your eyes..
how could I have not known that they once again were all lies.
Take me away on a far off dream somewhere….
stop this feeling of everythings in despare..
stop these tears that run down my face..
Fill this emptiness that’s been left in your place
Run over shot up and left for dead,
still I have thoughts of you all alone in bed..
havent I tradgically suffered enuff torcher and pain
havnt I suffered enuff, enuff ,enuff, stop invading my brain.
I’m so full of self pity I’m so full of doubt..
i feel so shitty..
so left out.
I reach inside in search of my soul
I reach inside of this vacant black hole.
-JAE
