Today is just one of those days...I'm slowly draining myself to nothing. There's no need for an explanation, there was no confrontation. There was just that deep down feeling that something wasn't right, that I'm not where I'm supposed to be. Maybe it's just guilt, that I didn't do what I should have. Maybe it's anxiety for something that I've forgotten, or could it be that today just isn't my day? What seemed to be a perfectly good day has ended with me feeling terrible and ready to just run out the door for a while, returning when I'm finally ready to return. Trying to explain this all to Dani has made me realize that I never want to try to explain this to Dani again. This isn't really the sort of thing you talk about I suppose, it doesn't lend itself well to explanation. Thanks anyway for listening Dani, I appreciate it.