what is this

this is the present

the situation i have found myself in after wandering and stationing myself in comfortable positions only to think.

and bitch.

and complain to my sef about how much this sucks.

it doesnt suck that bad

it couldnt suck that bad

im soundin like a little bitch.

i ned to say what the fuck.

i am goint to have fun.

lets go get drunk

thats the attitude

now i almost fel better i think im getting there

hold on..

i got to think.

yeah

ive blown this whole situation out of proportion.

im in a nice house in texas with his dads vodka downstairs with a good friend tha is downstairs talking on the phone because i have been neglecting him.

he hasnt been ignoring his guest.

his guest has been buitching and wallowing in his own self pity.

it has taken me over two hours to realize this.

im going to go have fun....

-billy